Saturday, December 30, 2006

WOO. I UPGRADE TO NEW BLOGGER SIAAAAAAAAA.

lol. but fuck, i cant sleep.

i wonder why i keep having sleepless nights lately.

even when i sleep i keep having weird dreams.

AND LATER GOT TECHNIQUE CLASS BUT I CANT SLEEP.

damn. I SHALL SLEEP.

hohohoho.

Friday, December 29, 2006

maybe its a mistake.

maybe i should not have do things that i did.

but i know i cant rewind life.
but, i assure u that my feelings are true.
sorry.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

oh man, i wanted to blog. but after 3 hours of gaming, i think im gonna go get some sleep! ITS FREAKING 5AM.


LOVES.

stay tuned. =P

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

CHRISTMAS

well.


MERRY CHRISTMAS!


nothing to say already. ENJOY!

Sunday, December 24, 2006

youjustdon'tgiveadamn,doyou?

alright, its officially christmas eve! couple of hours more to CHRISTMAS!

well. im not super excited but im looking forward to it. haha. well, lets keep our fingers crossed and see how it will turn out? well, im not hoping for much actually, i just wanna see santa in person! lol.

i reckon santa should be pretty friendly looking right? but, no chimney ( its wrong spelling right? lol. ) in singapore? maybe he could use the window instead. haha, scully he get stuck there. LOL.

im not hanging red socks.

im not writing cards.

im not wrapping presents.

im not decorating the house nor the x'mas tree.

im not even smiling now.

im not happy.

WHY?

man, what a christmas its gonna be. sigh?

sorry people that i never did make the effort to do anything.

but i really appreciate the cards and gifts!

loves.

and, i still wanna see santa. maybe drink tea with him and ask about his adventures. =)

Friday, December 22, 2006

WIND

i woke up 5 mins ago. feeling fresh.

SO FAST THE YEAR IS FINISHING.

and i love the temperature of sg these few days. *NOTE : temperature, not weather.

i got myself a job too!

so, now dance work.

and when sch starts its dance work sch. see? school is last. HAHA.

man, i dunno what to write already. bye people. think i go brush my teeth and bathe first. LOL

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

ithinkireallylovedance

well, today made me realise, dance can really alter one's mood.

just like today. haha.


TODAY IS A GOOD DAY BUT WILL BE BETTER IF I CAN MINUS AWAY THE RAIN. =

but the rain really makes things troublesome man. maybe water prices will drop due to the overflow at the resirvoir? LOL.

well, im happy. im good.

life couldnt be any better.
well, it would be better with you in it.
smiling.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

123,herewego!

dance felt GOOD.

REAL GOOD.

GOOD.
GOOD.
GOOD.
GOOD.
GOOD.
GOOD.
GOOD.
GOOD.


typing so much good make me feel like im typing GOO-ED.

BEST JOKE OF THE DAY : well, ron is gonna work.

Monday, December 18, 2006

rainonaperfectday

not much of a sunday.

rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain
rain


no more.

I GOT NOTHING TO DO. and it sucks.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

adopesentence

can some tell me what this means :



"emotion getting the happy looking you eh" by miss philosophy aka
beautiful philosopher.




this seriously crack me up. hahahahaha.

thanks bec too!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

replies

just some replies. =D


orange : haha, yea lor, i also suspect who is it in that pic.so dope. =p

wz : HAHA, PROUDLY PRESENTED TO YOU BY SHAOMIN! *applauses*

liyana : hahaa. now i realise, u cannot keep secrets! LOL. SHE SPASTIC LA. lol.

vien : ahhaa, i think i kena blacklist liao. lol but who cares right? lol

cantabile : EVIL COWWW! hahahaa.i think half of her salary goes to the physiatrist due to depression from work. LOL.

David : lol. whats ah xia eh kia? children of the prawn? LOL.

junying : haha. FASTER CHANGE STYLE! must have bao dian. lol. im waiting for ur new style! and, i really din wan to scold the auntie one. in fact i nv scold her. lol.

bjon : lol. bjon = birth of the medicine. YEA. STUDYING SUCKS BIG TIME. but i holidays liao! WAHAHAA. *do freeze* lol.

Minz : lol. auntie also rude, disturb me do project. why u nv scold her?

LULU : lol. SHE PRONOUNCE CONSIDERATE TO CON-SI-RATE. haha. she got ears, but no brain. =X


emo-ing. sorry.
i rather u kill me then torture me.
I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU.

but i love you.
sigh.
=\

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

onemonth

i have this funny conversation with the famous " please keep your volume down " auntie at the library last week. i always thought that her area of patrol was only the second storey. but then she struck us at the 4th storey!

*my group hurrying to finish project work, with all the books and laptop*

project group : bla bla bla bla bla

auntie : execuse me * points to the goddamn cardboard *

ron : we really very loud meh?

auntie : yes, i can hear you from the toilet. * we are right beside the toilet *

ron : but they also very noisy leh. why never ask them to quiet down also?

auntie : they discussing project work...

ron : AUNTIEEEEEEEEE. we also doing project work!!! see all the books?!

auntie : but you all still louder.

ron : WAH, auntie, u actually measure our volume ar?

auntie : yes i do.

ron : wow, with what?

auntie : my ears.

ron : wow~ i think you should get a new pair of ears then. *smile BIG BIG *

AUNTIE WALKS AWAY

BIG VICTORY FOR RONNIE!
LOLOL.

ok, abit bad but quite funny.

alrights, today is 12th of DECEMBER. its actually the first month after DANZATION. it felt like a year has pass or something but thinking back, still im blown away. it was really a great feat and im damn proud to be part of it.

now to look forward to the next DANZATION!

haha. DANCE BABY DANCE. with a lil bit of love. =)

Sunday, December 10, 2006

COMMON TEST IS A BITCH.

thats a conclusion i derived at after my attempt to study.



nice weather isnt it?

unconfident.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

BUTTERFACTORY

woooo~ POST PRODUCTION PARTY
i am not mature enough.
haha, dancing in a club is freaking different can. all i see is krump krump krump.
i am not mature enough.
and i cant krump. T_T
i am not mature enough.
haha. BATTLE!
i am not mature enough.
SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI.
i am not mature enough.
why we use sushi as our group name?
i am not mature enough.
because,
i am not mature enough.
WE ARE FRESH! LIKE SUSHI! LOL.
i am not mature enough.
sorry to ore and farid, i fucked up so many times. LOL.
i am not mature enough.
we still dope yea? LOL.





THATS ALL!

Thursday, November 30, 2006

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hehe.

today was a good day! but i late for dance. DIN GET TO DO ISOLATIONS AND TURNING. TURNING DAMN IMPORTANT CAN. LOL. but nvm.

anyway, you really dun have bad hair day today. dun worry. =D

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Monday, November 27, 2006

BEWITHOUTYOU

first of all, lets give credits so shaomin aka MINMIN, or HIGH girl for this dope piece of music.

*applause*

AGM. man that kuku LT.


BUT, the food so nice. LOL.

and! dance classes officially starts tml! which means, its back the the time where its just DANCE. no stress what-so-ever. haha. talking about stress, SCHOOL is the real pain in the ass here. DAMN lecturers for giving tutorials. haha.

come to think of it, i have achieve the amazing fact that i ponned just till just nice that if i pon one more time, im debarred. but thats not the point!

the point is how i manage to not get debarred even though i skipped 11 days of sch in 4 weeks! HAHAHAHAHA. kuku, i proud for something lidat.


SCREWED
SCREWED
SCREWED
SCREWED
SCREWED

laughing out loud.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

sorry

im sorry for what i did.

i din know things would get that serious.

its my fault, i sincerely apologise.

im sorry for such an ass, to cause the misunderstanding.

none of it would have happen, if i aint this irresponsible.

im sorry that i followed my heart too much.

i really meant no harm, all i wanted, was to be someone that u can always
open up to.

so that, u can pour out ur stress when u need to.

im sorry for being so self-centered and took up that role without your anknowledgement.

i really want to talk to you about it. but i would only make it worst.

i guess you need time and space.

i really grateful to have you in my life.

i want to thank you for all your care and concern.

would you still be my friend?

im sorry, i couldnt be the magician that brings joy to you.

sorry.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

HAPPYBIRTHDAY

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
ANN
RONNIE LOVES YOU! =)








I REALLY WAN TO BLOG BUT IM GOING TO SLEEP ALREADY.


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,





STAY TUNED.

Friday, November 17, 2006

let me love you

I HATE FRIDAYS.

they are always moody.

but they are always beautiful.

its always friday that i will notice the finer details of what life have to offer.

its fridays that allow me to just break away from everything and bask in the companionship of my loved ones.

love aint no simple game.

consequences are for real.

yet, i dive head first into such a game.

am i nuts?

yes. i am.
for you, i am.
abandoned?

or is testing just a nicer way of rejection?

i guess its just me and my false thoughts.

sorry for being so self-centered.

i never stood from you point and look at this.
then again, you never allowed me to.
sometimes, all i needed was a smile.
but, i see your frowns.
im willing to offer you my ear,my shoulder.
you push them all away, and took in loneliness.
i cant bare to see you like this,
yet, im at my wits end.
im begging you.
dont do this to you, me, everyone.
i guess all i can is hope.
hope that some day i can muster the courage to tell you.
what i really feel.
no obligations needed, no appreciation needed.
i guess.

Monday, November 13, 2006

THANK YOU NRA.


THANK YOU ANN.


and thank you. loves.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

DANZATION IS ONE DAY AWAY!


EXCITED.

HIGH.

emo-ed.

LOVES!


NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA NRA

to my taggers ( late reply, sorry! ) :

nic : i not emo le, nv been. =p teach me isolations!

junying : no more flip! haha. sad. anyway, lets jia you for partner work!

bec : yea, u smile too! rough times for u eh? =D

orleng : flip urself la chio bu. lol u really very CHIO. LOL.

jaei : haha, everybody is cool now, i think. thanks! =D

jassshole : hehe, u jia you too! FRESHIES ROCKS!

minz : click, one more day nia. jia you ba!

jeremy : sch is ever boring. lol.

wynne : i wun admit u are king man. u are 'con-de-pi' OKAY?! lol.

shaomin : YEA, its like HOURS AWAY. EXCITING! hehehe. jia you man.

actually, i type a long list of reply, but they show me "PAGE ERROR"


KNN.

lol. this is actually my third attempt to post this up. >.<

Monday, October 30, 2006

countdown to production

TEN MORE DAYS.


guess im alright.

no time to get moody!


NRA!

if you ever get to see this.
thanks for everyone for their consoling words. you guys are my angels! =)

Sunday, October 29, 2006

i have failed.

i can only hope.

im sorry.

to you :

no offence,

but dun think u know everything.

dun talk with hidden meanings.

maybe its just ur habit.

acting all sagely and full of wisdom.

but, you really ought to think about how long you know me.

last thing.

dont fucking ASSUME.

i'll alright after a nights sleep.

i hope.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

random

school
convention
freshie
sweat
night falls
home

vivo
vivo
vivo
vivo
vivo
holiday
tits
yucks

school
school
homework
my love
chill
full out
full out
full out
full out
full out
full out
full out
sweat
dead

skipped
percussion
house
nshh
lock
sweat
dead

freshie
sweat
sweat
five
wave
knock knee
basics
isolations
stretch
flip
pull
split
shit
sweat
sweat
towel
stress
eat
home


FUCK.


can u fucking take initiative to do what you are suppose to do and dont wait till u get screwed and then go around asking for help.

seriously, we tried.

and of course, you responded by giving execuses, by being absent and even argue when u arent there in the first place.

steps,formation and ATTITUDE.

now, is do or die.

so which one is it?

answer to yourself.

and show everyone your answer with actions.

talking aint gonna get you anywhere.

thanks.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

LEGALLY EIGHTEEN. good or bad?

FIRST THING FIRST!

ronnie is officially eighteen! he is LEGAL( WOO, like got super power lidat, but actually i just got older, thats all. )

thanks for all the "happy birthday" and "belated happy birthday" and "ohh, today ur birthday ar? happy birthday". HAHA. MUCH LOVE!

and to xing, i LOVE your present. totally rocks my socks. haha. its just right beside my computer!

seriously, produciton is 3 weeks away, im always skipping school. people are getting nervous, uptight. there are so many things uncompleted yet. steps, formation. EVERYBODY WORK HARD ALRIGHT!! =)

now, im 18, kinda old. T_T haha, CAN BUY BEER! no need to buy jolly sandy already! hahaa. CAN SMOKE ALSO, BUT FUCK SMOKING. the haze is already like one giant cigarette. like shane said, "smokers who complain about the haze can go bang wall" .

HAHA. anyway, i think i will like to be 18, provide i dun get my ass in jail or something.

oh wells, gotta work hard!


to you : the more i see you, the more i wanna be there for u to spend every moment of my life with you.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

FULL RUN.

FULL RUN.

FULL RUN.


thats what happened for the past 3 days. so far, i manage to pon 2 days out of 3 days of school. AM I DOPE OR WHAT?!

there wont me dance tml, so im wondering what so i do, swim? gym? or go home and slack?

NABEI, ALL MY SONGS GONE. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

normally people format C drive, somehow i manage to crash my D drive instead. !@)*&$)(@*#$!(@&%

i dun like to go ngee ann poly at 8am in the morning to see the lecturer's face man. crappy shit. but this sem i only got 2 EXAMINABLE MODULES! damn high.


to the taggers :

bRat : LOL, NOW EARLIER LIAO. 2am! but sch sucks. everyday 8 am. wtf. haha. but i not pig. honest. and i grow old = mature. =X

vicky : HOLIDAYS ARE OVER! T_T ya, everyday dance, but it feels good. and, i like ur dope pic, but i like ours more. LOL.

Minz : i think u are thinking too much, not me. LOL.

orleng : I NV ACT FIT. u go find ur good friend la. lol. u then proudster. NO MORE BEAUTY AND THE BEAST FOR U. =p

FD-Roc : LOL. locker sucide is dope when we come up with the "greeting". but hell, if u can wank for 36 hours, i salute to u man. lol.

shaomin : lol, thanks! i will get it from u when my com stop acting weird! apologies for the many tries of sending during midnight! =D

JASSShole : i will come up with something bad then. lol. no more dopes cause recent days haven been dope. LOL. but i got feeling that dopeness will be back soon. XD

Sunday, October 15, 2006

school is starting in 30 hours! and it sucks big time! haha. 28 more days to production!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

so excited. haha. i wont play game in sch already!! =X

MAN, IM ALWAYS LIDAT. during holidays, i complain its boring when i have nowhere to go. when sch starts, then i have so many places i haven go.

!)@($*)(@*$*@%)!(*&)$(@*)(!@*$

I SHALL NOT USE THE WORD DOPE (this one dun count k ) IN THIS POST. MUAHAHHAHA.

end of post. hohohohohohohoho.



to the ladies :

orleng : WHAT WHAT WHAT. i wan reply here cannot ar. LOL. U POSER, trying to act like my age. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. u faster grow fat fat la, then become fat orleng, confirm damn cute one. lol.

nic : HEY! BIGBLURHEAD. XD

*//eve ; i not xiao zhu zhu! i just happen to like sleeping alot. =P

Minz : got people tell u u think too much anot. HAHA. travis so far, in america. find ur bf in NRA easlier la girl. LOL

JASSShole : NO "DOPE"S in this post! WAHAHA. haha, JASSSHOLE, JASSY,SASSY. haha, i tried to make it rhyme but it din work out. =X


i promise i wont leave you.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

MAN, my life is just too boring to be blogged about.

BUT, dance is still dope.



to the beautiful people :

JeremY : lol. theme of my life? =.= anyway, see ya REAL soon in sch. haha. meet up for lunch! =D

shaomin : LOL. IM HOME TOO. =X I LOVE CANDLE LIGHT. BOA ROCK OUR SOCKS. WAHAHHA.

Minz : LOL. i dun get u leh. HOW HOW HOW?!?!?!?! haha. travis really season 2 ar. lol. =X

nic : U POT CALLING KETTLE BLACK. haha. jay talking u also use for ringtone. u jay-siao. NOW, u are big+blur+song head. LOL. BUT BUT BUT, im not blur. XD

orleng : WHY u zi-bian, zi-dao, zi-yan. HAHA. i not reporting, its just that my memory is GOOD! lol. next time i blog about our convo k? im sure it will be damn entertaining, cause u are lame kia. and, nvm if u tag alot, LOL. not need sorry. na ma eh, i also reply alot. =X

JAEI : EXECUSES. U ARE FOREVER "OUT-DIAO". CONFIRM 100% PLUS CHOP LIAO. no denying allowed. =)

Mich : HI MICHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. haha, i think, my blog is dope. =X also veri no link. LOLOLOLOL. drop by often k? lol. =D

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

one of the funny conversations today.


nicole : MY HANDPHONE NUMBER VERY EASY TO REMEMBER ONE!!
*starts to recite her hp number, and feeling proud.*

ron : *why she nv say handfoon this time? lol.*

everyone LOL-ing.

ron : whats ur number nicole?

jaei : 8*******, easy to rmb hor?

ron : *wth* lol. again can?

*alex whips out his handphone to call nicole, dunno why also.*

nicole : I DUN WAN TO ANS BECAUSE I WAN U TO LISTEN TO JAY'S SONG. HE IS IM MY HANDPHONE.

ron : *damn still no "handfoon" yet. why her pronoucing so good today?*

alex : OMG, WHY ISSIT JAY AGAIN?

nicole : muahahahahahaha. *nicole feeling high*

ron : nicole whats ur handphone?

nicole : 8*******. very easy to rmb hor?

alex : my handphone number is 1900-112-6868.

jaei : WHY UR HANDPHONE NUMBER SO LONG ONE?!!!! *looking like she saw an walking potato*

*ron and alex stare at each other thinking " OMG, WHY SHE SO OUT DIAO????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" *

*ron and alex runs around.*

*suddenly 961 come*

*flags bus and hurry up the bus*

nabei, end up, i still nv get to store nicole's number until i got it from alex on the bus. =.=

lol.

hello, im monster. :)
to taggers :

vicky : WALAO, dun tell people k?! lol, im just plain lazy. but, still, we must be dope! lol. =X

orange : LOL, u alot to say leh. u orleng kia~ look older = good. MATURE CAN. and, im not color, u lame kia. LOL. must orleng juice out of u then u noe. XD

bRat : MY POST IS DOPE. FULLSTOP. no arguements. =D

vanessa : LOL. its DOPE. =D

PeGs : LOL. yes! its dope dope dope dope dope dope and dope.

JAEI : pls lor, that previous post, give u chance to act smart only, dun think so much. WAHAHAHAHHA.

alfroooo : LOL, but i noe u like porn man. ITS UR MUST HAVE! u "tofu" lover. =X


wah seh, im replying here, so all the taggers can see. so nice right. LOL. =.=

Saturday, October 07, 2006

DAMN.

its 4:42 am and im awake. WHAT THE HELL.

its so quiet now. its like, the world is not revolving at all.

its like all life is resting now ( except me and vic. ) lol.

ok, lets take this moment to reflect upon my life.

hmmm.

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

done.

INTERESTED RIGHT, hehe.

dun tell you. XDDDDD

nabei, childish shit man.

