REJUVENATION in progress.

alot of things. they happen, making us to regret. i regretted quite alot of times. even the smallest of things. because sometime im too lazy to think of consequences.

even if i do think of consequences, i always self-comfort to lighten the guilt. i always like to say " IF ONLY I KNOW "

but imagine, if you could predict the future. do i really wanna be able to do that?

what if i see a future thats cold and harsh.

fuck. this is random.

but, i nv regretted about dance. about PPPPP. about friends. about relationships. Even though i may have pass by chances that may change may life.

but im still happy with everyone around. and you. :)

mcdonald cups rot fast.

WE ARE DETERMINDED TO SAVE MONEY.

WE SHALL SPEND WISELY EVERYDAY.

because, im freaking broke. LOL.


ok, not freaking broke, but i really need to save up for rainy days.

having 0 amount of backup money sucks.


HOHOHOHO, i feel the uncle side of me is emerging.

maybe is due to my fuck-noob face in photos. haha.

i need caffine, and shaker fries.

im drinking coffee now. but everybody is sleeping.

the fan is blowing at me now.

im thinking about whether should i take MC tml.

but i keep thinking of ' Like i love you ' music video.

and also, KABA modern's choreo.

i need to work hard please.

and i cant remember the last time i teared. =\

R - E - S -T

that is what i need to do.

MAJOR REST TIME.

haha. panel assessment 2 was good, so i am 8 weeks away from liberation of 8.30-5!

cool shit.

but on the other side,

i already skipped dance for 3 weeks. all i could do is sit there and watch. but it is this kind of things that make you realise how much you like dance.

at least to me, thats how it feels.

learn to love dance. ENJOY, not endure. :D

now.

LOVE - no
DANCE - yes


the day started bad. hope it doesnt gets screwed by the end of it.

tired. zzz.

BIG SMILE?

wasted my saturday away.

fucking wasted.

for today:

music has lost its beauty.

food has lost its taste.

air feels heavy and cold.

feelings are only left with nothing but melancholy.

home has lost its warmth.

sun has lost its shine.

everything has lost what they originally had.

i wanna destroy my world.

so that i can start rebuilding.

piece by piece.

please kill my world. the world i hate living in.

please.

please.

because i really want to have a big big smile.

its used to be simple.

it was out of love.

now, its no longer that simple.

its tied down by so many things.

so many issues surfaced.

because we are no longer who we are originally.

we longed for things to happen, but we dread putting in effort.

we got our heads in the clouds.

i ask myself, why.

i wanna get my head out of the clouds.

back to the ground, where its safe.

back to the past.

enjoying every moment of it.

is it possible...

woo. bone cracking nice.

crack.
CRACK.

CRACKKKKKKKKKKK.

CRACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

CRACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

ahhhhhhhhhh~

thats how i ' cured ' my back. haha. 2 days?

its nice to see people fall in love.

but love is a screwed game that everyone is playing it.

jia you to whoever is finding your partners.

lol, this is fucking random. :D

sunday

slacking all day long.


I LOVE MUMMY.

not because its mother's day today.

but because she really amazes me.

she too dope already.

<3

true personality?

didnt know i was such a person. i dun even know how to pronouce that word. AHHAHAAHAHA.random.

p.s i wrote 'i was such a people ' and no one correct me! lol. u all eng sucks. AHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAAA.

sorry. :p

some things are just too important

it doesnt feels good to have something you love taken away from you.

even if its just for the moment.

it sucks.

WHAT?

i slept at 10pm.

but i woke up at 4.22!

why!

haha. then i fall asleep. i woke up at 6.45!

zzz.

mission impossible?

hahaa. i got new nick name. ' pimple face '

my mum calls me that. HAHA.

but, mission for me today is for me to sleep at 10pm today.

reason? because mum says im not getting enough sleep, so my back cant recover as fast, and the cause of my pimples also.

validity : 100%

but still, im not getting the rest im suppose to get. i think all humans are like that. they just dont like to do what they are told to.

so for once, i should try being a more organized person. start sleeping early, doing projects. being the average guy that i am. living life like any other boring faggots out there.

everyday go home straight after school. no more outings or late supper. just pure serious homework. no more messing around.

yea, i think i should.

im so gonna adopt this engaging lifestyle.

i promise im gonna live this way, being the hardworking faggot that im suppose to be, and rot like some wasted uncle when im old.


yes.


its all starting to make perfect sense to me.



HERE I COME MY IDEAL LIFESTYLE!


























i will do it!































when my name is not ronnie. :D

seeing and doing is different.

almost everyday, i wake up having the urge to be a better dancer.

there is so much to work on, i feel so small at times.

but, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

and even though we work hard, sometimes i cant help but have my faith falter abit.

but im damn blessed with friends around. someone told me

" never lose faith in whatever you are working hard in. there is no point in working hard for something you don't believe in. "

inspiring. for me at least.

i really intend to fulfill promises i made. to both myself and to my friends.

its hard to get such a wonderful bunch of people to dance with.

so come on!

let's dance! :D

p.s i reckon i will recover fully by friday! happy man.

feels like old times.

i just wanna say this.

to all my friends.

I LOVE YOU ALL.

i dont know why im somehow able to understand how important a friend is to me.

i really really want thank all of you for being there. same to both new and old.

to my new friends, even though we do not know each other for a damn long time or so, but you guys really touched me. i really have no regrets knowing you all. :D

to my old friends, thanks for still being there. although im occupied with my CCA and stuff, but i really still do care. anything, you can just holler at me anytime eh.



thank you for everything

NRA, sushi, 8ties, KSCB, stormers, changkat.

lovely people. :)

too much to say, too little time.

random fact:

shane's handphone took 7mins and 41.9 seconds to send a ' hey ' msg. -.-



i got alot to blog on. but i need to wake up in 5 hours time. so,



BYE! for now.