BIG SMILE?

wasted my saturday away.

fucking wasted.

for today:

music has lost its beauty.

food has lost its taste.

air feels heavy and cold.

feelings are only left with nothing but melancholy.

home has lost its warmth.

sun has lost its shine.

everything has lost what they originally had.

i wanna destroy my world.

so that i can start rebuilding.

piece by piece.

please kill my world. the world i hate living in.

please.

please.

because i really want to have a big big smile.