heh..morning went for bball,actually run too much still will pain.betta dun stress it.think i giv it a weel or more to rest..today bought nba live 2005,all thanks to bert came all the way to lot1 n lend me money.lol.den tok to her wor,neber reply though,but after tt she sms me..haha.daryl today brought the fake hair..lol..if i see him wear it ar..i'm so gonna kill him..lol...overall..i'm satisfied today wit wad is did..most importantly, she knew tt i care.onli tt she feel funni to accept it..maybe time will prove bah.i onli hope she does smash the hope she gave me. hehe..one more thing,i think i will not trust fate animore,becuz wad u giv is wad u get..no such thing as 'free lunch' same goes for me.i wanna get good in bball,tkd or relationship,i muz achieve it myself..whwahaha..k la..go le.. -.-Zzzz

woOOoO..let the rain fall non stop!! lol,today was cool.me n my mama,we both were doin our stuff n it was so quiet.though the scilence was for a couple of hours,but we enjoy each other's company..lol.then my grand mama cook for me today,so touched..hee..tml got Os practical..hehe...i 'm like so kan jiong now...tml muz score!!!!!!! lol out..

it's been 3 days since i updated my blog,haha.din went to sch these few days,but i make it up by studyin at home, even though got alot of temptation but i still overcame it.feel so proud of myself.he..but today din even touch the books.die liao la.tml muz make up for it..den he told me she wanna go jjc.then wan me to try to get results to get into jjc oso,siao man.but i'm like so totally rejected by her lor..somemore so many ppl wooing her.haix..depressed. HEY RONNIE! WAKE UP! IT'S THE O LEVEL TIME,WAD ARE U DOIN THINK BOUT THESE STUFFS??!!!!!!!.. man i think i'm gonna collaspe..argh.. i'm out.

i realised some important today..it's bout her.haix..i find myself being too appoaching le..i means it like if the feel is there,y does 1 need to try so hard?haix..maybe she juz find me tt i mean nth in her life,or i mean nth to her.haix..since lidat,proves things are not mean to be le lor...so troubled bout this.but she looks kinda pressured this few days,i really wanna tok to her but everytime i try she juz shy away.haix.. i feel like i am so useless n like making myself available to her..haix..maybe forgetting her is for the best but i dun wanna forget about her.she is not a simple gal hu i can juz forget.i neber hav this feelings for a gal b4,man,i am starting to messed up,everytime when we tok is kinda one sided, i ask ,she ans, tt's all.man,this means she doesn't like to tok to me,she tryin to prove something or is it tt i tinnk too much..oh man, this prob is realli bugging me out..but 1 thing stills remain a fact and always will, i hav realli fallen for her. but this things muz be mutual,so if we dun click,maybe i should juz get on wit life.ARGH,i am so bothered... =(

weeee....today neber go sch cuz too tired sia,but i did study though.5 HOURS STRAIGHT!(impressed?) hehe..seriously..revised my social studies n practise my 'A' maths.haha,i oso surprised wit myself ar.tml how ar..giv wad excuse..die ar~tml oso muz continue to lidat..Os are cuming cumin le..buckle up bah ronnie.....i guess tt's all..byez.... -gonex-

today so tiring sia..even though onli study till 12.30 but is damn tired.dunno y sia..maybe is really tt radiation thingy.heh..got the see the doc..i was talking halfway n "CRACK" u twisted my leg T.T but not pain though.heh,come home,sleep liao really cannot take..haix...still cannot do sports... *hope to recover soon..yawns..* =)

today when to see the movie..'vanity fair' wad sia...damn boring,i onli kept throwing popcorn at others onli.hee.then i ended up leaving the show b4 it is finish.lol.went to the library to take a look.WOAH~ it was damn hot man,the the fourth level still got a level specially for teenagers.steady man..this sunday goin there to study...man, i 'm like so looking forward to this.woot..now, go slp le..damn tired..hehe =)

2 days no update le..hehe...did so poor for prelims.haix.regret neber study hard.now muz pia le....i wan to hot le.hehe..this fri need to go bandage my leg...alamak sia. now ar, i wanna do well for Os n go into singapore poly.hmm..dennn carry on wit life bah,n oso yesterday when to catch a movie wit my mum.we watched new police story,even though i watch it b4,but watching it wit my mum was somehow special.i think about it,i hav not been acompanying my mum like this for a long time.muz make up to her..hehe..

today, was BORING! but i think my leg got betta though.hehe.when to the market wit my mum,den i remember tt my my mum once didn't dare to buy a brand of toilet paper cuz there is a doggie pic on it.guess wad, she actually thought tt tt kind of toilet paper was for DOGS!!! lol~ blur sia.now finding song sia,so long~ now,go eat le, chows. * smilex*

today was boring,whole day at home watching tv,play game and i cleaned my room! haha,i polished my com,tidy up my room n make the bed.haha,surprised? i definately am.so tired now, tml is oso gonna a boring day i guess.nth to do~ my mum keep telling me to study, really getting on my nerves.but i thing she is trying to help.haha,maybe i should juz go study. hmm..nth to write le..nitez~ tata.

