well. life's a bitch.

this is the moral of the day.

well, no more attachment.

dance and school.

probably gonna a rejuvenating break.

not blogging anytime soon!

IM GOING FOR ATTACHMENT NEXT WEEK.

but im not really up for it.

as in, kinda suck eh, everyday 8.30 to 6.

I WANT PROJECT.

THEN CAN


DANCE

lol. attachment briefing tml. T_T

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

congrats on getting older! LOLOLOLOLOL.

man, why am i not sleeping? because im shou-sui-ing. lol, call me superstitious but i wan the best for my family so ya.

WELL, tv is surprising interesting during new year's eve. 5566 act as SHE wives, miss asian 2006. LOL show, i swear the girls there are god-damn fake. lol.

their tiara keep dropping. LOLOL, then still act classy. damn.

well, reunion dinner was fun i guess. and i saw a sight from the future, its my cousin's bald head, NS!

zzz.

well, guess its angbaos, goodies and angbaos and goodies and angbao and goodies and angbaos and goodies and angbaos and goodies and angbao and goodies.

....

ITS 6.21 AM.

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

its pronouced as ' WHAT THE ' then u drag the fuck like...
















FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK


well, BED TIME! =D
i kinda still dislike my 2 weeks holiday. T_T

EXAMS ARE OVER!

WAHAHAHAHAHAA. what a relief man. NOW IS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS.

well, first up is new year shopping. then, is bubble tea. LOL. TML DANCE! lol.

YAYNESS, im so happy right now, i can eat a cow.

hmmm, i use wrong way right? lol. but im year 3 now.. omg! talk about being old.

ZZZ.

still im happy!

HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY


but wait.












my holidays is only 2 weeks.







FUCK.

recently i keep dreaming of the same person.

over and over.

i can see her face.

she smiled at me.

she looks like she is happy, from the inside.

she holds my hand.

i felt like happiness.

like her, smiling form the inside.

you, thank you for brightening up my days.

you made me a happier person. :)

2 more papers!

STUDY.
valentines


i just wanna be happy.

hearing things and seeing things are so different.

hearing something lets me imagine what my friend is trying to tell me, if its something bad, i will just imagine it to be not so bad, to lessen the sadness that i will feel. well, its self-decieving but sometimes i choose to run away from the truth and drown myself in false illusions.

but, i guess that fate wanted to teach me a lesson by showing me what life really is and theres no point running away, and fate just screw me up good yesterday. when i saw people across the streets,

they are my gang of basketball friends

i really cherished them as friends, and i still do. i see them as my brothers, and i still do so now.

i haven seen them in like 2 years?

but, i ran into them yesterday, not all but some, and they were smoking and hanging out. i asked them what they were doing, they said they just finish playing cards.

what is this man, you guys are gambling now? smoking?

remember the times that we are eating together and complaining about smokers?

WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TO YOU GUYS.

doing something know thats bad for you guys. yes i know, people change, but doesnt means that you have to change for the worst? did you guys if think of the consequences when u do whatever you are doing now? or is life just something u wanna waste away.

and i didnt just disappear and forget you guys, im just doing something that i love so much, i thought u guys will understand.

it hurts so much to see you guys like that. really.

what happen to stormers?

what happened? :(

DAMMIT.

Funka training

COORDINATION PROBLEM.

seriously man. BUCK UP!!!!

but, first thing first, EXAM.

EXAM
EXAM
EXAM
EXAM

FUCK EXAMS. XD

lol. its gonna be valentines soon people. haha.

im bored.

i guess having a day off is not such a bad idea after all.

rejuvenates the soul!

i miss so many things.


maybe the world is beautiful.