Thursday, March 30, 2006
alrights, my thoughts on moving house.
1) everyone in woodlands is a stranger to me. so that means, i will definately feel lonely there. but wait, i am already lonely at upper bukit timah road. my only pals there would probably be the bodhi tree outside my house and those pets of my neighbours. funny thing, i rather talk to the animals then talk to the neighbour? hmm, maybe they suck, thats why. haha.
2) i have spend my late-primary school years and my secondary years in that house. i have to admit, that house definately holds alot alot ALOT ( get this into ur head ) memories. lucky i wont be there to see the apartment being demolished infront of my eyes, otherwise i might just cry?
haha, nah.. IM STRONG. but damn, did they HAVE to tear down the house? cant they just go in and get on with life? *grrrr*
3) THERE IS ONE PARTICULAR MEMORY I THAT MAKES THAT PLACE DAMN SPECIAL, my 17th birthday. im telling you, even though there are a whole lot of shitty things all over me that night, i really appreciate what you guys did, and to top it off, even mom was there. being with all my buddies and family, its definately the best feeling in the world man. come to think of it, it still feels like yesterday. AWWWWW.. XD
4) these aint exactly a point but yup, i definately share some good times with her in the place. GOOD TIMES meaning quality chats, mind you. haha, thing of the past though. =/
oh damn, this list ain gon stop. i know im boring you guys by saying all these but those ARE the things im gonna miss. haha, i guess moving from this place is something like flipping a page of my book of " memories ". haha, im getting emotional, damn i might as well go cry now. HAHA.
this entry is in memory of my old house. * place a rose *
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
.. mum said " where do you think you are going? ". UH-OH. mums probably said that because he knew i slept at 5am or something, and kept saying i need my sleep and stuff. so yea, mum din allow me to go swim, i went back to sleep though. THEN IT RAIN. LUCKY ME. otherwise the swimming session would have been disasterous.
guys, have you ever walk pass a girl u like and act like u totally dont giv a damn to them? thinking its cool to do that? and thinking that the girl will stare at how cool u are?
if you did, haha. u're screwed. because most probably if the girl is stupid enuff, she might think that u are THAT cool, thus, she will be afraid to talk to u. and yea, there goes your chance. but for average girls, they will definately see thru ur acting and u might probably be branded as a guy that is just trying to be cool. meaning, u left a bad impressions and her impression points on you are definately taking a BIG DIP. haha.
serves you right.
i was like that too. =P
but hell, hu cares.
just had a lil chat wit xing, and to all worrying folks, she is fine now. yea, the lil issue is over so lets not harp about it too. xing is da girl man, she rules BIG TIME. you go, girl. =D
now jo said "love is suppose to be fair" but, how do u actually consider a fair relationship? normally, the guy likes that girl, they chat. but due to the guy's impulsive nature, he neglect his friends advices to hold it and confesses to the girl. valiant effort, i must say, but the girl is like "damn, i dun even know this guy well and he is asking me to be his girl? he is crazy man." . this is what i think that is goin thru the girl's brain. might not be true but its the only most reasonable conclusion that i can come to. but having said this, there are 2 possible outcomes.
first, the 2 continue to be good friends, and the girls starts to take notice of the guy, all flows well, the guy muster the courage to ask the question again and they either end up happily ever after or they end up breaking up. then the vicious cycle continues itself.
secondly, the 2 dun tok at all, the feel awkward when either party see the other 1 sign in from msn, saw him/her at some weird place. normally, girls move on. but if the guy cant move on, his mind start thinking about stupid stuff. he ask people whether he shud PM that girl anot. and he tells u how contridicting he feels, and all u can say is " actually, its ur choice" . so people, when u feel like that, actually its best to just do wad you wan. u wanna PM, then PM. dun go around and bla bla bla. because u know at the end of the day, u know its still up to you to make that choice.
