Sunday, August 31, 2008

so many thoughts, so little time to write down.

to be able to execute something you desire from an image in your head.

bloody hard.

im talking about choreography right here.

i kinda realize in this few weeks, im really not the choreo kind of dancer. but i wanna be a dancer & choreographer. haha.

not just a choreographer, but being a good one. yea, you heard me.

but at this current stage, im not ashamed to say i have absolutely no talent whatsoever in the field of choreography. HAHAHA.

well, another thing is before I know I had to choreograph a piece, every book out dance has been extremely enjoyable, but once i knew I had to choreograph something, I start to stress up and forget about the fun of things.

the bad part of me is, whenever I do say a move or something, I will always feel there is a better move to replace that. so end up, like FD say, im a blardy slow at choreographing. hah

BUT NO WORRIES! I will work hard. really.

because this is what i have been waiting for, so im not gonna screw it up. no matter what happens.

on a side note, please pray i get into MDC so i can get to dance again. :)

p.s I don't even wanna go in whining about how much i deprove. its fucked up. lol.


Sunday, August 24, 2008

suddenly, we just dont care.

well, this weekend, i don't really know what to post. but im happy at least that my field camps and outfield times are over for tekong. haha.

well, came across some phrases during this week. thought I should share them, since they brought me to realize some minor yet important things. haha

1) We are given a mouth that closes and ears that don't, for a reason.

2) The only place success comes before hard work is in the dictionary.

3) Its better to light a candle then curse the darkness.

4) The door of opportunity doesn't open with a remote control

5) One of the surest way to enjoy money is to earn it before you spend it.

6) Greatest of all faults is to be conscious of none.

7) No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.

8) There are no ordinary people.

9) Always begin with the end in mind

10) The best and most beautiful things cabt ve seen or touched, they must be felt with the heart.

11) Do you love life? then do not squander time for it is the stuff that life is made of.

12) The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

13) When life hands you lemon, make lemonade.

14) Whatever you are, be a good one.

15) You'll miss 100% of the all the shots you don't take.

16) Only those who attempt the absurd achieve the impossible

17) of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important.

18) It is much wiser to choose what you say than say what you choose.

19) Its no the size of you in a fight, but the size of the fight in you.

20) Don't count the days, make the days count.

21) The biggest mistake any employee can make is to assume he is working for someone else.

22) Speaking without thinking is like shooting without aiming.

23) Its a great art to laugh at your own misfortunes.

24) Time is a precious dift, for it is only given to you moment by moment.

25) Pray in the storm, but keep rowing for the shore.

26) Problems are opportunities in work clothes.

this is especially important to me:

It you want to be original, try being yourself. Because no two man are made exactly alike in this world.

well, food for thought. :)

Sunday, August 17, 2008

3 weeks and 3 days and 5 week long epiphany.


its only till now i truly understand the meaning of the word.

kinda late i know. 20 years into my life before realizing what it means.

18 more days till my passing out parade.

then my army life is once again thrown into uncertainty.


i just wanna have time to dance. DANCE DANCE DANCE.

haha. i think im feelign the side effects of army already. if you know what i me.

ron out! next week people! :D

Saturday, August 16, 2008

army army army and more army.

well, so far. 5 weeks into my life of a recruit. I seriously learned to appreciate things more.

a simple meal, a good night sleep, even a cup of warm water. all these to me a like privileges.

but the best thing that i can do?

i can DANCE. haha

well, few of my friends asked me, 'hey dude, you from dance ar?'

im like, 'yea, wassup?'

then question of the day comes:

'then you think you can dance anot?'

somehow im glad, my answer is yes, with a smile on my face. :D