Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of
being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the
words I'm bout to say
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to
miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed
you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with you
I should have made you my boo boy
Yeah that's one time I shoulda broke the rules
I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escape
Shoulda turned a almost into
If it happend now its too late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to
miss when you never had
Never almost had you
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i know this is random but it just happens that love songs hit me hard sometimes.
well, the song lyrics kinda applies to me. BUT! I'm not regretting. i just look back at the past and smiled that it happened.
then again, i dunno man. its whatever, i got a whole life ahead of me, yet, sometimes i look back at the should have/could have. stupid me? or stubborn me?
you tell me.
well, at least i learn lessons. but then again, it seems that the lessons i 'took', took a toll on me. kinda snowballed and made me what i am now. my confession to make today.
i already forget how to fall in love with someone, how to care for someone.
now don't mix me up with those emo faggots. im not sad. im just saying.
because, how could i miss what i never had? :/
Monday, June 16, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
the big groove
before we know it, its over. i enjoyed myself. :D
its the biggest stage of my dancing life. I'm proud to say i shared the same stage with some amazing dancers out there.
well, i felt good on stage. i was the first time i full out till i barely had enough strength to go off stage. i don't really know was it my best up there, to be honest i don't really know what I'm capable of on stage but somehow, it didn't feel like a performance to me, instead i felt like i was just happy dancing and that the audience just happen to be there, that kind of feeling.
thank you the choreographers for coming up with the sick piece of work, hope i did justice to what you guys/lady gave. LOL. i gotta admit, its hella tough. haha. you sick choreographers. kukubird.
i wanted to like mass send SMS to everyone, but was really in the mood to do so, sorry! but here's a personal shout out to everyone:
to Ore: SUSHI BABY. glad to be on that stage with a brother. you know you are one sick bastard. i ain't gonna say no more man. just hope your work doesn't take away your dance time. i have learn a lot from you, be it dance or not. you showed me maturity. seriously. respect.
to Nicole aka puffy head: HAHA. you dope! you got fever still can do TBG. ultimate already. but what you told me that day, never once i felt your dancing was not good or what. really. there my be a lot of things small about you but definitely not your dancing. don't stress yourself aite. HAA. GOOD JOB.
to Jaei: rmb how you complain and struggled after big groove practises saying this is not your style and all, well i think you pulled it off pretty well. haha, BREAKTHROUGH coming for you i guess? haha. damn you improve so fast, its like i can't even bother catching up. LOL. but good for you. :D
to Ter: you gubye talent. really la. i hate you for being so talented! joking, i love your choreography. haha. fresh style. sick control. its like theres nth you cant do man. NS coming to get the both of us, haha. stay strong aite. :D and recover your taste buds soon before you are force to eat canteen food all day. haha.
to Ken: you also another one. talented bastard. LOL. choreographies by you were nv easy, from fantazia to big groove. your feel, sick one. i just cant catch it. haha. but keep doing what you do man. mad respect. YOU ORD SOON, haha. its gonna be your world after that luh. jia you. :D
to Yen: fat girl. although i abit ??? when you permed your hair, but i think you did well on big groove, despite the fact that you were sick and miss a few practices. actually until now, your choreo i still find it hard. HAHA. but keep doing what you do ok. dun let work take dance away from you. i know it wont, but ahaha. JIA YOU. i like to see you dance. :)
to Allegra: please don't blame yourself for the costume. its really not worth losing sleep over or being sad or whatever. because i think its really nice. blame expo for having such a stupid back drop. LOL. AIYA, you no need say one la, your dance is self-explanatory. but thank you for telling me what i lack, the fact that you dont just say things nice to the ears but in fact being true to a friend makes me respect you alot as a dancer and as a person. aha. but good luck at work, 5.30am every morning is seriously too hard core. JIA YOU!
to Becca: BECCA DON'T BOUNCE! haha, thats what we hear in the studio. but you good sia, like, don't know how to explain. just good. like, small small, but see you dance only then chua sai already. gubye one. my pleasure to be in the same item as you man. esp. on such a big stage, and thank you for help me through this performance.
