funkamania 09!

tml is most probably a big day for alot of dancers in sg. hahaha.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE! well, this year alot of upcoming crews, and alot of crews that come back strong.

exciting man! its nice to be able to just enjoy what they have to share. :D

anyway, catch a glimpse of yiu and bo today!

yiu is as good as ever man. SICK!!!! so is bo. nabei.

cant wait for the classes man. :D

slow, but at least im moving.

Chinese new year was ok. Man, my mum went on a spending spree and I was lucky enough to be in it.

Spend some quality with my mum, and with myself in the studio. gotta admit it brings me all the way back when i was a freshie practicing alone in the studio. all the turns & isolations I forced myself to do when it got so boring. BUT HEY! when you really put your heart and soul into it and feel each movement you are doing, you are bound to discover something new eh?

haha. hmm, actually life seems pretty good now, except the fact that Im still an army boy. but yea, i like it the way it is, dance, choreo, teach, chill, eat, sleep, have fun. ahah. dun wan to ask for too much.

but yea, keeping my options opened. :D

CLASSES ARE BACK!

YEA MAN! classes have started.

DOPE! time to break out of my comfort zone, and learn. like really hardcore learning.

hopefully my bad habits dun kick in as much. SELF CONTROL BABY!

haha. well, shoutout to sushi:


Lets do this brothers.

rip this shit up.

one step closer.

guess, everyone has to grow, one way or the other.

I got a couple of new year resolutions to add in already man. LOL.

New roles to take on, new responsibilities to handle.

Opportunities to improve is all around. its whether am i ready to grab it and embrace it with an open mindset and attitude.

I have to admit Im still quite reluctant about some issues. heh.

well, lets start with dance classes then! :D

BACK TO BASICS!!!!!!!

omg. to myself.

you seriously need to keep up. haha.

stop messing around yo.

but its all good. :D

BOTTLES UP!

PUT EM UP!

WHAT MOTHERFUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

and the beats goes on,

da da da.. :D

wow, tagged!

I've got nothing to do/type but i feel like blogging and mr saneshane tagged me. lol so here goes,

Here are the rules:
Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged.

Don’t forget to leave them a comment “You’re It!” and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me back let me know when you’ve posted your blog so I can see your answers. (i really dun feel this paragraph, kinda gay. LOL.)

1) Im a taekwondo blackbelt holder.

2) I love newera caps. totally. but fuck the fake shit. i only buy authentic ones nowadays. bad exp with the fakes.

3) I drink alot of bubble tea/coffee bean/starbucks.

4) I have ET fingers because i bite my nails alot.

5) I had never had a girlfriend before. yes, i know i know..

6) I love basketball comics.

7) I like corners, and thick blankets.

8) I dun dare to wear boxers until i came into NRA and kinda forced into. but boxers are dope.

9) I am an introvert, and low confidence guy.

10) The last time I got angry was in secondary 2.

people tagged:

8 Steps
soul out crew

thank you for making me realize once again.

EXPRESSION FROM THE HEART.

never, was it was to impress. damnnn!

a good start to the year?

I AM SUPER INSPIRED TO DANCE.
I AM SUPER INSPIRED TO IMPROVE.
I AM SUPER INSPIRED TO CHOREOGRAPH.
I AM SUPER INSPIRED TO FREESTYLE.
I AM SUPER INSPIRED TO EXPRESS MYSELF.

I CANT EXPLAIN HOW INSPIRED I AM.
BUT I AM THANKFUL FOR BEING ABLE TO DANCE.
:D

2009 resolutions.

1) Dance. be better at it, enjoy it more, dance more. take it to the next level.

2) Spend more time with my family & friends, be a better friend/son/person.

3) Start a love life maybe? HAHA. we'll see man.


till then, ENJOY 2009 PEOPLE!

start the year good so its gonna stay that way the whole year! :D

goodbye 2008.

DANZATION TWO ZERO ZERO EIGHT

Magic happened on the 19th and 20th of December this year.

Magic Im lucky enough to witness, lucky enough to be a part of.

Although there are always faults to pin point out of productions, and we indeed do have, but I'm still very proud of each and everyone of you. You guys proved to yourselves you are on another level. By being professional, being disciplined, and still not forgetting the fun and love. We will DEFINITELY turn into a 200 STRONG crew in time to come. Not some better some weak. ALL STRONG baby. LOL.

I really consider myself more than lucky to be able to do 6 items in this production. lol, thats more then i can handle. all because of all the dope ass choreographers stressing us up with sick pieces.

im just sad that i could do a few pieces though, cause like my brother ORE is choreographing and i dun have the chance to do it, same goes to Darren for Tanglin, damn sorry i pulled out of it man. but i really cant attend any training. like bad to join in. LOL. THERES ALWAYS NEXT TIME! :D

This danzation has really been a huge stepping stone for me, I learnt alot because this time round i get to teach, its really a wonderful experience, getting to work with people with diff personalities, diff styles, diff focuses.

to my people in addiction:

THANK YOU! im really really really honored to have you guys in this piece. I know my sessions are little and we nv really got the chance to have full force at training but its doesnt really matter eh? because i believe you guys did great the 2 nights. plus u all have to go thru the most jia lat quick change in the whole danzation. LOL! sorry!