but then, wad if the other party nv reply? then he will think, "damn, she's avoiding me." or probably " haix, as i expected. " . but guys, have u ever thought that she might be busy? because there ARE people who are on ' online ' status but they end up doin some things. take looking at themselves at the mirror per se. but no, the guys refuse to think that way, he insist that the girl hates him but he doesnt give up, and so, one faithful day, the girl replied. the boy went bonkers because of that. but yea, this will also probably lead back to the first case. haha, all i can say is dun mess wit fate.
here's another problem, girls and guys, do you actually still try to mantain the friendship with someone who rejected u? if u do, is it genuine?
for me, i do mantain that friendship, but if i tok long enuff. sometimes i find that girl a bother. and i sincerely believe this happens to alot of gentlemen out there, but my friends say "no, thats not the way, guys should always mantain the feng du. ". haha, seriously, it takes alot to even tok to someone who have rejected u, not to say a relationship. agree?
well, too bad if u don't. i couldnt care less.
now my case, there is this girl, we knew each other for some time now. we seldom chat, but that one particular day, i PM her, feeling that we would just tok about normal stuff which we probably forget the next day. so we chatted, and for some unknown reason, i felt the urge to PM her again, feeling that the last chat was great and wanting to continue feeling this good. so we chat, chat and still chat. now here comes the funny part, one fine day, i happen to have time to sit down and think, so i think about me and the girl fallin in love and doing sweet stuff, u know. the usual stuff. firstly, this might just be spur of a moment thing, so yea, might as well just make the best of it. so i think and think and think, i suddenly have this feeling and asked myself
" what if all over this came true? "
and my answer for that,
" i would definately want that to come true. "
and wit that in mind, its official that i like her. BUT one more thing, do i just like her because of her looks? or do i like her for who she is? so i think and think, and felt, it i am smitten by her looks ,why issit till now then i get this feeling? but i had to confirm wad i felt, so i continued chatting with her, the more i chat, the more im in love. so i asked my buddies for opinions, and being buddies, they wun say stuff like " give up la, she is too good for you". haha, of course they wun, they are ur buddies, they wun wan to shatter my miserable hope. but upon hearing these stuff, my confidence grew, and then that 1 day, someone had to tell me there is someone that is woo-ing her too. haha, one moment i was feeling good and confident, the next moment fate shovels shit in my face. but nvm, i take that by my stride and still talk to that girl, go out for movies and stuff. but suddenly, a buddy of mine talk to her. so in the beginning, i wasnt thinking much but as time pass, a thought came. "what if my buddy is woo-ing her too ?" . because i do talk to this buddy about me and her. so if he IS woo-ing her, then its kinda weird isint it?
so, i asked him " are u woo-ing her? " and he replied " no. ". i felt happy because i din wanted to lose a buddy like him because of a girl. as to me, relationship and friendship holds equal importance to me. but damn, im still seeing my buddy go out with her and stuff. so in short, i was kinda insecured. i know its not like she belong to me or something but damn, when u like someone, u just cant help feeling uneasy when she is goin out with other guys right? so there was this one time, i almost spill the beans. but damn lucky i did not. as i knew it will be a rejection in my face and i knew being friends with her is no longer a possibility. i am thinking " i cherish this friendship too much to take this risk " but im also feeling " im sure i like her and i know i wanted to be more then friends. "
so i came to one conclusion, and it is, i will wait. wait for her, wait for time to wash this feelings im having away. i will just wait. since i had waited for 2 years before, y cant i wait now? call me desperate, whatever u want. but my feelings for her and that strong, and there aint a thing i can do about it.
with all this said, i think im pretty satisfied now, just needed some method of relieve myself from all this shit and giv my fingers the excercise they are yearning. haha.
nice crapping there ronnie, well done. u really screw up now.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
damn, i dun have an answer. but looking at the way things are going, it doesnt matter how i think, she aint giving me the chance and thats all to it. dun think so much ronnie, cheer up. =
that means i have to wake up damn early everyday.
that means alot of things that i dun wan it to happen yet.
yea, will miss all my cck and bukit batok friends. ( do i sound like im gonna be dead anytime soon? =P )
AND yea, guys. do miss me. haha.
