time for an update!

KO NIGHT.

damn, din really felt good about it to be honest. very different feeling compare to normal competitions that we joined. haha. gonna have to freestyle this saturday. SO DEAD MAN.

need to work on it big time.

I need to be more confident. so i can freestyle without mirror. but freestyling with mirror is already cmi. lol. CHIONG AR! great chance for breakthrough. haha.

well, gonna be dancing alot nowadays. WOOTs.

BEST THING THATS HAPPENING LATER.

ann's class. yay!

:D

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here is 120 'thank you's to all of NRA dancers. its been a pleasure and my honor to dance along side you guys. really amazing dancers.

thank you ann, i doubt you will read this because you are probably too busy with work but, still i hope you know that im thankful for everything,

for believing in me,

giving me chances,

for scolding me,

for telling me my flaws,

for correcting me,

for making me a better dancer,

for making me a better man,

for tell me to have faith.

the list could nv end. but i just wanna tell you, that i would have nv be what i am now without you. so, THANK YOU! :D

fantazia is really a breath taking experience for me. some of my first times are given to fantazia. like doing a jazz item. i would have nv been able to picture myself doing that. and a contemporary/hiphop item like apologize. stressful item i must say, since the dancers inside are all people i respect and look up to alot.

candyman: thank you peiyi and vicks. i know im not the best partnerwork guy around but, i had a great time man, hope you all bruises faster go away aite? haha. and props to JJ, you imagination is wayyyy to sick. formation, groups. lol. RESPECT! and sorry if i make you piss off. cause sometimes i know i like lazy. :D

fever: thank you jaei and mingli. really, its my first time doing jazz so i bad you 2 definately had to put up with alot of hiccups during partnerwork right! ahahaha SORRY AR! but its really hard to look expensive. lol. seriosuly, but its fun to try. whatever it is, thank you to both of you! been my pleasure to do partnerwork with you 2. :D

come to me: lol, to ter and chao, amazing job. despite we like super ultimate last minute. but it did turn out okk right! ahaha.

hate that i love you: thank you ken for the choreo. its something that i have been wanting to do for soooooo damn long. finally i got it. mad props to the choreography. smooth and got feel man. but i cant carry it out as well yet, I WILL JIA YOU DE! :D

thank you jaei again, i know sometime i spin you too long you feel like vomiting. haha. but i enjoyed that item with you. even though our ending always poke each otehr eye or nose. hahaha. JIA YOU AR! :D

make your body move: this is one is for XF man, hope he will be a happy man when he sees the video. lol, great reviews from other people though. haha, loved the item. and the 'bazooka'

helena: thank you fredy. to be honest i kinda struggled with your choreography. cause is damn hard hitting and the lines need to be extended beyond limits. but, without your choreography, it would not have made me realise the lines that i can do. and great conept! haha. and its my first time putting eye shadow. WOO.

yutaki: thank you yutaki. even though you wont see this. but i had fun. and its an honor to do an item along side the pioneer of NRA. :D

cant help but wait: and other amazing dancer's choreography. thank you for giving a chance to do your item clement. its really nice, well. at least i enjoyed alot. even though you call me set self pract then end up everyone slack like dunno what. hahahaa.

apologize: thank you Ann, for letting me do this item. it has really open my mind up alot to take in new stuff that i never thought that i will ever touch. really. thank you for such inspiring me through your choreography. you never cease to amaze me. :D

thank you, terence, yen, jun chao, xuan feng, ken, fredy, sophan for having me in your showcases. i really learnt alot. be it showmanship, feel, groove or control. i think you guys helped me out alot. thank you.

well, fantazia is over before we know it. well, there will never be another fantazia same as this. its a memory that i will keep with me forever. haha, i enjoyed the process. hope everyone feels the same way too.

DANCE HARD PEOPLE!

and yes, do send me the pictures/videos if its not to much to ask for. :D

FANTAZIA

its just hours to showtime. i know theres alot of things we should have do, should not have do.

but it does not matter anymore. even if its not danzation.

i hope we can give our all and put up a good shows. be it whatever reasons. for your own family, for yourself, for your friends.

i just hope fantazia will be good. i really hope it will be good.

lets put aside our difference and dance as a CREW alright? for just this 2 days?

thank you everyone for being part on this journey with me till now.

lets shine. :D

to myself.

its getting better.

its good to believe. to have faith.

because when you embrace what is happening, you can then react to it, then escaping.

low confidence is no longer an execuse.

i want a breakthrough?

then i gotta work towards it.

don't talk, DO.

don't EXPECT, but have faith.

because when you have faith, you will see the light.

faith doesnt only come from within you, it comes from around you.

people around you have faith in you, but i myself then need to have faith.

its hard, i know. but its part of growing up.

its hard, yet its something i want so much.

so, have faith ron. :)

one week away to showtime.

i just realise how weak i am.

i need to be strong, and stay that way.

because im the only son.

because i wanna be leaned on.

because i wanna be strong.

please.

have faith.

fantazia is nearing. and random thoughts are coming.

yes, everyone is feeling the heat now. some people might regret not putting enough effort up till now.

and im definately one of them. not that im purposely slacking but i just feel that i cant take out my 100% like last time. and i really wanna know why. seriously.

i have new found respect for alot of people. people that i take it for granted. like Ann, the alumnis, seniors, juniors and also freshies.

sometimes its those small things that make you change you point of view, and you end up feeling stupid about your assumptions about people. its been a long time since i really wrote in this blog i guess.

but i just wanna say thanks to everyone that ever came across my life.

and i wanna say sorry, for things i could have done/say, shouldnt have done/say.

i wanna be a better man. but, HOW.