FUCK.

im bored.

what a dope post.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

FULL RUN.


lol.

i was shit.

no execuses.

just got to practice.



lol.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

a conversation.


one earth.two worlds apart? says:
protrait
one earth.two worlds apart? says:
you spell wronly
one earth.two worlds apart? says:
wreongly
one earth.two worlds apart? says:
wrongly*
ron throw my fist. says:
u also.
ron throw my fist. says:
LOL
one earth.two worlds apart? says:
HAHAHHA!
one earth.two worlds apart? says:
tray
one earth.two worlds apart? says:
not trait
one earth.two worlds apart? says:
lol!!
ron throw my fist. says:
OK.
ron throw my fist. says:
and
one earth.two worlds apart? says:
faster change!!!

HAHA. i din realise.

Monday, October 02, 2006


this is how we feel when there is no dance.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASS.

man, im too lazy to blog about life. haha.

let the pictures protray what i feel then.

TODAY'S MOOD :


Saturday, September 30, 2006

WOOOOOOOOOOOO.

BBQ WAS A HUGE SUCCESS! WE ROCK YOUR SOCKS! hahha.

but me and alex reach so late, lol. cause we overslept. basket. basically, WE ROCK!

the bbq is just beyond words. totally enjoyed it.


and, i just gotta let u all see this man,


we din know that the alley at shanes place so dope.

DOPENESS. =)

emo*ed, i swear.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

FINALLY I HAVE RECOVERED!

after days of battling the EVIL germs that cause my fever. haha.

come to think of it, i actually bought my stomach flu upon myself.


but the question is,


WHY?









BECAUSE, RONNIE ACT SMART, SWALLOWED 6 TABLETS OF PANADOL WITHOUT EATING ANYTHING.

wow, what a wonderful recipe to torture urself. so people, if u are craving to have that stomach flu ( if u are, i seriously think u need help. lol ), wanna lose those pounds or for some reasons u wan to try out. PLEASE,





for those people who by luck stumbled to this blog : PLEASE GO AND TRY OUT THE FORMULA ABOVE. IT ROCKS. PROMISE!


for my friends,family and all those who know me: dun go and try. the feeling is shitty. lol.

but damn, dancing nv felt this good man. after that few days of rest, the moment i step in the studio,

DANCING FELT DAMN GOOD MAN.

haha. guess thats all for now, nothing really special going on. =D

Saturday, September 23, 2006

*reporter runs over*

reporter : how are u feeling?

ron : im sick.

reporter : OOO, so what kind of sickness issit?

ron : fever, GODDAMN FEVER. i think is the IN thing right now, the amount of times i have fever this year is the amount of times for the past 2 years added together. &^$!@*&

reporter : i only asked for ur sickness, why talk so much? *rolls eyes*

ron : man, are u a gifted amateur or a professional at pissing people off. can you please fuck off and die?

reporter : thanks for the compliment, that aside, how are you feelng right now?

ron : erm, air feels stuffy, head feels dizzy, limps feels like jelly, and to top if off, getting piss at u. how's that for u if u were to get it?

reporter : i would love that to happen!

ron : u sick bastard.

reporter : haha, u really know how to make me feel good......

*takes out a knife as the reporter keep on rattling bullshit*


STAB!

*reporter lies silently on the ground*


YAY. =.=

Thursday, September 21, 2006

IM BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED.

I WAN TO DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE DANCE.

but sometimes, when u have too much of dance, i gotta admit i then to feel tired from it. so, sometimes we just gotta take it easy when its time to relax. when its time to work it, then its time to get serious! haha.

like ann said "theres no such thing as totally mugging, even it u are mugging, make sure the angles and lines are still there."

haha. and i think i mug to much. haix.


seems like laziness is my biggest enemy!


GOTTA WORK HARD RON. :)

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

OK. its 4.39 AM. geesh. i shud be in bed, like i told mum 2 hours ago when she asked what time will i sleep.

I SAID 10 MORE MINUTES. LOL.

10 minutes become 2 hours. fierce eh? hahaha.

anyway, now what im feeling like is i just feel like typing something. thus, i resorted to blog, but i dun have any topics to blog on! BAH.

WAIT. maybe i have a topic!

today i get to use the whole studio on my own! how dope is that man, baslting music of my choice and doing warmups and isolations without anyone disturbing. 100% pleasure!

and freshies guys met up to clean steps today. but not all. haha, well, they have their commitments outside. so i think its ok. lol. thats beside the point.

POINT IS


IS




is





is






is






ok, forget the point. i dun have anything to type on. lol.


OH

I JUST COMPLETED METAL SLUG 4 WITHOUT GOING TO THE ARCADE.


OMG, i completed that game while having the luxury of using my laptop, no insert any tokens and the comfort of my house. lol. ONLY SUCKERS GO ARCADE AND FEED THOSE TOKEN EXCHANGERS MONEY.

DUMBASS! RETARD! IDIOTS! SUCKERS! NOOBS! BRAINLESS GEEKS!


haha, that felt good. lol. now i can proudly go into any arcade that has metal slug 4 and give whoever play that game USING A GOD DAMN 50CENT TOKEN a "hey-i-completed-that-game-for-free" kinda look.

AND ALL THEY CAN DO IS FEEL STUPID AND HELPLESS SEE THEIR 50CENT GO INTO THE MACHINE WHILE THEY SHOOT THOSE PIXELS
SIZED BULLETS AT PIXELS SIZED ENEMIES!


GAY!GAY!!!!GAY!!!!gay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GAy!!!!!!!!!GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GAY!!!GAY!!!!!!gay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GAY!GAY!GAY!!!!!!

ok, now that i have satisfied so called typing hunger/craving/whatever u call it. i shall go to bed. lol.

GOOD NIGHT TO ALL THE LOSERS AT THE ARCADE. lol. i suddenly have an unknown sense of satisfaction. =.=

Saturday, September 16, 2006

sigh. today is not cool at all. totally sucked.

what happen to the days where its just dance?

why must is turn into what it is now?

i hated the thing EGO.

THE ROOT OF ALL THE SHIT WE ARE GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW.

THANKS FOR FUCKING UP MY LIFE.

KNNCBLJFUCKOFFANDDIEBURNINHELL

totally a BIG turn off.

cant u just stay out of our lives? i never liked u. SHOO. faggot.




















omg, why is my day so negative.

time to listen to my fav songstress i guess. sigh.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

HEARTACHE.

I MISS YOU.

please be okay.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006


EVERYBODY, tell me. in the pic above, ISSIT OBVIOUS that im acting fierce?

it is obvious right?

RIGHT? *dun say right u get it man.*

lol. i mean, i look dao meh. hahaa. AT LEAST SHAO MIN LUFF WHEN IM ACTING FIERCE. that pic was meant to be funny. lol. but for ur info, that the meal we had b4 we went to the NUS dance blast!

talking about that, I WAS REALLY SURPRISE BY THE THEATER OF NUS. ITS CALL THE UCC LEH. UCC LEH. wait, im not even sure but fuck it, just take it as UCC k?

okay, so the theateris called UCC, i dunno what it stands for but it sounded like some huge ass place. AND, from the outside, that place is hella big. but we i went in, THERE ISNT EVEN SPACE TO TURN AROUND AND TALK. wtf.hahaa. but the "shut up and dance" was nice. nicer, if there were more variety. but individually they good man.

farid even find one of the alumni guy hot. lol. SCARY. XD

sooo, now, im enjoying 24.5 gb of BOA. credits to SHAO MIN AKA HIGH . thanks girl!

BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA BOA


THIS PIC DAMN DOPE RIGHT. ITS SHAO MIN'S HP WALLPAPER LEH. omg, the pretty-ness. hahaha.

okay, today we drew up the formation for the girls. but here's the weird part, drawing the GIRLS FORMATION IS ACTUALLY EASILER THEN DRAWING THE GUYS!

after that, the HOT TOPIC at the market. hahaa. girls are just so contridicting, SAY DROP TOPIC THEN KEEP SAYING. LOL. =PPPPP

OH, I WENT TO BLOCK 16 TODAY. blardy shit. @!*(&$)&*^%R(!#&$)(#@.

i thought girls where suppose to be there at 16 sial! then i felt god-damn stupid when i saw this girl wearing a ubber short skirt which was something you wear for dance sport!

!(*$&)(@*&$)(!^%)!@(*&$#()@*

then i tell farid i at 16 he still call me buy nutrisoy. BASKET.

and my clock screwed too, the clock show 10 a.m when its already A FREAKING HELL 4 pm. which is the time im suppose to be at NP's bus stop! haha, i still woke up feeling im god damn early.

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i dun like, this is such a long post. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

pui.

OH, could please be just that tab bit un-cute? its really killing me.

BE MINE.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

FORMATIONS

omg, thats really something that requires hard work. and i really mean hard work, not like those noob shit. lol. okay, before going into that, lets talk about my day. haha.


it was raining when i woke up, and thats fine. whats not fine is i manage to reach the bus stop without getting as wet as i thought i might be but FUCK..
F U C K. that KUKU GOD DAMN LORRY HAD TO PASS BY ME AT SUCH A SPEED THAT THE WATER PUDDLE ON THE ROAD IS ALL OVER ME.
omgwtfknn. ON MY PLAYBOY PANTS SOMEMORE. lol.

then i reach sch, my bubble tea was blardy dripping all over the place. and i was so sleepy and i was liek asking where did i drip the water on. then KF is like, "THERE THERE THERE, AIYO, THERE ALSO." HAHA, super aunty. but at least she tell me where it was la, my eyes were bearly working. cause i was physically awake and mentally asleep. hahaaa.

now that im home, SHI MIN ASK ME WHAT IS BRIKENSTOCK. i say i dunno. she was so stunned she kept LOL-ing after that. lol, but seriously, brikenstock very famous meh. =.=

then theres something even funnier :


ronnie : be known for who you are. nothing else. says:
eh
ronnie : be known for who you are. nothing else. says:
what is brikenstock
ronnie : be known for who you are. nothing else. says:
lol
Lex [ FLARE ] WHATS UP with one missed call. says:
a shoe


HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW WHAT IS BRIKENSTOCK WHEN U JUST TELL ME ITS A SHOE.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

nope, dun guy the wrong meaning guys, its just that the reply really made me laugh. haha.

okay. with all that said. I STILL DUNNO WHAT IS BRIKENSTOCK. lol.