to JJ: haha, i'm quite surprise this is you first big groove like me, because you look like those veteran, like zai one. nv see you panic before. haha. but seriously i respect your calmness and also shout JIAYOU when everyone like tired and like getting gloomy. haha. you like kai xing guo of our team. thank you so much. :D and, i think you did a great job on that TBG stage as well as in today's studio. :D
to Xinxian: hmm, i dont really know you well, but seriously i think your control very good. like, that time i saw you did the groove thing. imba. back to tbg, well, i seriously stun when that day i heard you were going back home to WORK. WTH, i thought i was tired but you still can work after the practices?! respect. super happy to be on the same stage with you. even though we not super close or anything, but its just an honor for me. somehow. haha. :D
to Sophan: ABANGGGG. hahaa. its nice to see you back in the studio nowadays, and its even nicer to dance alongside you. on that stage somemore. and thank you for the lightings. i think NRA only you cna do those lightings shit. like nobody knows how to do it. lol, and i think you are one of the major reasons why our practices are so productive. i feel la. well, happy to dance with you. maybe you might see me in MP after BMT? hahaa.
to Glen: although you prolly wont be able to read this until 2 weeks later but firstly, good luck in ARMY. dont let that army shit take dance away from you aite. im sure you gonna do fine. haha. and yes, its been fun dancing alongside you, since SOC till now. even though sometimes we keep saying you slack, but we know you did push right. haha. dope job done. :D
to Fredy: you freaking talented lucky bastard. haha. its nice to see you after you when MIA for awhile. but your purple hair, really abit too ultimate for me. but personally for me its an honor to share the same stage as you, not because it brings me closer to your standard or whatever, but its what you have taught me since fantazia, like how to look at things. how to stay strong. well, even though you are like super busy, i hope you stop like staying up late and tryign to be superman ok, you seriously will die earlier one. other then that, keep dancing.
to Zixiang: hello mr krump. you into KRUMPING right. can see you tyring out some moves. anyway, its been nice to dance with you on that stage. aha, honestly i find you abit slack last time. but i think tbg you kinda proved to me and everyone you are here for a reason. haha. im not saying im in a position to doubt you but im just being truthful here. haha. but still, its nice to dance with you. since SOC, till now tbg. haha. its almost like a reunion. well, keep working at it tgt aite. :D
well, for me, i was quite sad that big groove is over. haha. its kinda weird, the first performance i saw when i came into NRA was the big groove, now before i go to the army i have the big groove sort of like 'end' it. haha.
yes, i know army is not gonna take dance away from me. after the big groove, im sure of that. because its something i wan to do so badly, i would give anything for it. just a lil wish though, i hope next year big groove, whole of SUSHI can be in it. HAHA. well, just thinking out loud. :D
hmm. one month away from army. just wanna be happy dancing everyday. nth else. MAN, I WROTE ALOT. WOOOWWWWW. hahahhahaaaa.
its the biggest stage of my dancing life. I'm proud to say i shared the same stage with some amazing dancers out there.
well, i felt good on stage. i was the first time i full out till i barely had enough strength to go off stage. i don't really know was it my best up there, to be honest i don't really know what I'm capable of on stage but somehow, it didn't feel like a performance to me, instead i felt like i was just happy dancing and that the audience just happen to be there, that kind of feeling.
thank you the choreographers for coming up with the sick piece of work, hope i did justice to what you guys/lady gave. LOL. i gotta admit, its hella tough. haha. you sick choreographers. kukubird.
i wanted to like mass send SMS to everyone, but was really in the mood to do so, sorry! but here's a personal shout out to everyone:
to Ore: SUSHI BABY. glad to be on that stage with a brother. you know you are one sick bastard. i ain't gonna say no more man. just hope your work doesn't take away your dance time. i have learn a lot from you, be it dance or not. you showed me maturity. seriously. respect.
to Nicole aka puffy head: HAHA. you dope! you got fever still can do TBG. ultimate already. but what you told me that day, never once i felt your dancing was not good or what. really. there my be a lot of things small about you but definitely not your dancing. don't stress yourself aite. HAA. GOOD JOB.
to Jaei: rmb how you complain and struggled after big groove practises saying this is not your style and all, well i think you pulled it off pretty well. haha, BREAKTHROUGH coming for you i guess? haha. damn you improve so fast, its like i can't even bother catching up. LOL. but good for you. :D
to Ter: you gubye talent. really la. i hate you for being so talented! joking, i love your choreography. haha. fresh style. sick control. its like theres nth you cant do man. NS coming to get the both of us, haha. stay strong aite. :D and recover your taste buds soon before you are force to eat canteen food all day. haha.