2 days no update le..today i was so tired.at sch kept feelin like wanting to slp lidat.today is children day,how i wish i no need to go sch.juz called for pizza cuz i have to sudden urge to gobble my fav food,haha.i am so full now,i juz love this kind of lifestyle,pizza,slp n [YOU].it's is enuff le.no need so much..haha guess i'm bout to go c the sinseh again le lor..=)

today brought a bball pants.woo..dry fit reversible sia.lol.but buy le oso no time wear.now cannot sports.today at sch was sian,but i enjoy chinese lesson.mr neo aka ryu kena shoot till he cannot take it liao.tml still got continue.haha.tml go c movie,c my idol jackie chan..haha..finally my mum allow me to use com.so happy~

today went to the doc..take off my bandage.but guess wad,he put another new 1..lol.lame~today didn't go sch,cuz leg sprain..tml got take class photo.woOo...it's been like dunnno ho many years since i took a photo..lol.but tml go sch in slippers,like veri sloppy sia..tml gotta take pics wit my buddies.n i oso can walk properly le..but go up go down stairs still muz be careful.haha.tired. nitez..go le..

"i wanna fly."

wahaha!!tml can take off the bandage le.so happi.tml i think we oso going to jjc.if tt is real ar,it will really be an eye opener.since i never went to a jc b4..hmm...other then tt,i think today nth much happen le.one more thing,i seems to be able to walk more properly le,not limping so much le.wonder if the med the doc give is really tt effective ar.haha.

juz went to visit the sinseh. t wasn't as bad as i thought it was man,juz go in,rub,apply med den it's done..so fast.but muz go for a few times.den the doc say muz take 3 weeks to recover! sian~ lidat how i am goin to survive?without sports.. haha..i wish myself to get well soon.daryl they all are goin to bball later..i wanna go but my leg~~~ ARGH! nvm..after this injury recover liao i work harder..cannot lose to them. =) *pain*

SINSEH!!!!!

haix..today is the end of prelims.and the first of limping.haha.veri wad sia.today chinese paper was sickening..compo muz writ 350 words,i onli write 200+ words.lol.then today after sch did nth much lor.rush home n rest le.haix..worst thing and best thing for today is tt uncle wilson help me c how's my leg,he did the rubbing n stuff n it was like hell for me.so painful,he say by tml the swell never get betta wan to bring me go c a sinseh!having the thought of my leg being twisted n rubbed by him giv me the willies.haha,this time,i really hope to get well soon,pls dun let me go to the sinseh~~ T.T

ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today i sprained my ankle.swell till so big,dunno is my fault or is lon's fault or bert's fault. but now the condition worsen,can bearly even walk..haiz...hope to get well soon,so tt i can do my sports again..haha..bye bye~~

haha...today went to bball after sch...no strenght to play sia..neber eat...some more no water.sian~ but today,i did a thing tt i am proud of.i KUP bert!haha,full palm some more.WOO!!haha.. but other then den,did nth much glorious.think i must practice hard on drbbling.cuz my ball keep getting stolen.tml is MCQ paper.go sch 1 hrs only.feel so stupid..think i gonna go practice my dribbling le. signing off~~


"Today i saw u,my love grew stronger for you.missin ya~"

hate a maths

today hav a maths paper..n social studies...neber study a maths..i studied for social studies...but when the paper is putted in front of me..it was so alien...haix...think my prelims is gonna get lotsa of red colors wordings le..haha...now juz watching the rain fall n relax n enjoy abit...later then go study again..haha...busy life~

happy birthday to daryl...=)

today is daryl's birthday..hehe..we drag him to 4th floor...woot! he got smash wit a cake right in his face..by his wife somemore..but he veri sporty oso..neber get angry..but wan to sneak attack us..lucky we run fast enuff..he kissed his wife wor..c them so loving..haha..can't say tt i'm not envious..aniway..best of luck to daryl n xing wei..happy 16th birthday to daryl...wish u all the best..

moody day...rain rain n more rain

today is so cold....keep remaining....looking outside the window,makes me feel moody but i enjoy the sound of the rain drops fallin onto the ground.today i sat down n think about wad hav i done tt is meaningful.nothing.i started to ask myself bout whether am i a thorn to other ppl or do i piss ppl off...hmm...alone at home..since it is raining...i think fate is tellin me to go sleep le...haha....=)

i love basketball...haha

today when for bball...still i 'm as noob as ever..but there is a bunch of pros came..wah~~ all sibei power..den got 1 big black guy...get rebound no need jump oso can get..haix.... how i wish i can improve faster on bball..guess the onli way is to work hard on it..haha...WOooO.. typin off..

" they way u appear in front of me make me like u more..."

from now on...work hard liao

today..was the maths paper..damn hard...think i'm going to get a single digit...sian...but nvm...later going for bball le..maybe can relax abit....it's been awhile since i touched bball..lol..cum back muz study again...bleh...n suddenly i think tt books hav becum my best friend now...lol...can't live without it..=)

ZZZ...tml a maths..

hmm......suddenly feel like writing...tml hav a maths...din even touch the books...hope to score but i din even study. contridicting man...n suddenly she appeared in my mind. hmm...hope tt tml will be a betta day. wish me luck for tml exams! lol...bhp...aniways...hope tt my friends all do well for tml...peace..=) yawns~~

"althought i hav fallen once..but i will get up n try harder..."

hmm...bad day..

this is my first blog,dun really noe wad to write....haha...today had prelims...e-maths n physics...physic was so alien to me...man..i am so sian to even bother but prelims...but i guess i must pull through lor..lol...guess tt it bah..nth more to write...typin off...

since the day i saw u,i fell head over heels for u...