report writing kills.

ok, within the next 2 weeks, i have to fnish writing my report. which my lecturer expects a good job to be done.

yet, im slacking and finding ways to kill time other the writing the damn report. lol.

i really don't know what i wanna blog about. haha.

i wanna change blog i think.

SIAN la.

everyone! lets jia you for later performance!

SHOWMANSHIP! hoho.

good luck to everyone. :D

do THE sequence.

ok, im nearing the project's dateline.

and fortunately, its still not that bad. WOO, amazing huh?

well, dance classes gonna stop for a WHOLE FREAKING MONTH after this week, luckily we have performance practise and suntec.

if not im really gonna die man.

woot, today is a good day as i achieved what i planned to do today. WOO. :)

advice:

take your time.

i came to school just for 20mins and im dismissed.

so, what to do now?

sleep. i wanna rest so i wun slack at the studio later. lol.

why am i such a slacker. LOL.

full of dancing.

i just danced.

im gonna dance tomorrow.

im dancing now.

im dancing for the whole of this week.

YAY. im loving it.

but i really need sleep. if not im gonna get shitty health. :D

p.s ok, is this even counted as an update? MUAHAHA. :X

lets take a look at lovely people in my life.

sushi for life.
PPPPP for life.

<3

somehow, i feel blessed, through the curse of bad love, i found you guys.

talk about blessing in disguise man. hoho. :D

super tired.

i need to get my freaking rest.

really.

if not, my body is gonna break before i accomplish anything.

so, nights people.


p.s sorry yen. really din mean it. slap me if you need. =/

Generals

IM FINALLY COMPLETED CHINA MISSION 7.

man that took long enough.

ok, you guys prolly think im turning into game freak. but NO!

its just a way to relax after dancing. keeps my mind of negative thoughts.

hoho.

MEETING WITH LECTURER TML!

after that, prolly relac one corner. hoho.

this is a screwed post.

it feels like you are never going to get good.

it feels like you are fragile, getting injured over things that din affect you this much last time.

it feels like you are taking a wrong step at times.

it feels suffocating because its no longer how it is, its tied down with alot more issues. PEOPLE, for instances.

i tell myself, take a break, and you wil be fine. but i complain about breaks when i get them. worrying about being rusty.

WHY THE FUCK do i feel this way.

why cant i just love dance, and dance.

inferiority, eating me up.

im working hard, but im not believing myself.

because i ask myself, is my ' hard ' enough? or is it im just not cut out for this.

i dun want to be a burden to people. i dun wan to drag myself down also.

fuck, im one self-centered asshole.

i no longer know what im capable of doing.

things are happening so fast.

i just feel suffocated enough when i think of how late i joined dance.

i look at my friends.

i question myself, why am i going in circles? what have i been doing till now?

i got so many questions. questions with answers that i feel hard to face and live with.

im just a weakling with a bad personality. damnit.

take it from here.

Sometimes, sometimes the world gets hard

Oh na na na

I'm gonna take it from there girl

Don't you worry

I wanna be your lake, for your bay

And any problems that you have

I wanna wash 'em away

I wanna be your sky

So blue and high

And everytime you think of me

I wanna blow your mind

I wanna be your air

So sweet and fair

So when you feel that you can't breathe

Ma, I'll be there

I wanna be your answer, all the time

When you see how I put your life before mine

With no question

When all the love feels gone

And you can't carry on

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

I wanna hold your hands

Review all your plans

I wanna make sure everyone of your dreams will stand

I wanna be your broadway show on review(Why)

So I can act out how God was when he made you

I wanna be your lighthouse when you get lost

I'll light a bright and shining path to help you across

I wanna be your mother, wait

See what I see

And when you see that can't nobody hold you like me

Cause I love you

When all the love feels gone

And you can't carry on

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here(Take it from here, baby)

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime

Don't worry, girl (no no)

I'ma take it from here

And when there's no one there to hold

And you realize the world is cold

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

That's what I'm gonna do

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime(Don't you worry, baby girl, baby girl)

Don't worry, girl(Baby girl)

I'ma take it from here(I'll take you whereever you want)

Give me one reason why we should not be leaving

This world is so deceiving, the time is now

Let's fly away speeding

Through the Garden of Eden

Where all the sweet breathing of love surrounds

When all the love feels gone

And you can't carry on

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime

Don't worry, girl (no no)I'ma take it from here

Give me one reason

Why we should not be leaving

This world is so deceiving

The time is now

Lets fly away speeding(We'll fly away)

Through the Garden of Eden

Where all the sweet and breathing

Of love surrounds(Lets get away)

When all the love feels gone

And you can't carry on

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here(I got somethin' I wanna tell ya baby)

Love ain't always the way they write in books(No, no)

See there's the good guys

And also heartbreak crooks

Your hearts the real book

Just take a look inside

'Cause it's a colorful illustrated guide

So there you go

Don't worry

I'll be the one

To help you weather the storm

I'll be there mami

No matter what time

No matter what place

You can always count on me

I'll take it from here

stay home day.

haha. i slept at 8am today. then, i woke up at 3.17. because i dream of a gigantic SUBWAY sandwich.



a sandwich the size of Optimus Prime.


man. talk about cravings. haha.