to Ken: you also another one. talented bastard. LOL. choreographies by you were nv easy, from fantazia to big groove. your feel, sick one. i just cant catch it. haha. but keep doing what you do man. mad respect. YOU ORD SOON, haha. its gonna be your world after that luh. jia you. :D
to Yen: fat girl. although i abit ??? when you permed your hair, but i think you did well on big groove, despite the fact that you were sick and miss a few practices. actually until now, your choreo i still find it hard. HAHA. but keep doing what you do ok. dun let work take dance away from you. i know it wont, but ahaha. JIA YOU. i like to see you dance. :)
to Allegra: please don't blame yourself for the costume. its really not worth losing sleep over or being sad or whatever. because i think its really nice. blame expo for having such a stupid back drop. LOL. AIYA, you no need say one la, your dance is self-explanatory. but thank you for telling me what i lack, the fact that you dont just say things nice to the ears but in fact being true to a friend makes me respect you alot as a dancer and as a person. aha. but good luck at work, 5.30am every morning is seriously too hard core. JIA YOU!
to Becca: BECCA DON'T BOUNCE! haha, thats what we hear in the studio. but you good sia, like, don't know how to explain. just good. like, small small, but see you dance only then chua sai already. gubye one. my pleasure to be in the same item as you man. esp. on such a big stage, and thank you for help me through this performance.
to JJ: haha, i'm quite surprise this is you first big groove like me, because you look like those veteran, like zai one. nv see you panic before. haha. but seriously i respect your calmness and also shout JIAYOU when everyone like tired and like getting gloomy. haha. you like kai xing guo of our team. thank you so much. :D and, i think you did a great job on that TBG stage as well as in today's studio. :D
to Xinxian: hmm, i dont really know you well, but seriously i think your control very good. like, that time i saw you did the groove thing. imba. back to tbg, well, i seriously stun when that day i heard you were going back home to WORK. WTH, i thought i was tired but you still can work after the practices?! respect. super happy to be on the same stage with you. even though we not super close or anything, but its just an honor for me. somehow. haha. :D
to Sophan: ABANGGGG. hahaa. its nice to see you back in the studio nowadays, and its even nicer to dance alongside you. on that stage somemore. and thank you for the lightings. i think NRA only you cna do those lightings shit. like nobody knows how to do it. lol, and i think you are one of the major reasons why our practices are so productive. i feel la. well, happy to dance with you. maybe you might see me in MP after BMT? hahaa.
to Glen: although you prolly wont be able to read this until 2 weeks later but firstly, good luck in ARMY. dont let that army shit take dance away from you aite. im sure you gonna do fine. haha. and yes, its been fun dancing alongside you, since SOC till now. even though sometimes we keep saying you slack, but we know you did push right. haha. dope job done. :D
to Fredy: you freaking talented lucky bastard. haha. its nice to see you after you when MIA for awhile. but your purple hair, really abit too ultimate for me. but personally for me its an honor to share the same stage as you, not because it brings me closer to your standard or whatever, but its what you have taught me since fantazia, like how to look at things. how to stay strong. well, even though you are like super busy, i hope you stop like staying up late and tryign to be superman ok, you seriously will die earlier one. other then that, keep dancing.
to Zixiang: hello mr krump. you into KRUMPING right. can see you tyring out some moves. anyway, its been nice to dance with you on that stage. aha, honestly i find you abit slack last time. but i think tbg you kinda proved to me and everyone you are here for a reason. haha. im not saying im in a position to doubt you but im just being truthful here. haha. but still, its nice to dance with you. since SOC, till now tbg. haha. its almost like a reunion. well, keep working at it tgt aite. :D
well, for me, i was quite sad that big groove is over. haha. its kinda weird, the first performance i saw when i came into NRA was the big groove, now before i go to the army i have the big groove sort of like 'end' it. haha.
yes, i know army is not gonna take dance away from me. after the big groove, im sure of that. because its something i wan to do so badly, i would give anything for it. just a lil wish though, i hope next year big groove, whole of SUSHI can be in it. HAHA. well, just thinking out loud. :D
hmm. one month away from army. just wanna be happy dancing everyday. nth else. MAN, I WROTE ALOT. WOOOWWWWW. hahahhahaaaa.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
the date is nearing.