Firstly I wanna thank you all for willingly to be inside this piece, i know the style of it is still damn raw, super unrefined, but you guys still went thru with me! APPRECIATED! haha. and thank you for tolerating my naggy and sometime pointless explanantions because im not exactly a good speaker/teacher. BUT I PROMISE I WILL IMPROVE NEXT TIME! haha.

LOVE YOU GUYS. *bows*


haha, I know iits really abit O_O to some people as of why would i choose a song like addiction. But actually when i chose the song, i wanted to choreograph something that can push myself to another level character wise, thus i choose a song more of a sleek feeling, because to be sleek on stage, man, you gotta work that confidence like no other man. I wont say im there already, but i know im on the track. HAHA. hows fast i can go will depend luh. But im hoping i can go at full throttle from now till FOREVER! HAHAHA.

so yea. thats like the main idea behind the thing. hahhaa. random i know. LOL.

and i realize i really like sharing/teaching, whatever you call it. alot, its a nice feeling. when u see others realize something because of something u say or done. haha.

and yes, although i suck a choreography but i LOVE IT! hahaa. its like another outlet to express myself.

just hope i will get chances like this again. HAHA.

AND YES, I AM SUPER DUPER UBER QUBER WUBER RUBER TUBER YUBER PUPER FUPER GUPER HUPER JUPER KUPER LUPER ZUPER XUPER CUPER VUPER BUPER NUPER MUPER proud of my SUSHI brothers, AND of course the BBRT & da PPPPPs yo.

freaking talents. i hate standing next to you all, u all area like cheatcode dancers. use GAMESHARK one. hahaha.

but nevertheless, i love you guys. BIG TIME. haha.

one last shoutout to my SUSHI crew:

FD - you already know how proud of you I am, keep going man. reach for the skies, and dont stop there. :D

ORE - AGHH FATHER! hahaha, heal your shit up fast eh. let see you work your magic soon. and yes, i wanna do your choreography next time round. SWITCH! ahaha.

JiaJun - SUP house king. haha. DOPE music, even better dancing, DONT ever doubt yourself of your improvement alright? i know sometimes you feel like you nv improve, but believe me, thats the last thing you should worry about.

Baowen - *do the chest pop* lolololol. wassup t---y b--r. LOLOLOL. great showman huh someone. UP already la hor. but the addiction stunt really O_O but then again, its part and parcel of growing up. dont stop aite? we still got long roads to go, as sushi. HAHA. :D

Malex - lol, must call you malex already. BBOY in da crew. You really fucking talented for a bboy. but u really are one eccentric dude. i nv see people will shout so loud for no fuck reason one. LOL. but hey thats you. and im good with it. LOL. but back to bboying, look at you, 1 year plus and u are already bboying with the top crews in the scene. go to korea man. haha. STRONGER EVERYDAY BITCH. all the best for your bboying. but dun forget your dance aite.

so thats my first part of DANZATION aftermath thoughts. haha. more are coming so yea.

AND BTW! IM 8-5 BABY! DANCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :D

NOW, ITS THE NEW REVOLVING AGE.

IM PUMPED UP FOR DANZATION. I CAN FEEL IT ALREADY.

GUYS CAN YOU ALL FEEL IT!

NOT THE PRESSURE, BUT THE EXCITEMENT. THE WONDERFUL FEELING ON STAGE.

THE FEELING OF PERFORMING AND SHARING TO EVERYONE THAT HAS COME DOWN TO SUPPORT US.

COME ON NRA. ITS TIME TO LET THEM WITNESS THE NEW REVOLVING AGE.

this picture damn got aura. LOL. XD

life is never a smooth ride.

weirdest things happen at weirdest timing in your life.

really. a weird mixture of emotions.

ALL I WANNA SAY TODAY IS,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUSHI!

we are 2 years old!

YAY!

and i finally got a sushi shirt i can wear out one. nb, the previous one XXL. ultimate la.

and screw ore for being so sick. Smellyyyyyyyyyyyyyy with a capital S.

DANCE DANCE! :D

you, me, us, we, family.

We've been working our asses off. OK, maybe not me. I only dance like 2 days per week. LOL.

As much as I wanna complain about the lost time, I figured I rather be thinking how to make full use of the coming free time.

Anyway, I liked the full run today.
maybe its the cheering,
maybe its the improvement of everyone,
maybe its seeing the amount of effort put in no matter how bad the vibe gets,
maybe its being able to dance finally after 5 days,
maybe its seeing my friends,
maybe its the music,

I don't really know why but it felt good. haha.

