omg, omg, omg, omg.

PLEASE. let everything go my way. for this once. just this once. please.

i promise i will be thankful for everything that ever happen.

life of an army boy.

AHHH, back to camp again.

the struggle begins. hahahahaha.

when you have a bad day, smile, and look forward to tomorrow.

there are 1001 ways to do one thing.

there is 1001 kind of views on a single issue.

but the trick is how make people agree on one in the countless solutions.

do you see problems as opportunities? or plain problems?

do you have the heart to solve it? or are you just forced to solved?

do you want it? or do you need it?


people learn from their mistakes, smart people learn from other people's mistakes.

remember the good times.

damn sad. where is the love, the trust.

where?

why cant everyone just be real. why put on fake masks, to make people happy.

why?

:(

CHOREOGRAPHY.

damn big word.

i think choreography is also something that needs to train one. The more you do, the faster things come, and better in quality also.

but right now, im one noob ass beginner man. hahahahaha.

still got formation! hong gan liao.

addiction people! we must jia you ok!

I promise I will choreo properly, so we can all look good on stage. JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! haha.

but its really an interesting thing to try out actually. its really fun, but its saps brain juice like nothing on earth man.

well, ken has gone over to UK. got to talk to him awhile just now. it was nice to hear his voice, but ken if you see this, DONT YOU EVER DARE GIVE UP DANCING. i'll skin you alive if you do so.
give it some time man. its the holidays over there so you cant get anything started yet. but you gonna do just fine.

cause you are ken! sure can one. LOL.

that day at the airport, its really sad to see a brother go like that. Although we not super ultimate close but i really respect this guy alot. I believe he showed many of us how versatile a dancer can be, and how good a boyfriend he is too. heh.

I learnt alot from him, most of the time without him teaching me, just see him dance, the way he move, you feel like "eh how come I nv try that before?". he is that good. well, at least I got the honor to do one KFC commercial with him. AHHAHA.

well KEN! TAKE CARE AT UK MAN. BIG LOVE FOR YA HERE.

p.s transfer me your choreo power leh. hahahhahaha. just kiddddddinggggggggg~ -.-

possibilities of the brain, the heart and the soul.

seriously, im turning 20 this year.

Yet I cant proudly say i understand myself. Here's the irony, I know I wanna dance, wanna be good at it. Go as far as possible with it. but there are negative sides of it too. being a competitive person like myself. I do compare myself with people alot, and it takes the fun of dance away.

I really want this to stop. period, and enjoy true fun in dance.

for now, I really feel good to be able to dance during my free time. I know I love dance that much more after being enlisted and stuff, but at the same time, I also feel that I have deprove, and lost touch and not capable of what I used to be able to do.

its really a mixed bag of feeling now. damn frustrating to think about it.

Well, now my plans, finish NS, dance as much as I can while im at it. save up, head for the states. push myself to the limits there. and start working after that. haha.

I really dont mind being normal, I dont need to be rich or whatever. Just don't ever take dance away from me.

alrights, I have totally no idea what im talking about now. sorry guys. haha. just writing down thoughts that pass my head. no logic.

ahhh, sleep time. zzz.