ok, big groove is nearing. everyone is kinda worked up about it. well, at least from my point of view it is. but i know we can pull this off. i know it. somehow. haha.
limitations is a word hated almost every single person on the planet. because with this words brings along feelings like restriction and lost of freedom.
i personally hate it. because its always frustrating to know that there is something you cannot do, and other people can do it. yes, to be able to do everything on earth, then i would not be human already. but we all know humans yearn for perfection. i do too.
but through 2 years of dancing, i have come to face it that perfection is impossible, in classical sense of the word. but if to me, as a person, to my own definition of perfection? its hella possible. haha.
why i feel this way? because i have seen amazing people around me achieve the 'impossible'
like Ann, teaching a club of 100+ people with such a back condition,
like the numerous days of long practice hours to rush out a production like FANTAZIA,
like how danzation came to reality after Ann just accidentally said it,
like how NRA swept SUNTEC 2007,
like how we did in funka '08. NOTE, 3 best male dancers now, and our first best female,
like how Rough addicts got 4th in battlegrounds Australia.
like how 8 steps improve from shitty heats and still got into finals,
like how freestyling start in NRA,
like how we got be friends with each another,
like how brotherhood and family is formed in this dance club,
see, i'm am so accustomed to moving laong with time and just continue with dance and life that we forget we actually did things deem impossible in our own eyes at a certain period of our time.
see if we think this way, THINK ABOVE THE LINE, stay positive, and just work at it, we can do almost anything with this. be it our 5 years goal or whatever. its possible.
hahaa.
i think that i typed so much because i didnt blog for super long. NOW YOU GUYS GOT SOMETHING TO READ! BE HAPPY! HAHAHA. :D
limitations is a word hated almost every single person on the planet. because with this words brings along feelings like restriction and lost of freedom.
i personally hate it. because its always frustrating to know that there is something you cannot do, and other people can do it. yes, to be able to do everything on earth, then i would not be human already. but we all know humans yearn for perfection. i do too.
but through 2 years of dancing, i have come to face it that perfection is impossible, in classical sense of the word. but if to me, as a person, to my own definition of perfection? its hella possible. haha.
why i feel this way? because i have seen amazing people around me achieve the 'impossible'
like Ann, teaching a club of 100+ people with such a back condition,
like the numerous days of long practice hours to rush out a production like FANTAZIA,
like how danzation came to reality after Ann just accidentally said it,
like how NRA swept SUNTEC 2007,
like how we did in funka '08. NOTE, 3 best male dancers now, and our first best female,
like how Rough addicts got 4th in battlegrounds Australia.
like how 8 steps improve from shitty heats and still got into finals,
like how freestyling start in NRA,
like how we got be friends with each another,
like how brotherhood and family is formed in this dance club,
see, i'm am so accustomed to moving laong with time and just continue with dance and life that we forget we actually did things deem impossible in our own eyes at a certain period of our time.
see if we think this way, THINK ABOVE THE LINE, stay positive, and just work at it, we can do almost anything with this. be it our 5 years goal or whatever. its possible.
hahaa.
i think that i typed so much because i didnt blog for super long. NOW YOU GUYS GOT SOMETHING TO READ! BE HAPPY! HAHAHA. :D
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Momentum
woots. later its gonna be momentum performance! i bet its gonna be so sick.
haha the mc said, "lets welcome one of the best crews around"
alot of us got intimidated. including me. well, like Ann said, THINK ABOVE THE LINE!
SO LETS JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! muahahhaaaa.
as long as we give our best. that will be good enough luh. :D CHIONG AR!
haha the mc said, "lets welcome one of the best crews around"
alot of us got intimidated. including me. well, like Ann said, THINK ABOVE THE LINE!
SO LETS JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! muahahhaaaa.
as long as we give our best. that will be good enough luh. :D CHIONG AR!
Friday, May 23, 2008
new blood
today is the official passing down of the committee!
hope the new blood takes NRA to new heights. today is also the start of the crew.
major change for NRA now. hope everything is gonna be even better then before. in 5 years time. WOO. cannot wait.
EVERYDAY DANCE HARD! thats all i want. really.
hope the new blood takes NRA to new heights. today is also the start of the crew.
major change for NRA now. hope everything is gonna be even better then before. in 5 years time. WOO. cannot wait.
EVERYDAY DANCE HARD! thats all i want. really.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i love dance.
