its been long!

hey people! wassup wassup wassup!

haha, i know its been long since i last updated by yea, tml its gonna be the semi finals of suntec heats dance 2009!

its getting sick there, well, magic number 11. :D

HAHA, work hard people, work smart.

enjoy the process that makes you grow so much that you dont even see it until its over. so people, stay positive! :D

if you're happy and you know it, clap your hands. CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP.


I <3 Zoe. HAHAHAA. :P

to zoe ng kaili:

I LOVE YOU ZOE. :)

Its amazing how you make me smile. <3

teach me?

omg, im seriously trippin'

i need to keep my straighten up!

damn. well, we will what fate has installed for us. hahaha.

good night world.

3:07 AM now.

FUCK MAN, I CANT FALL ASLEEP. ZZZ.

the truth?

been long since I last had a post eh?

well, if you guess are wondering how I've been doing, seriously I can tell you I've been better. haha. because right now my mind is in a weird state right now. I even doubt why am I feeling the way I am feeling now, or up till now.

but if I look at my life based on facts, I shud be feeling good instead, I get to dance everyday, I got my brothers, finished my choreos. I shud not be stressing over anything now eh?

but damn, issit the over-stretch pessimisitic character in me that has taken over so much that I forget what it is like to be happy?

well, maybe its just part of the journey to finding myself.

I realise I always rush into things. Screw me, need to find that chill side of me when it comes to issues that need to be handle delicately i guess. CHILL PILL!

well, i wanted to type more but im watch some stand ups and some battles vids.

man, the popping in SG is gettin crazier by the minute! haha.

props to all y'all dancers. :D

out!

crazy months up ahead.

yes, i can foresee its gonna be crazy for the next few months.

BIG GROOVE! woo, im ready to start man. damn!

SUNTEC! haha. lets hope we will meet soon and wun laugh thru all of our pract.

ermm, lets see what else?

......


I WANNA LEVEL UP DANCE! :D

on a path to self discovery.

I want to stop relying on people to believe me.

&

I want to start believing myself.
I want to motivate myself.
I want to realize myself.
I want to be truthful to myself.
I want to breakthrough within myself.

then i will discover myself.

p.s all the "want" in the post were originally "need" :/

20 more days to the one year countdown.

well, life has been pretty good this few days, after all the crazy things we went through. I really appreciate the kind of kind life you can go to the studio with no obligations to anything and just really work and dance and enjoy it. its been far too long since we last did that man.

all the sessions, stunt trying and stupid things. good times man.

sometimes when u enjoy so much in one aspect of your life, you really tend to just forget about the other side of life, be it family, relationship, of even just life itself.

Take me for example, I don't reallly have much of a life outside of dance. my life does revolve around dance alot, yet I still think back at times, what happened to my life?

Its like the studio is a place I will subconsciously go every single day. maybe not the weekends because im prolly with mums, and its like I see other people from my camp, they go home, clubbing, etc..

my is just dance dance and more dance. not that im complaining but if someone were to ask me what do I do outside of dance, honestly I dun have an ans for them man. damn!

sometimes i really hope that politics in NRA will lighten abit, the way they go at each other sometimes, its even amazing to know we are all the same club. We shud honestly just treat each other with a more open-minded attitude. me especially. because I know when I fuck someone up, they really get it good.

but come on, I know this club is a good place to be in, but why not everyone lets make the effort to let this club be the best place to be in? lol. not tryin to start propaganda or shit but i just feel if we really pay attention to the smaller issues in the club, alot of big issues would be solve without us even needing to lift a finger. but sometimes we all just get too comfortable and leave things as it be.

well, i hope we start loving, and stop hating man. damn..

and good luck to what i wanna achieve. lol.

peace people.

after thoughts of this crazy 2 months.

first up, CONGRATS TO NRA! WE ARE ONE SICK CLUB! haha.

yes for all that dunno, singapore is gonna be represented by your very own JOYCE AND THE BOYS, dun take theirs boys literally. they serve your asses man.

yes, both i go thanking my brothers, i just wanna thank a very special group of people.

kinderjoy

I'm really really thankful that you guys are willing to trust me with helping you all out with your piece and giving me a chance to share with you guys what I could offer. haha. from the first day u guys learnt blue magic, till the day on the finals, I really think you guys changed my mindset towards you all, and how training people can be as rewarding as competing. really really a heartfelt thanks to yan shun, shawnald, alvin, xiao qiang & and the thorns among the rose, stacey. HAHAHA.


and now for the sushi people:

you fellows know better then most of them do. what I wanna say is we, after all, did fulfill our motive for this comp. which is to just join as sushi, and dance as sushi. doing it our way. be it the comp screwed, judges or whatever shit comes, we stay true to what we believe in. thats how we do it aite? Malex i know you wan the 4k bad but damn look at you know, singapore kid rainen already la sia. matter of time brothers, and dun forget we still need to pull ore with us doing the piece on stage the next time sushi represent. well till then, we shud just all enjoy baowen's moment of glory at the finals. :D

to basic motion:

I've said it once, i still stand by what I say.

BASIC MOTION, is the crew name that I wanna take it to the top.