Monday, March 27, 2006
we are only 17 or 18 teenage guys and girls. so why hurry into a relationship? alright, i know people might not agree with me but im just voicing out. dun mind me. haha. but, there are fun times at the chalet too of course. firstly, i got to meet ex-regenites which i haven seen in ages. kinda reminisce abit and definately bashing up tim. poor tim, u have my condolences. sarah is still so small size, looks like a doll. in a good way of course. and of all people, i talked to tian yi, which is what i least expected la. but we sought of have a little click bah. maybe becourse we are cousins?
and that jo was bored to death, i still tot that they were having fun. LOL, in fact eve,amanda were looking like corpses as well. and i heard amanda still have to work at 5, wad the... got to know that ray guy, ahaha, i think everything that go in his mind is dirty stuff. he showed me this keychain of 2 guys humping a girl from the front and the back, try see something like that when u din sleep for the last 2 days, i was like, WTF. ahaha cool guy anyway. so end of the day, took the cab home. freaking hell, so cold. *burrrrrr*
she is just a 18 year old , she aint superwoman. cut her some slack guys. =/
Sunday, March 26, 2006
hmm, actually mummy forget to go pay the bills la. so cannot online recently. so yea, im blogging thru my cousin's lappy.hmmm, din went to changkat ytd. ZZZ. BORED LA, funny thing though, i din feel weird even if i couldnt come online. maybe im juz not leashed to my com? NOT LIKE THE REST OF U. =X ahahha, just kidding~~
TML IS XING's CHALET!!! wooot! can get to meet all my classmates and stuff. SONG MAN. haven seen them in ages! TML is gonna be one fun day! ahahhaa.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
hmm, din do much i guess, went to bp plaza for dinner ALONE. i came back and i juz realise i downloaded usher's 8701 concert. O.O it was nice i guess. HE DANCE SO NICE! lol, can i be like him? =X
watch hitch after that, he said "no matter what, no matter who, no matter when, any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet. just need the right broom." HMMMM, maybe its true. so to those singles out there, WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR?! =P
``you don't have to call
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
bert me and spidey were discussing about xing's present. hmmmm, maybe my idea could really work! then benefit will all go to chris then =P chris will owe me, BIG TIME! ahaha. looking forward to having fun at xing's birthday!
one last thing guys, dun assume its a girl's birthday, so there is no birthday bash. WRONG, ABSOLUTELY WRONG! BIRTHDAY BASH IS STILL ON >.<
Sunday, March 19, 2006
AND YES, today is bball session. and by using 1 word to describe it, SUCK is the word. my form was totally not there, that damn ankle of mine keep having this pain when im running. den i was suppose to be rebounder and GUESS wad, i played in ur face D instead, which i sucked at. make me run around. screw the ankle! faster recover la... i dun wan to retrain my jumping and dribbling.
NOW, i need to learn how to love the contact below the hoop, learn COURT VISION! and learn shake move. LOL, sebas promised he will teach me. hehs. HOT LIAO.
i will reject ur shot time and again. noob.
i was having a good sleep, till aaron came in. then woke up feeling half dead. long came over today then we went town. eat and meet up wit xiang daryl bert and junhao. go walk walk abit, AND its really abit, then go home. WTF.
after that was to lot 1, joining aaron, dor, nam and leen for movie. AND YES, i watched date movie again. LOL. but this time the ticket was sponsored, so nvm. =X but for some strange reason, i think is my hands itchy or wad, i asked aaron if he wanted to go to the court and shoot some hoops. its was 11pm then, no lights. but we still go, played 2 on 2 wit aaron's dad somemore. HAHAHA.. tml, hmm. bball somemore i guess? haha.
- reaches for the hoop once more -
Saturday, March 18, 2006
then, aunt dragged my sorry ass to beauty world and had lunch. opps, it was brunch instead. then i went over to nam's house, thinking that my buddies will go to changkat today, BUT GUESS WHAT! kangwei is sicked, sinyu going NPTKD agm, sheng go his aunt chris house camp. left yanshun as me wanna go, WTF. i sprained my ankle, i was too damn tired to think. so yea, screw everything and i went to sleep on my cousin's bed =P woke up at 6, mess around and went home.
so much for a friday. life suck when u dun have things to do.
ps. my leg is getting better and im lovin it. LOL.