WHATEVER LA. stupid brikenstock, make me feel so stupid. lol

and i realise, i dun really wanna talk about formations anymore. too bad. lol

Friday, September 08, 2006

TODAY SUCK!

when u combine slacking during dance + not making the effort to meet up and clean steps

you get to make urself look like a clown infront of everyone.

deadly recipe huh?

so, you know what to do already, its time to D A N C E. and its with mind, soul and feeling. otherwise all is just crap.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

MY FIRST TRY AT EDITING A PHOTO.

lol.


hehe. lotsa flaws and im too lazy to touch up. haha. took away rebecca! OPPS!

okay, thats beside the point. now the pressing issue at hand is

HOW TO MAKE A GUY LOOK LIKE HE IS DANCING IN 2 MONTHS WHEN EVOLVED FROM MOVING LIKE A TURTLE TO A SPASTIC APE?

omg. now thats challenging. people, i think we need to help K seriously.

i cant believe this is happening man. it pains me to even look at him. the video isint even watchable.

sigh.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

its good to push urself. but do take breaks as and when.

cause resting now is a preparation for the longer journey ahead.


SO DANCE HARD AND REST HARD.

lol, short and sweet right.

Monday, September 04, 2006

OMG, SHAO MIN SO HIGH ONE.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

I CANT!

lol, actually i can la.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

ok, after few days of dancing, i think its about time to blog about life - again.

firstly. I CAN GO DANCE TML. SUPER HAPPY! ciara rocks

then, i think tml im gonna go celebrate spideys birthday. how could i possibly miss his birthday! not to mention 18 punches. WOOT. i just cant resist that. lol.

and that ubin* trip and the sentosa trip that with stormers!

omg, holidays rocks doesnt it? being able to go out with friends, chill and hang out. QUALITY TIME MAN. and its good to take little time offs from dance to let the body and mind relax.

REST NOW IS TO PREPARE FOR THE LONGER JOURNEY AHEAD!

lol, somehow that sentence just pop into my head. now thats random.

and, i wan to go

SENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSA
SENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSA
SENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSASENTOSA

lol. thats for now folks!

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

i asked why are u so sad, u couldnt answer.

yet everyday u cry alone in the night.

hearing that along makes my heart break into a million pieces.

looking at your melancholic eyes makes my heart go cold.

i wanna go into ur world, i wanna solve all your problems for u.

i wanna be ur shelter for the storms u are facing within.

im willing to be your pillar of strength.

yet, u are just a stranger. so why do i have feelings like this?

let me take ur hand. will you?

let me make u smile,

let me help you forget all troubles.

let me be your man.

please, its really breaking my heart to see you like this.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

there is an saying :

for the want of a nail, a horseshoe was lost.

for the want of a horseshoe, a steed was lost.

for the want of a steed,a message was not delievered.

for the want of a undelievered message, a war was lost.


so NEVER underestimate anything!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

IM BORED BY THOSE FREAKING BOOKS.


and, diablo 2 : lord of destruction is such a classic. damn nice. but too bad i cannot play on my com. LOUSY ACER LAP TOP. GO AND DIE LA. lol.

im so sian sia. 2 more papers! T_T why must there be exams. make people stress and lose their precious sleep time only, end of the day, get one A.

kinda feel like its not worth it. can bargain for more? maybe like A with some cash along with it. WAH SEH, shiok sia lidat. study hard and get paid. good idea right. AND MUST EMPHASIZE, we want COLD HARD C-A-S-H.


lolololololol. i think these are the after effects of exams man. erratic behaviour. alamak sia. =.=

Sunday, August 20, 2006

I DONT LIKE WEB MASTERING. i study so hard and i go in and forget everything.

what the hell man. then the NF remedial also no use 1. !@*&#($Y

so lets see what will i do after the exams.

i will :

burn all the books.
work.
dance.
bball.
tkd.
gym.
go to pulau ubin and the gang.
go to movie marathon at eve house, so eve better organise.haha.
spend money like nobody's business.


wow, the holiday sure sounds inviting. WOOT.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

hmm, for the record.

I DID PROCESS CONTROL SYSTEM REVISION TODAY.

now, i know everything from chapter 1 to 3 already. WOOT. i feel like i can get 100 marks for that coming PCS test, somehow. haha. CREDITS TO.




*drum rolls*









XIN WEI.


haha, actually i already pang seh him for 3 times so today i die die must go and study with him one. lol. THANKS MAN!

i think i eat too much oily food today, my stomach was blardy uncomfortable when im in the bus. maybe the bus is shaking too much, then the oil + coleslaw + chicken + double cheeseburger + strawwberry sundae + coke + mountain dew all mixed and therefore = bombarding of the toilet bowl. HAHA.

this friday must score!!!!! i wan to get my GPA above 3! *ROARS!*


wish me luck okay? hehe.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

man, exams are coming, gotta work in the hols. any lobangs?

i hate the person who invent money. why can everything in life be free? so that people dont have to work their ass off for that paper. haha.

come to think of it, money can really fuck one person up big time man. believe me, i've seen friends get into arguements because of money, lotsa shit like that. what a pity.

so conclusion? fuck money. go to hell. XD

p.s but with all this said and done, i would still love the feeling of having money to spend. HAHA.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

MAYONAISE JAR

heres something for my friends to read :


A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.


"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.The golf balls are the important things ---God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions --- and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.

The sand is everything else --- the small stuff.

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you."

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first --- the things that really matter.

Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.


One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled."I'm glad! you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."


nice, aint it?

Sunday, August 06, 2006

LESSONS.

here are some interesting lessons in life.

Lesson Number One:
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?"

The crow answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Lesson:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.


Lesson Number Two:
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy." "Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the first branch of the tree.The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.

Finally after a fortnight, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Lesson:
Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.

Lesson Number Three:
When the Body was first made, all the Parts wanted to be Boss. The Brain said, "I should be Boss because I control the whole Body's responses and functions." The Feet said, "We should be Boss as we carry the Brain about and get him to where he wants to go." The Hands said,"We should be the Boss because we do all the work and earn all the money." And so it went on and on with the Heart, the Lungs and the Eyes until

Finally the Asshole spoke up. All the parts laughed at the idea of the asshole being the Boss. So the Asshole went on strike, blocked itself up and refused to work. Within a short time the Eyes became crossed, the hands clenched, the feet twitched, the Heart and Lungs began to panic and the Brain fevered. Eventually they all decided that the Asshole should be the Boss, so the motion was passed. All the other Parts did all the work while the Boss just sat and passed out the shit!

Lesson:
You don't need brains to be a Boss - any asshole will do.

Lesson Number Four:
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!


Lesson:
1) Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
2)Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut!

Sunday, July 30, 2006

THE BIG GROOVE '06

omg, totally rocks, get to be part of singapore largest hip hop event and having class with 3 great instructors! WOOOO.


i love the airport.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

WWEEEEEEEE. I LOVE DANCE. cant stop moving!

even my classmates are complaining that i dance too much. SORRY LA! i know its not that fantastic but haiyo, just pardon me lor. =X

recently, its the never-ending tutorials and the all time classic "projects" that have been occupying my time. BUT, dancing will make the blues of the fore-mentioned go away! YAYNESS( i kope this from jo. hope she doesnt find out. =X)

but that doesnt mean that i have already given up on my basketball, my taekwondo nor my gym. just lesser time on them. hehe. AND, i got to go for a small shopping trip today with my cousins! not bad la, bought a tee at a good price. WOOT!

think im gonna change my blogskin because i saw a blog on a lappy today with the same blogskin as mine. lol.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

life's great. nv better. FINALLY,

- did my tutorials.
- participated in MDE games.
- caught up with some friends.
- met new friends.
- finally able to do something i longed for, dancing.
- found someone? hehe.



BUT STILL, school work kinda suck.








oh god, i love the stupid genius.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

IM SO BORED. soon its gonna be the end of the term, gotta study hard man. wouldnt wan to fail any modules.

in fact, i would definately wanna hit the 3. gpa this term!

something for the record, i went to sentosa for 2 consecutive weeks! sia la, but din turn golden. =( guess other then that my life's been pretty normal these days.


dance dance dance!