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY XUAN FENG.
hahaa.
i love dance. really really love it. don't really know how to put it into words but, just love it.
hope i can improve somemore. haha.
work hard people, and work smart. JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
NRA GO GO GO!
hahaa.
i love dance. really really love it. don't really know how to put it into words but, just love it.
hope i can improve somemore. haha.
work hard people, and work smart. JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
NRA GO GO GO!
Friday, May 16, 2008
epiphany
stop the talking, and start the walking.
CWA. guys u know what that means eh. haaaa.
well, just one phrase today,
share the love. :)
CWA. guys u know what that means eh. haaaa.
well, just one phrase today,
share the love. :)
Monday, May 12, 2008
no title but,
i just wanna say, I SUPER FEEL LIKE DANCING NOW.
REALLY. SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I WANNA DANCE. i dun care im good or bad.
i just wanna dance. to express.
cause i got thoughts in me, that i dun wanna say out.
so, i wanna dance it out.
lets have a session shall we? :D
REALLY. SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I WANNA DANCE. i dun care im good or bad.
i just wanna dance. to express.
cause i got thoughts in me, that i dun wanna say out.
so, i wanna dance it out.
lets have a session shall we? :D
Sunday, May 11, 2008
nowadays. i feel..
nowadays. i got so many things to say.
so many things i wanna voice out to express.
its so much, i don't know where to start.
i rather do it. then say. lol.
so many things i wanna voice out to express.
its so much, i don't know where to start.
i rather do it. then say. lol.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
looking back.
well, its already the start of my 3rd year dancing.
i reckon, time to go back to basics. :D
i reckon, time to go back to basics. :D
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
back to basics.
i reckon, its time for me to take a step back, look at things from a different perspective.
i wanna go back to my basics, and start all over.
strengthen my foundation.
improve my control.
work on spotting.
practice techniques.
practice footwork.
do isolations.
do house basics.
work on groove.
find my feel.
work on confidence.
session more.
but with all those said now there's just one last thing.
i wanna have fun doing all those. :)
GOOD LUCK RON!
i wanna go back to my basics, and start all over.
strengthen my foundation.
improve my control.
work on spotting.
practice techniques.
practice footwork.
do isolations.
do house basics.
work on groove.
find my feel.
work on confidence.
session more.
but with all those said now there's just one last thing.
i wanna have fun doing all those. :)
GOOD LUCK RON!
Sunday, May 04, 2008
brave on, the road is still long.
gonna take a small break now. just wanna sort things out.
i know that are things i should have done. but i just dance, with the thought of repping us, and enjoy. haa. thats enough for me already. if that is not enough then i simply have to work on it more. haha.
hmm, haven really got to do my own things since the start of the year. but, don't think i will bother now. haha.
AND YES,
thank you ore. :D
thank you FD, BW, allegra, ken.
nice sessioning with all of you, now sushi can session for the fun of it again. and not session to train for competition. to me it kinda feels weird to session for a comp. haha.
well, sometimes exprience does matters. its not an execuse for me. but its a fact.
but to me, attitude and hardwork are most important, and now i know where i stand, and i can proceed from there. haha.
go ronnie. gogogogogo.
but, for now, im chillin. haha. SUSHI BABY.
i know that are things i should have done. but i just dance, with the thought of repping us, and enjoy. haa. thats enough for me already. if that is not enough then i simply have to work on it more. haha.
hmm, haven really got to do my own things since the start of the year. but, don't think i will bother now. haha.
AND YES,
thank you ore. :D
thank you FD, BW, allegra, ken.
nice sessioning with all of you, now sushi can session for the fun of it again. and not session to train for competition. to me it kinda feels weird to session for a comp. haha.
well, sometimes exprience does matters. its not an execuse for me. but its a fact.
but to me, attitude and hardwork are most important, and now i know where i stand, and i can proceed from there. haha.
go ronnie. gogogogogo.
but, for now, im chillin. haha. SUSHI BABY.
Saturday, May 03, 2008
another round.
wrong mindsets is very badddddddd.
that makes me very baddd. haha.
well, part and parcel of life. i hope i can learn through this journey. which i know i will. just need more positive energy.
STOP BEING NEGATIVE MAN. haha. chill, and relax one corner. hoho. GOGOGOGOGO.
to blackjack, terrinagi and nice&easy,
lets rep NRA. BIG TIME. muahahahahaha. :X
that makes me very baddd. haha.
well, part and parcel of life. i hope i can learn through this journey. which i know i will. just need more positive energy.