Friday, March 17, 2006
today is our jumpman, wang jie's birthday. SURPRISINGLY, his birthday is on the same date as his mum! cool~
our original plan to bash him up was COMPLETE FAILURE! zzz. b4 we reach, all was toking about how were they gonna do this and that. later, go liao, for some reason i feel like i was the only 1 giving him the punishment lor. NOOB la u all, having said this. im prolly gonna die on my birthday. T_T
THEN, i went over to join mum, granny and my 2 lil cute cousins for PIZZA! so long since i had pizza, still so rox! then the 2 lil cousins was so spastic. AHAHA.
GREAT DAY! - i guess.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i love my mum. XD
Monday, March 13, 2006
SHOULD RONNIE CUT HIS HAIR OR NOT?
HMM, for the pass few days, mum has been asking me to cut my hair. reason is becuz my fringe is covering my forehead and she say this will bring me bad luck. -.- and this reason is seriously not good enuff to make me go all the way to cut the damn hair. zzz.
alright, maybe its a little long but the bad luck part is really wth lor. LOL, mum will kill me if she sees this. =X but other then bad luck, there isn't anything wrong about my hair wad, well at least I think nothing is wrong about it la. but if i go and cut, i also dunno wad to cut and 90% chance that i will screw up. any style advice any1?
and the other thing is i have been looking forward to this holiday so much, but now im disappointing myself becuz I AINT ENJOYING LIFE ENUFF!!
today so lifeless, wake up, sleep, wake up, sleep THEN WAKE UP AND GUESS WAD?!
i went straight back to sleep again. zzz.
but i sleep not because im pig or wad, its because theres nth on that day and im DAMN BORED. wan go gym, no money. muz wait for mum's dinner somemore. LOL. but i get to mess around with mummy! lol, she so cute la..then we look at the campus superstar contestants dance. like robot? =P
im not good myself so i dun comment bah. LOL. so much for monday i guess?
hmm, i have decided, im too lazy to get a haircut. and i need a life.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
SATURDAY 'S beach outing!!
introducing the cast :
the rest of the cast :
and the REST of the cast =P :
so yea, it was pretty much the same old gang. BUT WAIT, it doesnt means same old gang then the outing wouldnt be fun! =)
for a moment, i actually tot i was quiet for that day, as i only slept 1 hour and was kinda tired. but guess wad! i chatted with xiang and fiona and daryl. chat as in REAL chatting, matters of the heart that kind. LOL
then i also like freaking zi lian lidat, keep taking pictures! lOL
LOL, i feel like im acting shuai lidat.WHO CARES! i shuang jiu ok liao. but the specs like not bad rite? dunno why ppl say i look tiko in that specs. zzzz
then we mess around, tok tok tok, then suddenly it was like 4pm. lol, all of us were getting burnt one by one. so, we decided to call it a day and went to marina for steamboat! ahaa, chat chat chat again, had a mug of beer. all mans tok! LOL, i feel older somehow.hehe. xiang is like so diff from wad i used to think of him. lol
sorry xiang! i misunderstood u. LOL.
hmm, but i spent the whole sunday sleeping till an hour ago then i wake up. LOL.
ps. dun brand me as a pervert becuz i post my half-naked pic here, its juz for the fun of it. AND, its becuz of xin wei that i try out posting pics, cuz he say my blog boring. DAMN HIM. LOL.. just kidding. XD
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
ahaa. weeeee.... we won a match today. =) and i got a feel of how does a point guard play like. OMG, i wanna train to be a point guard cuz our team seriously need 1. hope i will able to step it up. blech, only scored 2 points. this means that i seriously need to buck up though, BUT, hehe, we controlled the boards and created turnovers and convert fast-breaks chances into points. XD
81 - 29
POINT GUARD! work hard and i will succeed.