Saturday, July 01, 2006

ARGH, i failed 1 module. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~

now my wish of getting an above 3 GPA is gonna be H-A-R-D. zzz. this calls for a intensive-study-till-you-drop solution.

yea right, like i give a fuck.

haha.


this week i only went for 3 days of school! din go school today, mainly due to a illness called "the-lack-of-sleep". AND, i have a MEDICAL CERTIFICATE TO PROVE THAT I AM UNFIT FOR SCHOOL THAT DAY!

call me pro. =)

haha, today i saw one granny, she was damn funny. when the train reach bugis, by right we should let those passengers alight first right? she, on the other hand, din gave a fuck to anyone and barge in, and was shouting "get out of my way!" in malay,see? here's the thing, i think she was shouting that, but i din noe what exactly she was talking about but who cares? its the scence of her barging in that was hilarious. =)

and, the passenger alighting din even dared to tell the granny that she should let the passengers alight first, and when i saw her happy face of getting to the sit first, kinda reminded me of how selfish one can really get.

yea, reality check guys, have you guys did something for ur own good and because of that caused some trouble to other peeps? i think most of your ans would be yes, including me.

haix, evil me.

forgive me.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

50 dollar aunt.

answer me, how possibly can one person be SO ( note the caps ) full of herself?

wanna know why i used "herself" ? its not that i have issues with women, in fact, im perfectly fine with women. BUT, my aunt doesnt seem to be a woman that i can get along with.

when i say the she is too full of herself, it kinda feels like whatever that comes out of those lips, she think of it like its the ultimate truth or something.

need a example? okay, picture this.

imagine u asked your " favourite " aunt for a ride to choa chu kang MRT from CCK sports complex. the time to reach is prolly less then three minutes counting all the traffic lights and stuff.

she somehow manage to squeeze topics ranging from my dressing and issues on my family and cousin within that three minutes. WTH, can you even believe that? i know aunties can get naggy but what my aunt is capable of is far, far, FAR worst then nagging.

firstly she say, "AIYO, why you wear until lidat? so sloppy, how many times muz i tell you, whenever your go out, make sure you look neat and tidy right? SEE? u din even gel up your hair? everytime i see you ur hair is always spiky spiky, like gangster like that."

truth is, i was head towards the gym, so i was in a casual tee and basketball shorts and shoes. TO THINK THAT SHE SAY THAT WAS SLOPPY! screw her. its as if she wants me to go into the gym with a suit on or something.

second, WHO THE HELL GEL UP THEIR HAIR WHEN THEY HIT THE GOD-DAMN GYM?! i dun think theres any sane person would wan those beads of sweat cum gel to roll down ur handsome/pretty faces right? it would cause a eruption of pimples, not that i mind but ya, its just to uncomfortable. but heres the thing, who even uses gel now? i think guys our era uses hair wax then gel. gel is like so yesterday, right? haha.

thirdly, my aunt actually expects me to go out with the 70s kinda look, mean the hair is gel-ed to stick to ur head the the hair is seperated on a 70-30 ratio. okay, if u dun get me, it simply means wearing things that make you look a some fucked up clown with a head of gel-ed up hair and walk down orchard. WTF? even picturing that thought is a sin man. lol.

but with all the cons said, like always, theres always a blessing after a curse. what happens is when she reaches the destination, she reaches out to her purse and YES. she flashes me with a 50 dollar bill. telling me the "bla-bla-bla" (you know, the usual stuff, haha) and i would picture it as "man, i would have blew if it aint for the bill." haha. think im gonna call her the "50 dollar aunt". nice huh? it kinda has a ring to it ya?

LOL.

Monday, June 19, 2006

just 1 more week till the start of school. CANT WAIT!

the holidays have been great so far. i think im gonna hit the gym when term starts. the common test took my gym time away, damn it.

i have come to learn that i seriously need to master a life skill, which is,

*drum rolls*


TIME MANAGEMENT.


now, i need to devote myself to studies, nra, gym, bball and of course, taekwondo. WOOT.


BUT DUN WORRY MY FRIENDS, i will still be around for outings and stuff, so better dun pang seh me arbo u all get it. =P

Saturday, June 17, 2006

friends.

argh, 3 am le. cant sleep and i am munching on prata now. XD past few days have been spend on gymming, NRA, bball.

SO SAD DIN GO CHANGKAT. din get to see my "eye-candy" =(

haven been contacting my buddies, and its like so long since i get back to them and have them update me on how they are doing. sigh.

sorry guys!

seriously, i come home at 10pm everyday. when i reach home, i bath then go to sleep. the next day, i wake up forgetting what i did the day before. man, its is BAD. i mean, its like im just wasting time away. ALAMAK! okay, whats done is done, now the main focus of the remaining of my holidays would be meeting all my FRIENDS!!!! =)

Thursday, June 15, 2006

wee, im back!!
after camp, after common test. god, now im finally able to catch my breath from all that tutorials and assignments. XD


question :
how do you seperate between interest and passion?


easy, interest will only last you a few months but a passion will last you for the many years to come. agree?


anyways, i headed to eve's house for a movie marathon after coming back from camp. saw xiang and jo too.
jo was damn funny, she was so occupied with homework that she couldnt really watch any shows. then she say she 3 days straight never sleep. OMG, 3 DAYS!! its like wtf. somemore its during our break period.
haha, but the good thing is she finish the story-telling journal la. WELL DONE! *gives a round of applause*


kk, enuff of jo, later she hao lian kena featured like dat. =X


xiang also another, watch soccer then "GOAL" so loud, i was like falling asleep then when he shouted, my eyes went from garfield to some big eyed cartoon character. lol. the cycle continued from a considerable amount of times though. LOL. then xiang introduced this "hao shao wen" show, 1 thing i dun get it is why do i keep seeing the small guy's ass. its not like he's some guy with hot ass mah. in fact, he was a fat kid. LOL. imagine the amount of meat there, gosh, can open up a store and sell. hehe.
so we slept after eve and jo went to their rooms and to my suprise, EVE MADE BREADFAST! i din even noe she can cook. lol. and i was multi-tasking, guess wad task was running "sleeping" and "eating". PRO RIGHT? even eve cant believe i could do something as dope as that. LOL.

well, that pretty much sums up wad i did for the weekends bah. OH YA, WORLD CUP!!!!! BRAZIL WILL TRIUMPH AGAIN!!!


P.S. - I LOVE YOU XD

Sunday, June 04, 2006

the past fews days have made me think quite alot. a couple of days ago, i was walking back home where i see an ambulance turning in and cutting thru the path i took, i realise it came to a halt at the carpark beside my block. and policemen came and surrounded the area. what happened?


a woman in her thirties jumped down from the fifth floor, breaking all her limbs.

gosh, i have suddenly come to realise how fragile life is. its so easy to end a life and yet a life can hold so many precious moments. its like putting everything valuable into titanic and hope it wun sink. even though at the end of the story, it still will sink.

life could end in so many ways.

you could be dead because you have cancer, or be shot by a killer, or have someone robbing you but ends up killing you to silence u up. the list goes on..

kinda nostlangic if you think about it. some people cherish life too much that the fear death, some welcome death with open arms. some choose death due to a bad life.


so, am i actually having a life that i cherish? or am i just waiting for my time to die? or do i wanna die deep inside but its just i haven realise?

people, cherish your lives, and if time comes, choose to end it your way.


- pardon me -

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

woot, next week common test le. been so busy that i cant even have time to stay online for 1 straight hour.

ARGH.


looking forward to the term break. so tired.

Friday, May 26, 2006

so this is wad i do when im bored in sch, i blog. lol.

alright, couple days ago, i had this weird ass dream where i migrated to korea. then i was alone, so i kinda need a place to live right? here's the weird thing, i actually dream of me renting a room from boa's mansion. weird huh?

and after like living there for 1 week or so, i was getting along with boa and one day i came back and saw her crying at the dinner table, so i was like 'what-happened?' she said her whole family is migrating to denver(dun ask me why issit denver, even i dunno.) so i kinda began consolling her,

so i console...





console somemore,












console even more,












and DAMN, i woke up. snapped back to reality. i woke up feeling in a mood for love. *shrugs*

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

man, 1 more week till the end of the 1 month training! i can portrait visions of the wonderful delicacy infront of me.



YUM YUM!



we work hard, play hard, eat hard. =D

Monday, May 22, 2006

haven been blogging faithfully these days. I KNOW U GUYS ARE MISSING MY ENTRIES. =P

this post is dedicated to STORMERS.
okay, here's the big thing that has taken place during the weekends.

STORMERS WON 2 MATCHES IN A ROW, ON THE SAME DAY.




beat that man, we totally rocks. every single stormer played well, GREAT JOB GUYS. lets see,


daryl - you played well even though u are sick. *thumbs up*

darren - ur defence is stifling and us position as point guard is WOOT!

bert - dun worry about being not hard enuff when offence and defence, takes time la. work hard and you will suceed. =)

wang jie - blardy hell run so fast, all ur 1 man fast break points are indeed a big advantage for us.

chris - dominated the board and play hard in the paint. no wonder you are named "white dragon".

sebas - even an injured leg cant slow u down huh?

long - after training still can score in match? NOT BAD.

jia wah - i saw you huslting for the ball, all you need is agression, but in a good way.

yan an - hope you learn what you need to improve during the game. lets improve together.

jun hao - your chopper says all.


overall, we played hard, played unselfishly. a deserving win. lets continue this streak alrights?

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

today is tuesday. tuesday equals to no school! MUAHAHAHA. but no sch also means i've got nth to do. hmm, actually i was suppose to be at the gym with aaron today but you know, like everytime, i cant wake up. GOSH, whats with me, i slept 8 hours already and still cant wake up? man, i think im gonna see the doc for that.

hehe, like i will. =P

lets see, i have 2 undone tutorials, 1 assigment that i havent even started on. gosh, im so dead.

WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING TODAY?!!

ans : playing kingdom hearts 2. =/

i cant believe im hooked to that game. SHIT, this is BAD news. can somebody come up with a method to help me get away from the PS2? haha.

i guess im just to darn lazy to be doing my tutorials and assignments. ARGH, screw them.

btw,

mab, hope u get well soon. =)

Monday, May 15, 2006

IM ONLINING AT A BUS STOP ON BUKIT PANJANG ROAD. LOL.
thought of the day :

is love cocaine for the mind or is love just a meaningless pastime for the bored?


bleah.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

-- wake up call --



i shower you with kindness, but had your coldness as return.

i open up my heart to you, you take it as bullshit.

i willingly took up the responsibility, you took that for granted.

when i messed up, the first to you do is blame.

i asked you about your views on people, you brand them as sluts and bastard in an instant.

i took your questions seriously, you treat mine like jokes.

i want to help you whenever i can, but all you feel is i am annoying.

i really wan to be your friend, is it the other way round too?

your once said we were buddies, does it still stand now?



tell me then, what to do to truly be your friend?