STOP BEING NEGATIVE MAN. haha. chill, and relax one corner. hoho. GOGOGOGOGO.
to blackjack, terrinagi and nice&easy,
lets rep NRA. BIG TIME. muahahahahaha. :X
Thursday, May 01, 2008
CAUTION: DEGRADING HEALTH.
i need to live like a human. seriously.
im slapping myself in the face.
hai. what a disappoint, time and again. -.-
im slapping myself in the face.
hai. what a disappoint, time and again. -.-
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
time for an update!
KO NIGHT.
damn, din really felt good about it to be honest. very different feeling compare to normal competitions that we joined. haha. gonna have to freestyle this saturday. SO DEAD MAN.
need to work on it big time.
I need to be more confident. so i can freestyle without mirror. but freestyling with mirror is already cmi. lol. CHIONG AR! great chance for breakthrough. haha.
well, gonna be dancing alot nowadays. WOOTs.
BEST THING THATS HAPPENING LATER.
ann's class. yay!
:D
damn, din really felt good about it to be honest. very different feeling compare to normal competitions that we joined. haha. gonna have to freestyle this saturday. SO DEAD MAN.
need to work on it big time.
I need to be more confident. so i can freestyle without mirror. but freestyling with mirror is already cmi. lol. CHIONG AR! great chance for breakthrough. haha.
well, gonna be dancing alot nowadays. WOOTs.
BEST THING THATS HAPPENING LATER.
ann's class. yay!
:D
Monday, April 21, 2008
fantazia
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here is 120 'thank you's to all of NRA dancers. its been a pleasure and my honor to dance along side you guys. really amazing dancers.
thank you ann, i doubt you will read this because you are probably too busy with work but, still i hope you know that im thankful for everything,
for believing in me,
giving me chances,
for scolding me,
for telling me my flaws,
for correcting me,
for making me a better dancer,
for making me a better man,
for tell me to have faith.
the list could nv end. but i just wanna tell you, that i would have nv be what i am now without you. so, THANK YOU! :D
fantazia is really a breath taking experience for me. some of my first times are given to fantazia. like doing a jazz item. i would have nv been able to picture myself doing that. and a contemporary/hiphop item like apologize. stressful item i must say, since the dancers inside are all people i respect and look up to alot.
candyman: thank you peiyi and vicks. i know im not the best partnerwork guy around but, i had a great time man, hope you all bruises faster go away aite? haha. and props to JJ, you imagination is wayyyy to sick. formation, groups. lol. RESPECT! and sorry if i make you piss off. cause sometimes i know i like lazy. :D
fever: thank you jaei and mingli. really, its my first time doing jazz so i bad you 2 definately had to put up with alot of hiccups during partnerwork right! ahahaha SORRY AR! but its really hard to look expensive. lol. seriosuly, but its fun to try. whatever it is, thank you to both of you! been my pleasure to do partnerwork with you 2. :D
come to me: lol, to ter and chao, amazing job. despite we like super ultimate last minute. but it did turn out okk right! ahaha.
hate that i love you: thank you ken for the choreo. its something that i have been wanting to do for soooooo damn long. finally i got it. mad props to the choreography. smooth and got feel man. but i cant carry it out as well yet, I WILL JIA YOU DE! :D
thank you jaei again, i know sometime i spin you too long you feel like vomiting. haha. but i enjoyed that item with you. even though our ending always poke each otehr eye or nose. hahaha. JIA YOU AR! :D
make your body move: this is one is for XF man, hope he will be a happy man when he sees the video. lol, great reviews from other people though. haha, loved the item. and the 'bazooka'
helena: thank you fredy. to be honest i kinda struggled with your choreography. cause is damn hard hitting and the lines need to be extended beyond limits. but, without your choreography, it would not have made me realise the lines that i can do. and great conept! haha. and its my first time putting eye shadow. WOO.
yutaki: thank you yutaki. even though you wont see this. but i had fun. and its an honor to do an item along side the pioneer of NRA. :D
cant help but wait: and other amazing dancer's choreography. thank you for giving a chance to do your item clement. its really nice, well. at least i enjoyed alot. even though you call me set self pract then end up everyone slack like dunno what. hahahaa.
apologize: thank you Ann, for letting me do this item. it has really open my mind up alot to take in new stuff that i never thought that i will ever touch. really. thank you for such inspiring me through your choreography. you never cease to amaze me. :D
thank you, terence, yen, jun chao, xuan feng, ken, fredy, sophan for having me in your showcases. i really learnt alot. be it showmanship, feel, groove or control. i think you guys helped me out alot. thank you.
well, fantazia is over before we know it. well, there will never be another fantazia same as this. its a memory that i will keep with me forever. haha, i enjoyed the process. hope everyone feels the same way too.