YEA, YOU HEARD IT. RMB IT BITCHES. HAHAHHAA. :D
no punt intended.

but personally I really enjoyed alot in BM. although our practices are fucked up, always not productive. end up talk cock chill, but i like the fact we share the same dream in this journey.
from we dun even dare to join this comp,
to rushing choreo out,
to learning and improving the choreo,

funny moments like,
JJ wanna crack his back,
david keep sneezing, asking every question possible to be as precise,
baowen always holding that invisible cigarette whe we start and always out diao one corner,
boss always come in and go " sorry guys, i really try already." if not, "gusy ar, maybe wanna go thru again with me?" LOL.
and me always trying to act like good but fucked up also.
or farid will be all over the place, kinderjoy-ing and bm-ing.

the process where we thinking what song to use,
what face to give,
self shiok when see practise video,
trying out effects,
messing up shit,
arguing ( mainly me and farid, and for the lamest of things ),
being all nervous during heats,
being all envious at RA and JATB training cause they are always so focused,
envy other people,
listen to malex to shit/ give faith,
try out closer to god jump,
david keep wan to have swag,
bw doesnt quit with JJ,
zx codenamed green turtle with the hoody,
zx go hospital,
the 5 of us worried like shit,
trying to act like it did not affect us much,
coming up with formation on the spot,
and till the final showdown,
where the spotlight shone on us, on that very stage.

its been a dope experience. really crazy. all the more out of the world because its with you guys.
well, guess its turns out to be a bittersweet ending and we all learnt that smalls things that get overlooked will turn into something big one day.

so yea. I LOVE SUSHI MOTION.

to top it off, I LOVE NRA.

but even top that shit off, I LOVE MY MUM. :D

sushi motion

GUYS, please make all necessary arrangements needed, to rip the shit up on sat and sun.

finally its down to the finals, hopefully for groove too.

well, all we can do now is to believe, work hard, push ourselves over the damn limit.

and finally, show love on the day itself.

GO GO GO!

sushi motion FIGHTING! :D

we are damn lucky. DAMN lucky.

well, first of all, congrats to all the groove and sbdc people making it thru.

damn. we really too lucky already.

its been super tiring till now, i still feeling the fatigue in me. hopefully my body recharges soon. for the finals.

anyway, BM, we know what we need to work on. so yea, its the state of mind. we can do it!

other then that, i just wanna give big UPS to all NRA teams. I love you all to the max. :D

another crazy week coming up

GROOVE AND SBDC.

NRA FIGHTINGGGGGGG!

hope all teams get through man. then world peace. AHAHHA.

anyway, work hard ronnie! u got alot of shit to do man! :D

to the CKC champions

I'm damn proud of you guys today. honest, 100% from the heart. :D

CHAMPIONS IN DA HOUSE!!!

to myself:

I made a promise and I plan to stick to it.

I wanna get back to the times, where I actually worked hard, and not just slacking around and shit.

Self control ron. Self control.

Only I can make the change happen. and yes, I want to change.

!!!!

to a brother of mine:

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY DAVID.
wishing you be all that you strive to be,
and may we rock the stage together soon.

peace. :)

i can feel it. its coming, bit by bit

wanted to wish my brothers Baowen and DVN good luck for their presentation tml.

AFTER THAT DAVID GRADUATE. and BW still got one sem to go. lol

and too all studying for exams, please score high high.



and to my sushi brothers, are u guys starting to feel it? lol. im feeling it already. :D

oh yea. its the lover's day.

happy valentine's day to all the lovers out there.

to all the singles, haha, better luck next year! LOL.

a reminder to ronnie:

well, time and again, challenges you face are to make you stronger. not to break you down. but we, or rather I, tend to forget that.

SO, if people around you look like they are way better then you, they probably are. so start working on it yo. :D

then again, its is always to express, never to impress. so keep it on the right track.

you'll be fine. have faith. :)

hmm. i think i've changed. like damn!

like the title says, i think i've changed. haha. I'm lazier now. like SLACK to the core. haha, maybe I shud just let someone slap me in my face and tell me how lousy I am to make me wake up and work hard all over again.

but then again, realizing that myself would be a better option I guess, after all, when you understand a situation, then one will make the effort to make a difference. Rather that doing it blindy just because someone says you're like this or that.

Groove in the west is nearing! man, im super excited! haha. finally sushi has began training again. but damn, we need to step up man, really too slack. remind & push each other aite?

Saw the teams that are coming from NRA. its just too imba. I still rmb we just stood in the studio, 5 of us looking depress and shit. hella funny. REMEMBER YO, we are just in to have a good time, enjoy the process and each other company. we dun get this chance often eh.

hmm, been recently trying to remind myself to extend when i dance, of course i wanna make my dancing look bigger that what it is now, but I hope I don't lose me in the process man. sometimes you are so obsessed with something you lose yourself. so, take it as it come ron, push yourself, but dun cross the wrong line. haha.

haha, guess thats it for now. BED TIME! :D

amazed.

Finally, I got a shot at doing what I wanted to do for so long. freaking unbelievable.

THANK YOU YIU!

Now I really understand why somethings had been told to me. and to understand then one will really work on their weakness.

LAST TIME baby.

FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLL!

shit man. argh! :D

funkamania 09!

tml is most probably a big day for alot of dancers in sg. hahaha.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE! well, this year alot of upcoming crews, and alot of crews that come back strong.

exciting man! its nice to be able to just enjoy what they have to share. :D

anyway, catch a glimpse of yiu and bo today!

yiu is as good as ever man. SICK!!!! so is bo. nabei.

cant wait for the classes man. :D