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

here's the thing. me and aaron is gonna go thru a 1 month training scheme.

gym : 1 week strength, 1 week endurance. - alternating.

food intake : 6 small meals per day. small meal meaning like a sandwich for a meal. reduced carbs and increased protein.

cardio : 3 times a week, on days without gym sessions.

I HAVE PASSED 1 WEEK OF THE TRAINING! YAY!

okay, now lets blog on life. recently, din do much. ARGH, is this a hint to tell me that i seriously need to get a life? i wonder. finally able to settle down and study. but damn, why do modules like PCS and DB is included? whenever i look at the notes, its like looking alien wordings disguising as english words. totally annoying. =/

but then, in another part of life. things seems to be doing great. wonder why it din went this way the last time. guess the bottom line is i've changed, haven i?


wadever the case, i definately hope that im changing for the better. =D

Sunday, May 07, 2006

gym, swim, and stuffs. yup, my life has been like that this couple of weeks. BORED. lets recap on wad i witness these few days. i see that love aint really a thing for me - YET. i see a reflamation going on - NOT ME.





im starting to fall in love with my own singing. OMG, GAYNESS. =P

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

AHHHHHH~~~~ life's great. today, lessons starts at 10, i reach at 10.16 and got marked ABSENT. zzzz. so in sch, it was lessons, lessons and more lessons. today, we were introduced to our assignments for the semester. I FRIGGIN HATE ASSIGNMENTS. they take away time. =(

but for the sake of good grades, gotta bear with it i guess. i think if i can really pass all my assignments, i can be superman already. the workload is totally ALOT. call me lazy, wadever.


so after school, i quickly rush home, washed up, changed into bball attire and rush down to sv, for wad u said? basketball! played some 2 on 2 and some shooting games, and i din know my 3pt% was 50%. must be damn lucky today. lol, after that, we ran suicides. darren puked, wtf? his face went so damn pale afterwards. wj more funny, keep trying to make himself puke. LOL. so darren, me and spidey had dinner, or rather, I had dinner, those 2 just got drinks. -.- pang seh me eat alone.

so now, here i am, lying on my bed half-naked, blogging, chatting, strawberry yogurt and nodding to the beats of my music. i know this aint much but yea, im enjoying it. XD

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

now today is my first day living in woodlands, my views? it aint all bad. firstly, my net is not up yet, im using some people's wireless to blog. =X its cosy here, since its a 2-room flat. but i dun see mummy so often, i wake up, she sleep, i come back and off to work she goes. T_T

my plans for this flat :

paint it pale green, im tired of rose white but mum she doesnt want white again.

get it all tidied up.

aaron went to school with me, im amazed that i can get to bp from woodlands within 20mins! record time!

hmm, about sch, i think there's nth to blog about. since today is I&E module and i got dismiss at 9 when lessons are surppose to be ending at 12. -.- even purposely msg jo to say i dismiss liao. LOL, bo liao.

i have been talking to a person lately. visions of the past are projected in my mind when we chat, i smiled upon the visions. is it a clue? are you trying to tell me something? or is ronnie just been thinking too much?

TELL ME.

Monday, May 01, 2006

ALERT, THIS IS G14 TOP SECRET.

BELOW IS A STATEMENT BY BERT AT 3.23am

`bERt the globe will still be rotating =) says:
i flirt wif waimun


see? BERT, i knew u had a thing for fats girls. man, u're sick. =P
today, we were suppose to swim, but rain. T_T i only did 7 laps and rain. WAD THE HELL.

i think my sunday is like any other sunday, nth special to blog about. saturday was fun though. MAN, I LOVE CLARKE QUAY. so nice, one day im gonna go try out the G-max ride. WOOT! hmm, saturday was great cause the company, though we din do much but its also like veri fun. LOL.

love the boat ride too, din realise singapore's night view can be this nice too. WEEEEE.

Friday, April 28, 2006

man, today's lesson will only end at 5. zzz, 8 to 5!!!! can u believe it? man, my timetable is screwed up. later i think we will be heading to changkat. TRAINING!

man, i need a life. =(

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

STUPID RAIN. wreak my plans of hitting the gym and basketball. !@#&!@%$!@)#$*

rain rain go away

come again another day

if u really can

dont ever come unless i request for it


gonna work hard for my goals in this semester. BUCK UP!

*loud cheering*

p.s i read my horoscope today.



" Nobody knows better than you that there is no easy way to deal with life's varied problems. Yet now that the Sun is so tough and the Moon so gentle, you must see that events are moving your way. Indeed, what once seemed to be an insurmountable problem may now appear to be a scource of encouragement. "

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

i officially declare here that swimming is now one of my fave sports. went to the pool after my nap today. met up wit spidey and SWIM SWIM SWIM!

my target today was 20 laps. okay, i noe its kinda noob but im new to swimming mah. but i did 25 laps. hehe. after swimming we went into the jacuzzi and chill. damn relaxing. totally refreshed when im out of the pool. XD

tml is gym! after school, prolly with spidey and vc.

oh ya, i saw xing and aaron today. and they were jealous because i already have no more lessons when i met them -.-

did my tutorials too. wads left?

my beauty sleep~ *drools*

Sunday, April 23, 2006

cant sleep, so i got up and check who's online and blog too. man, i seem to be inviting trouble recently. can love be simple? can it be juz love and not with a whole lot of other nonsense?

well school is starting tml, no more love crap. just studies. even if she's there, even if i have feelings. i cant do anything. okay. STOP. i said no more love crap rite? no more whining, go to bed.

Friday, April 21, 2006

people say time is the best medicine.

people say time will heal my pain.

i say time doesnt heal the pain. it lets me get used to the pain instead.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

alrights, i din get to go online yesterday. why? cuz i woke up to daryl's fonecall, he actually jio me go out. wow. hhaaa. we went kbox to sing our guts out!

then i came back at 7+ , instead of 5. i promised my cousin to ball with them somemore. =X then i went back, shower. go bball! till almost 12 midnight. woot! we went back, bathed, chit-chat. damn aaron, his problems with girls are ARGH! his just revolving around the same topic and is making matters worst for himself by thinking too much. aaron ar, just take a hiatus from love and u will be fine.

so we got hungry - figures. went down 302 to eat, MEEPOK! FABULOUS! haha, ok. maybe fabulous is too good a word to use, but u know when one is hungry, even bread is tasty? hahaa..

came back, i listen to aaron and javis talk about secondary school life. even though i am not a feng yun ren wu when i was in regent, but i still have my fair share of memories that i cherish when i was there. so we chatted...


and chatted.....





and chatted.....



suddenly it was 7 am. =/ so i slept. waking up just 5 hours ago. haha. school starting soon! work hard ar ronnie. =)

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

friends have all started school. no 1 to go out with T_T

well, me nam aaron and javis were planning to hit the pool today BUT,


it had to rain. )@#)(!@*($&!)*#$)(!@#.

but luckily, my aunt was kind enuff to come to cck stadium and offer us a ride home to prevent us from getting wet due to the friggin rain. tot i would pass the day so easily? no way.

aaron call me to "play" with nam's dumbbell, and when he say play, its normally something bad. within 1 hour, that ass made my hands turn into jelly. WTH. NVM, IM FIT. wadeva shit he throw at me i oso can endure. muahaha..

went down and shoot some basket today. learn y my ball is always being tapped away le. haha, u all die liao. i hot le. man, my plan is to dunk by the end of this year, can i make it in my current state? hope so.. >.<

Monday, April 17, 2006

countdown to school

damn, 1 more week sch starts.

GREAT HOLIDAY!! met lotsa new individuals. catch up with my old pals. the sentosa, the ubin trip. even gym sessions was fun when its with buddies.

i wanted to get a buff bod in this holiday but i everyday slack slack. jia lat. FAT. guess thats back into the gym when sch start. I SWEAR. haha.

im seriously disappointed with my GPA, 2.7. i must break the 3 barrier by this sem cause i wanna get into UNI!!

goals for next sem :

3++ for gpa
become fit- seriously
be a better basketball player
get a job, so i can study and work at the same time.


hmm, i think these goals shud be enuff to keep me bz le bah. =D

Saturday, April 15, 2006

im having a runny nose now. haha, i guess its from all that air-con and the rain yesterday. but NVM, im strong!

gonna move to woodlands soon. yesterday was a great day! hope i get to enjoy more fun times like this. weeeeeeeeeeeeee

Friday, April 14, 2006

cant u just talk like a normal human being?

must u talk like a faggot?

damn.

sometimes i dun wanna hate u, but ur ass is pushing it. ARGH.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

TOTALLY NOOBISH TODAY. zzz.
1 more week of holidays and is back to the school i go. sigh, there are still things i wanna do. like waking up late everyday. HAHA.

alrights, today i when to the gym wit spidey. then went to jp to find gloves for gym. cuz our hands are like blistering till cannot le. ronnie is getting fat! haha, i guess thats wad we kinda did today bah. no more le.

so much for enjoying the holidays. =/

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

damn shit, i din noe yew tee was so big. today, as my instinct are telling me that im getting fat, i went for a jog today. my target? 1 lap of the whole of yew tee.

BUT,

yew tee so damn big. i saw so many schools. i saw regent sec, yew tee pri, unity pri, unity sec, de la salle pri, kranji sec. WOOT, so many schools. and i cant imagine i was running for 1 full hour. damn fun!

after that, i went to the sinseh, got my foot bandaged again. -.- the sinseh say "must use strength then ur blood clot will disperse." and he literally used the strength to kill a cow to rub my already hurting ankle. T_T that shit went on for 30mins somemore. haha. other then that, i guess i din do much.