DANCE HARD PEOPLE!
and yes, do send me the pictures/videos if its not to much to ask for. :D
well, fantazia is over before we know it. well, there will never be another fantazia same as this. its a memory that i will keep with me forever. haha, i enjoyed the process. hope everyone feels the same way too.
DANCE HARD PEOPLE!
and yes, do send me the pictures/videos if its not to much to ask for. :D
Thursday, April 17, 2008
FANTAZIA
its just hours to showtime. i know theres alot of things we should have do, should not have do.
but it does not matter anymore. even if its not danzation.
i hope we can give our all and put up a good shows. be it whatever reasons. for your own family, for yourself, for your friends.
i just hope fantazia will be good. i really hope it will be good.
lets put aside our difference and dance as a CREW alright? for just this 2 days?
thank you everyone for being part on this journey with me till now.
lets shine. :D
but it does not matter anymore. even if its not danzation.
i hope we can give our all and put up a good shows. be it whatever reasons. for your own family, for yourself, for your friends.
i just hope fantazia will be good. i really hope it will be good.
lets put aside our difference and dance as a CREW alright? for just this 2 days?
thank you everyone for being part on this journey with me till now.
lets shine. :D
Friday, April 11, 2008
to myself.
its getting better.
its good to believe. to have faith.
because when you embrace what is happening, you can then react to it, then escaping.
low confidence is no longer an execuse.
i want a breakthrough?
then i gotta work towards it.
don't talk, DO.
don't EXPECT, but have faith.
because when you have faith, you will see the light.
faith doesnt only come from within you, it comes from around you.
people around you have faith in you, but i myself then need to have faith.
its hard, i know. but its part of growing up.
its hard, yet its something i want so much.
so, have faith ron. :)
its good to believe. to have faith.
because when you embrace what is happening, you can then react to it, then escaping.
low confidence is no longer an execuse.
i want a breakthrough?
then i gotta work towards it.
don't talk, DO.
don't EXPECT, but have faith.
because when you have faith, you will see the light.
faith doesnt only come from within you, it comes from around you.
people around you have faith in you, but i myself then need to have faith.
its hard, i know. but its part of growing up.
its hard, yet its something i want so much.
so, have faith ron. :)
Thursday, April 10, 2008
one week away to showtime.
i just realise how weak i am.
i need to be strong, and stay that way.
because im the only son.
because i wanna be leaned on.
because i wanna be strong.
please.
have faith.
i need to be strong, and stay that way.
because im the only son.
because i wanna be leaned on.
because i wanna be strong.
please.
have faith.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
fantazia is nearing. and random thoughts are coming.
yes, everyone is feeling the heat now. some people might regret not putting enough effort up till now.
and im definately one of them. not that im purposely slacking but i just feel that i cant take out my 100% like last time. and i really wanna know why. seriously.
i have new found respect for alot of people. people that i take it for granted. like Ann, the alumnis, seniors, juniors and also freshies.
sometimes its those small things that make you change you point of view, and you end up feeling stupid about your assumptions about people. its been a long time since i really wrote in this blog i guess.
but i just wanna say thanks to everyone that ever came across my life.
and i wanna say sorry, for things i could have done/say, shouldnt have done/say.
i wanna be a better man. but, HOW.
and im definately one of them. not that im purposely slacking but i just feel that i cant take out my 100% like last time. and i really wanna know why. seriously.
i have new found respect for alot of people. people that i take it for granted. like Ann, the alumnis, seniors, juniors and also freshies.
sometimes its those small things that make you change you point of view, and you end up feeling stupid about your assumptions about people. its been a long time since i really wrote in this blog i guess.
but i just wanna say thanks to everyone that ever came across my life.
and i wanna say sorry, for things i could have done/say, shouldnt have done/say.
i wanna be a better man. but, HOW.
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