almost.

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of
being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the
words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to
miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed
you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with you
I should have made you my boo boy
Yeah that's one time I shoulda broke the rules
I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escape
Shoulda turned a almost into
If it happend now its too late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to
miss when you never had
Never almost had you

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i know this is random but it just happens that love songs hit me hard sometimes.
well, the song lyrics kinda applies to me. BUT! I'm not regretting. i just look back at the past and smiled that it happened.

then again, i dunno man. its whatever, i got a whole life ahead of me, yet, sometimes i look back at the should have/could have. stupid me? or stubborn me?

you tell me.

well, at least i learn lessons. but then again, it seems that the lessons i 'took', took a toll on me. kinda snowballed and made me what i am now. my confession to make today.

i already forget how to fall in love with someone, how to care for someone.

now don't mix me up with those emo faggots. im not sad. im just saying.

because, how could i miss what i never had? :/