The talent in this club is really amazing, beyond imagination man.

but, the effort and the people's zeal, its even more impressing.

Ok, you might think im blowing things up trying to make everyone feel good. but I mean what I say, 100% straight up.

I know many feel that we aren't ready for stage, but I think its come to a point, its no longer whether we should judge ourselves bases on simple facts, how well you do a step, how did you manage to put in showmanship for that item.

I think its already boiling down to our WANT for this to happen, if we really WANT it to happen, 2 weeks is more then enough time to get whatever you want right. To me at least, i think this way.

I felt dry the last feel runs, its almost im only dancing because there's a full run, if not, I would not even get a chance to dance. I really felt sucky, I know I wanna dance every weekend, yet, when i actually stepped into the studio, I lost myself, amidst the commotion, the talking, the music. I can barely see myself in the mirror. Lost.

I find myself shy away from my own eyes when i dance in the mirror, I felt a sense of guilt, like I did not do a lot of people justice, like the people who allowed me to have a chance at their showcases. that's a really really lousy feeling. Not knowing your stuff, feeling like you are dragging an item down.

but now, its really a lot better for me now. I feel the love from my friends. See them taking the effort to approach me to teach me. Believe me, im damn thankful for it, although I don't look like I am. Now at least i know my stuff, i can start working on really making it good. Its a blardy late time to start only now, i know. I don't even wanna waste time defending myself for that.

If 2 weeks is what I have, then 2 weeks it is. I wanna be positive, be able to spur myself on in tough times like this myself, only then i can also affect my friends around me. I don't wanna rely anymore. I hate my habit of always letting small things get the better of me, always needing constant consolation.

I wanna be a better man. a even better dancer. And I swear I will be. Even though im as ordinary as one can get.

heh.

man, its whatever.

sometimes, its just one of those days, you just feel tired, demoralized, lazy, messy, countless thoughts in your mind, find yourself all over the place.

today kinda feels exactly like that.

maybe I din have enough sleep last night,
maybe Im worried about posting,
maybe Im feeling fucked up after hearing Ann told us today.

there are 1001 reasons to feel fucked up.

but i just wan to find my escape.

it used to be the studio, maybe because of danzation, there's an unknown sense of responsibility that i am not particularly good at handling yet.

I really want danzation to be a big success. i know it will be.

maybe its army, maybe i know i gotta waste another week.

man, its whatever.. im one messed up guy. zzz.

punched right in the gut.

and i cant do shit about it.

and theres army to take time away from you. zzz.

sometimes, life just really fucks you up to make sure you learn it the hard way.

and now happens to be one on those times. zzz.

come on, gimme what I want!

on the side note:

people please jia you for danzation, although we keep saying alot of things not done, but i see like actually alot of items done le. show everyone just put in effort to make the best out of it k?

don't let the negativity force you to practice.

instead, let the positivity motivate you to strive even harder. IF, you get what i mean. :D

peace people.

ron gonna be out for 2 weeks.

miss me. HAA

butterflies in the stomach.

i always get this feeling when i know i have to book in today. even though its like nth much, but somehow theres a part of me feeling uneasy about it.

Maybe its because I know i have to see another week fly pass just like that,
maybe im worried about my mum,
Maybe im worried about danzation.

or I just plainly dislike army.

man, i was about to blog some positive shit but NS just keeps bringing me down. boo.

BUT, im happy that im gonna finish addiction piece soon, sorry to all the dancers, i know i choreograph freaking slow. next time i will jia you! if there's the next time.

ok! i will update when i come back later. now like abit run out of ideas.

and, im happy that i got to be part of the choreography team this time, learn alot, been amazed by talent in the club yet again. man, SICK! :D

freaking cliche post

i wanna type alot, but im freaking tired to do so now. so im gonna hit the sack.

updating in a while! ;D

haha. nice & simple. just the way i like it.

a small little surprise by the people in the studio today. haha, its a nice fuzzy feeling to experience once in a while. so THANKS.

the chocolate damn nice. haha.

this goes out to everyone doing danzation:

well, I believe danzation will be a success. because every book out i hit the studio, its just amazing to see that everyone improved so much. its amazing. haha.

maybe its bias to say this but i think da sushi peeps are improving at like rocket-speed. damn amazing. the 5 of you are like dancing at another level already, plus you guys are like in planning, music, vice president, working. man, u guys have high stress torlerance man.

mad respect.

but that doesnt take away anything from everyone else, so i just wanna say i hope you guys can really chill more in the studio, dun look so tensed up. you guys are doing great ah!

love watching you guys dance. ;D

suddenly a random thought

PPPPP stands for:

people who party, play, practice and perform.

HAHA. told you its gonna be random. :/