BORING DAY =/

Monday, April 10, 2006

what makes people so sure of their opinions of others? are they really THAT good friends with that someone? or are they just too full of themselves to consider other people's opinion?

wadeva the case, im someone who doesnt have a strong opinion on someone, easily influenced. tell me whether its good or bad?
man, its sunday. and this means bball day. bball today, okay la. at least still barely acceptable. like daryl said, still clumsy and dunno what actions to take under some plays.

BUCK UP, BUCK UP.

i heard daryl's theory today, man are yin and woman are yang. why? because in stormers lingo, ladies that we are interested are given the name sheep. but not only that, ' yang ' ALSO means "tai yang". meaning the sunshine in our hearts. so when we finally find the true "yang" we would be happily ever after. agree?

recent blog entries abit hot, hmm. ponder about it alot, conclusion? friendship is the way to go. because its always the friends who gets u thru all ur shitty times, listen to u screaming about ur pimple ( e.g daryl? HAHA ), tahan all ur bullshit and still be able to laugh, do extremely stupid things with. haha, enuff said. u guys prolly will be able to noe wad im goin at..

we are only 18-19 teenagers, we just need to sit back, relax and enjoy the ride. =D

so if ur friends are drifting away ( which i hope it doesnt happen ) , GRAB'EM BEFORE THEY ARE GONE!!!

COME ON, GO GO GO.

wee, hope all friendship last till the end of time.

heres some "depressing-but-somewhat-have-some-lighit-in" song lyrics which i like listening to Dido sing'em :

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all.
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all.
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall,
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Saturday, April 08, 2006

hmm, lets see wad i did today. i woke up at 5. zzz, went to changkat, FINALLY! but the training was definately shitty la.

WE NEED TO BUCK UP GUYS!

lets see. im planning to go see the sinseh again, cuz my ankle still has a lingering pain that just refuse to go away, argh.

issit really that hard to juggle 2 sports at the same time? because there is no way im giving up either taekwondo or basketball. think i just need to organise my time and work REAL hard when im training. haha, easiler said then done. nvm, i will prove that i can juggle 2 sports. WEE.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

have you ever talk to someone and even the stupidest things that came out of that someone's mouth would brighten ur day and make u smile from the heart?

if the answer is no, too bad. ur time aint here yet.

i found my " someone ". YAY! \m/
WE HAVE FALLEN INTO A SAME TRAP. TWICE. zzz.

we balled,

it rained,

we waited.

it stopped,

we balled again,

it rained AGAIN,

we went home.


zzz.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

wee, gym is fun!! actually i wan to do gym with bert, but 2 plus i reach there, he go liao. T_T

then nvm, ownself do lor, did my deltiods, tricep and CHEST! haha. i wan be fit fit de. den zai. =X call me shallow.

then dota dota dota with chin nam, haha. even though i sweared not to touch that game ever again, i did. well too bad. im kinda missing the days that my internet connection is stable and fast. not like this wireless, keep crapping up on me. haha, nvm lor, but i hope someone in msn will at least miss toking to me. LOL.

i like life now. FINALLY.

P.S, i recommend a great way to cheer urself up.


see how happy i am? HAHA, just kidding. but pokka green is nice, especially when u are drinking it at 4am.=P

Monday, April 03, 2006

wee, sleeping is fun and entertaining. LETS EAT THE WORLD's END. MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH.

WAHAHAHAHA.

would you like to join me?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANG! haha, i know its abit late but its the thought that counts ya? =X and bravo to jo and eve too, i enjoyed myself. *thumbs up*

hmm, we had a great time at seoul garden, safari.. in fact we had a great time everywhere la. its the company that makes it great. but damn, they have to let me witness a guy kissing another. *shudders*

heres a fun fact, eve and daryl both have their faces as red as the baboon's ass just by drinking something with just 5% of alcohol? haha, damn funny la, seeing 2 tomato smiling and going around taking pictures.

then i watched ultravoilet, lol, is it that boring that xiang can sleep watching it? not bad leh, that girl can actually kill 700 soldiers within 30 mins. i think the show was a attempt to show wads gun-kata capable of la. kinda cheesy ending but still, worth the time if its great company? haha.

GREAT DAY!

ahaha, xiang 18 liao, he sounds damn old. =x

OLD but oso decent. HAHA.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

im in a bad moody recently. wth, troubling about stuff thats never gonna do with me?

is it that hard to just put everything down and just enjoy life?

maybe this sounds inresponsible of me, but cant i heck everything for even one darn moment?

cant my nose stop bleeding?

argh, hate me. hate life.


but still, happy birthday grandma.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

man,im down wit flu, cough, fever, wadever.

a hug, anyone?
ronnie with move to woodlands next monday. dammit.

alrights, my thoughts on moving house.

1) everyone in woodlands is a stranger to me. so that means, i will definately feel lonely there. but wait, i am already lonely at upper bukit timah road. my only pals there would probably be the bodhi tree outside my house and those pets of my neighbours. funny thing, i rather talk to the animals then talk to the neighbour? hmm, maybe they suck, thats why. haha.

2) i have spend my late-primary school years and my secondary years in that house. i have to admit, that house definately holds alot alot ALOT ( get this into ur head ) memories. lucky i wont be there to see the apartment being demolished infront of my eyes, otherwise i might just cry?
haha, nah.. IM STRONG. but damn, did they HAVE to tear down the house? cant they just go in and get on with life? *grrrr*

3) THERE IS ONE PARTICULAR MEMORY I THAT MAKES THAT PLACE DAMN SPECIAL, my 17th birthday. im telling you, even though there are a whole lot of shitty things all over me that night, i really appreciate what you guys did, and to top it off, even mom was there. being with all my buddies and family, its definately the best feeling in the world man. come to think of it, it still feels like yesterday. AWWWWW.. XD

4) these aint exactly a point but yup, i definately share some good times with her in the place. GOOD TIMES meaning quality chats, mind you. haha, thing of the past though. =/

oh damn, this list ain gon stop. i know im boring you guys by saying all these but those ARE the things im gonna miss. haha, i guess moving from this place is something like flipping a page of my book of " memories ". haha, im getting emotional, damn i might as well go cry now. HAHA.


this entry is in memory of my old house. * place a rose *

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

hmm, today's post is gonna be boring. because i just went to bukit panjang plaza for dinner, thats all. but i was suppose to swim today. wondering y i din go? haha, its because..

.. mum said " where do you think you are going? ". UH-OH. mums probably said that because he knew i slept at 5am or something, and kept saying i need my sleep and stuff. so yea, mum din allow me to go swim, i went back to sleep though. THEN IT RAIN. LUCKY ME. otherwise the swimming session would have been disasterous.

guys, have you ever walk pass a girl u like and act like u totally dont giv a damn to them? thinking its cool to do that? and thinking that the girl will stare at how cool u are?

if you did, haha. u're screwed. because most probably if the girl is stupid enuff, she might think that u are THAT cool, thus, she will be afraid to talk to u. and yea, there goes your chance. but for average girls, they will definately see thru ur acting and u might probably be branded as a guy that is just trying to be cool. meaning, u left a bad impressions and her impression points on you are definately taking a BIG DIP. haha.

serves you right.



anyway,





i was like that too. =P







but hell, hu cares.
woah, y am i not sleeping? maybe because of the 2 hours i slept just now. lemme see, wad are my plans for today, hmmmm. at 12, its swimming with bert daryl and spidey, wonder if i will wake up. ahaha. daryl told me, girls are best at acting blur when guys drop hints on girls, and i feel that its damn right. LOL. but actually thats wad they can only do at that moment bah. we cant expecting them to freakout on the spot and reject that poor guy wad. haha. see, guys are understanding at times. =/

just had a lil chat wit xing, and to all worrying folks, she is fine now. yea, the lil issue is over so lets not harp about it too. xing is da girl man, she rules BIG TIME. you go, girl. =D

now jo said "love is suppose to be fair" but, how do u actually consider a fair relationship? normally, the guy likes that girl, they chat. but due to the guy's impulsive nature, he neglect his friends advices to hold it and confesses to the girl. valiant effort, i must say, but the girl is like "damn, i dun even know this guy well and he is asking me to be his girl? he is crazy man." . this is what i think that is goin thru the girl's brain. might not be true but its the only most reasonable conclusion that i can come to. but having said this, there are 2 possible outcomes.

first, the 2 continue to be good friends, and the girls starts to take notice of the guy, all flows well, the guy muster the courage to ask the question again and they either end up happily ever after or they end up breaking up. then the vicious cycle continues itself.

secondly, the 2 dun tok at all, the feel awkward when either party see the other 1 sign in from msn, saw him/her at some weird place. normally, girls move on. but if the guy cant move on, his mind start thinking about stupid stuff. he ask people whether he shud PM that girl anot. and he tells u how contridicting he feels, and all u can say is " actually, its ur choice" . so people, when u feel like that, actually its best to just do wad you wan. u wanna PM, then PM. dun go around and bla bla bla. because u know at the end of the day, u know its still up to you to make that choice.

but then, wad if the other party nv reply? then he will think, "damn, she's avoiding me." or probably " haix, as i expected. " . but guys, have u ever thought that she might be busy? because there ARE people who are on ' online ' status but they end up doin some things. take looking at themselves at the mirror per se. but no, the guys refuse to think that way, he insist that the girl hates him but he doesnt give up, and so, one faithful day, the girl replied. the boy went bonkers because of that. but yea, this will also probably lead back to the first case. haha, all i can say is dun mess wit fate.

here's another problem, girls and guys, do you actually still try to mantain the friendship with someone who rejected u? if u do, is it genuine?

for me, i do mantain that friendship, but if i tok long enuff. sometimes i find that girl a bother. and i sincerely believe this happens to alot of gentlemen out there, but my friends say "no, thats not the way, guys should always mantain the feng du. ". haha, seriously, it takes alot to even tok to someone who have rejected u, not to say a relationship. agree?

well, too bad if u don't. i couldnt care less.

now my case, there is this girl, we knew each other for some time now. we seldom chat, but that one particular day, i PM her, feeling that we would just tok about normal stuff which we probably forget the next day. so we chatted, and for some unknown reason, i felt the urge to PM her again, feeling that the last chat was great and wanting to continue feeling this good. so we chat, chat and still chat. now here comes the funny part, one fine day, i happen to have time to sit down and think, so i think about me and the girl fallin in love and doing sweet stuff, u know. the usual stuff. firstly, this might just be spur of a moment thing, so yea, might as well just make the best of it. so i think and think and think, i suddenly have this feeling and asked myself

" what if all over this came true? "

and my answer for that,

" i would definately want that to come true. "

and wit that in mind, its official that i like her. BUT one more thing, do i just like her because of her looks? or do i like her for who she is? so i think and think, and felt, it i am smitten by her looks ,why issit till now then i get this feeling? but i had to confirm wad i felt, so i continued chatting with her, the more i chat, the more im in love. so i asked my buddies for opinions, and being buddies, they wun say stuff like " give up la, she is too good for you". haha, of course they wun, they are ur buddies, they wun wan to shatter my miserable hope. but upon hearing these stuff, my confidence grew, and then that 1 day, someone had to tell me there is someone that is woo-ing her too. haha, one moment i was feeling good and confident, the next moment fate shovels shit in my face. but nvm, i take that by my stride and still talk to that girl, go out for movies and stuff. but suddenly, a buddy of mine talk to her. so in the beginning, i wasnt thinking much but as time pass, a thought came. "what if my buddy is woo-ing her too ?" . because i do talk to this buddy about me and her. so if he IS woo-ing her, then its kinda weird isint it?

so, i asked him " are u woo-ing her? " and he replied " no. ". i felt happy because i din wanted to lose a buddy like him because of a girl. as to me, relationship and friendship holds equal importance to me. but damn, im still seeing my buddy go out with her and stuff. so in short, i was kinda insecured. i know its not like she belong to me or something but damn, when u like someone, u just cant help feeling uneasy when she is goin out with other guys right? so there was this one time, i almost spill the beans. but damn lucky i did not. as i knew it will be a rejection in my face and i knew being friends with her is no longer a possibility. i am thinking " i cherish this friendship too much to take this risk " but im also feeling " im sure i like her and i know i wanted to be more then friends. "

so i came to one conclusion, and it is, i will wait. wait for her, wait for time to wash this feelings im having away. i will just wait. since i had waited for 2 years before, y cant i wait now? call me desperate, whatever u want. but my feelings for her and that strong, and there aint a thing i can do about it.


with all this said, i think im pretty satisfied now, just needed some method of relieve myself from all this shit and giv my fingers the excercise they are yearning. haha.

nice crapping there ronnie, well done. u really screw up now.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

hehe, this is the 2nd post of the day. today was gym and sleep i guess. then for some reason im feeling moody. LOL, but maybe im juz bored la. hmm, wad would u feel if u like someone and at the same time, seeing couples around you quarrel and breakup? would u still wan a relatioship?

damn, i dun have an answer. but looking at the way things are going, it doesnt matter how i think, she aint giving me the chance and thats all to it. dun think so much ronnie, cheer up. =

HAHA.
heading to the gym in 30mins, ahaha. RONNIE IS MOVING HOUSE THIS WEEK. thats means, i will be at woodlands by the end of this week, this also means that i will no longer be that close to school.

that means i have to wake up damn early everyday.

that means alot of things that i dun wan it to happen yet.

yea, will miss all my cck and bukit batok friends. ( do i sound like im gonna be dead anytime soon? =P )

AND yea, guys. do miss me. haha.

Monday, March 27, 2006

ohh ya guys, i got a haircut and i think i screwed up big time. haha. serves me right.
ARGH! the chalet is a mixed of good and bad. the starting was fun but as the time pass, people get tired, people look dead. and things starts to turn dull. people staring at the tv set, if not, walking along the road and talk about stuffs. and the chalet made me feel that relationships arent suitable for people around our age. true that there are mature people around our age, but the bottomline is u ARE 17 or 18. so to me, relationships now would most probably lead to heartbreaks, sadness. why not we all just remain as friends for a change?

we are only 17 or 18 teenage guys and girls. so why hurry into a relationship? alright, i know people might not agree with me but im just voicing out. dun mind me. haha. but, there are fun times at the chalet too of course. firstly, i got to meet ex-regenites which i haven seen in ages. kinda reminisce abit and definately bashing up tim. poor tim, u have my condolences. sarah is still so small size, looks like a doll. in a good way of course. and of all people, i talked to tian yi, which is what i least expected la. but we sought of have a little click bah. maybe becourse we are cousins?
and that jo was bored to death, i still tot that they were having fun. LOL, in fact eve,amanda were looking like corpses as well. and i heard amanda still have to work at 5, wad the... got to know that ray guy, ahaha, i think everything that go in his mind is dirty stuff. he showed me this keychain of 2 guys humping a girl from the front and the back, try see something like that when u din sleep for the last 2 days, i was like, WTF. ahaha cool guy anyway. so end of the day, took the cab home. freaking hell, so cold. *burrrrrr*

she is just a 18 year old , she aint superwoman. cut her some slack guys. =/

Sunday, March 26, 2006

WEEEE, its been2 days since i last blogged. I KNOW U FOLKS AREMISSING MY ENTRIES RIGHT?! WAHAHAHAHAHAA.

hmm, actually mummy forget to go pay the bills la. so cannot online recently. so yea, im blogging thru my cousin's lappy.hmmm, din went to changkat ytd. ZZZ. BORED LA, funny thing though, i din feel weird even if i couldnt come online. maybe im juz not leashed to my com? NOT LIKE THE REST OF U. =X ahahha, just kidding~~

TML IS XING's CHALET!!! wooot! can get to meet all my classmates and stuff. SONG MAN. haven seen them in ages! TML is gonna be one fun day! ahahhaa.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

opps, woke up at 3pm today. skipping the swimming sessions that was suppose to happen with bert daryl and spidey. AHAHA, lucky never go, spidey say they din spot any hot chics there. =P

hmm, din do much i guess, went to bp plaza for dinner ALONE. i came back and i juz realise i downloaded usher's 8701 concert. O.O it was nice i guess. HE DANCE SO NICE! lol, can i be like him? =X

watch hitch after that, he said "no matter what, no matter who, no matter when, any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet. just need the right broom." HMMMM, maybe its true. so to those singles out there, WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR?! =P

``you don't have to call

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

today is gym. gym and shopping. actually not shopping la, juz look thru their products and saw something that caught my eye. hmmm, brought 2 tees.

bert me and spidey were discussing about xing's present. hmmmm, maybe my idea could really work! then benefit will all go to chris then =P chris will owe me, BIG TIME! ahaha. looking forward to having fun at xing's birthday!

one last thing guys, dun assume its a girl's birthday, so there is no birthday bash. WRONG, ABSOLUTELY WRONG! BIRTHDAY BASH IS STILL ON >.<

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

omg, its sunday. 2 weeks of holidays hav passed. WHY SO FAST!

AND YES, today is bball session. and by using 1 word to describe it, SUCK is the word. my form was totally not there, that damn ankle of mine keep having this pain when im running. den i was suppose to be rebounder and GUESS wad, i played in ur face D instead, which i sucked at. make me run around. screw the ankle! faster recover la... i dun wan to retrain my jumping and dribbling.

NOW, i need to learn how to love the contact below the hoop, learn COURT VISION! and learn shake move. LOL, sebas promised he will teach me. hehs. HOT LIAO.

i will reject ur shot time and again. noob.
damn aaron, robbed me of my blanket. @*(#&!(*^!)(@&$

i was having a good sleep, till aaron came in. then woke up feeling half dead. long came over today then we went town. eat and meet up wit xiang daryl bert and junhao. go walk walk abit, AND its really abit, then go home. WTF.

after that was to lot 1, joining aaron, dor, nam and leen for movie. AND YES, i watched date movie again. LOL. but this time the ticket was sponsored, so nvm. =X but for some strange reason, i think is my hands itchy or wad, i asked aaron if he wanted to go to the court and shoot some hoops. its was 11pm then, no lights. but we still go, played 2 on 2 wit aaron's dad somemore. HAHAHA.. tml, hmm. bball somemore i guess? haha.

- reaches for the hoop once more -

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i never really tried posting a title before.

today, silly ronnie woke up at 12. BUT, its not on my own. my aunt and my lil cousin are responsible for it. MY AUNT FREAKING SHOUT AT ME @ 12 PM!! but, i choose to ignore and treat it as a dream. BUT, at the end of the day, reality bites. my lil cousin had to take my OWN bloster and smack me right on the head. AND DAMN, i woke up. zzz.

then, aunt dragged my sorry ass to beauty world and had lunch. opps, it was brunch instead. then i went over to nam's house, thinking that my buddies will go to changkat today, BUT GUESS WHAT! kangwei is sicked, sinyu going NPTKD agm, sheng go his aunt chris house camp. left yanshun as me wanna go, WTF. i sprained my ankle, i was too damn tired to think. so yea, screw everything and i went to sleep on my cousin's bed =P woke up at 6, mess around and went home.

so much for a friday. life suck when u dun have things to do.

ps. my leg is getting better and im lovin it. LOL.