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get me? lol. i hope my birthday wish can be fulfilled.

you speak funny english.

damn. i actually have 2 lessons cancelled this week. WOOOOOOO.

but, nabei got make up for it. wtf is this.

DAMN. my teacher talks with an indian accent, when he is chinese. -.-

i think he got it over the holidays.

im bored, i think i should sleep, or maybe play PSP.

NONONONONONONONO.

i should practise isolations, basics.

wait, i forgot that im in class. muahaha.

THANK YOU. I LOVE ALL OF YOU.

i can't stop smiling now.

i feel like im the most blessed kid on earth.

i really really love you guys.

im lazy to type out the rest, but i really love you guys. even just an sms, the fuzzy warmth i felt was nice. :D

alrights. have a good night everyone! :D

the time is now.

Youre my last breathe
Youre a breathe of fresh air to me
Hi, Im empty
So tell me you care for me

Youre the first thing
And the last thing on my mind
In your arms I feel
Sunshine

On a promise
A day dream yet to come
Time is upon us
Oh but the night is young

Flowers blossom
In the winter time
In your arms I feel
Sunshine

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Lets make this moment last

You may find yourself
Out on a limb for me
Could you expect it as
A part of your destiny

I give all I have
But its not enough
And my patience is shot
So Im calling your bluff

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Lets make this moment last

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Lets make this moment ... last

And we gave it time
All eyes are on the clock
But time takes too much time
Please make the waiting stop

And the atmosphere is charged.
In you I trust.
And I feel no fear as i
Do as I must.

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Lets make this moment last.

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Lets make this moment last

Tempted by fear
And I wont hesitate
The time is now
And I cant wait

Ive been empty too long
The time is now
The tender night has gone
And the time has gone
Lets make this moment last
And the night is young
The time is now.
Lets make this moment last.

Give up yourself unto the moment
The time is now
Give up yourself unto the moment
Lets make this moment ... last.

subway + cookies + pasta + mocha = a full dino.

im so full right now.

SO FULL!

FULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

lol, i wanted to blog but i got no topic.

maybe i shud tell you all, i bought PSP. lol, but i owe JJ 120 bucks. -.-

wtf is this.

DAMN. im still full.

i want to dance. really, i itching already.

i think i shud get a brain transplant. or a heart transplant. my christmas wish is please take away all my feelings. :D

im so screwed mentally. i feel like slapping myself. but im too full to do so.

lol. CHILL AR! relac one corner.

now, all i wish for is to UP DANCE!

UP AR! KI AR! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

JIA YOU RONNIE! GOGOGOGOGOGOGO!

*pops confetti( how to spell this shit?)*

SALMON-ING in a few hours time!

SALMON IS THE BEST SEAFOOD MAN.

lol.

one more thing before i end off.

the last thing i wan to be:

A FUCKING BURDEN

super boring.

im trying not to be anxious.

im trying not to slack.

im trying to be a responsible.

im trying to be a sensible.

im trying to be a mature.

im trying to be a fun.

im trying to be a understanding.

im trying to be strong.

im trying to improve.

im trying to be the best i can be.

but it seems that im not trying hard enough. damn.

sunday~~

boring sunday. i need to adjust my sleep hours like real soon. if not im dead when school starts.

PRISON BREAK SEASON 2 DAMN GOSU.

and last but not least.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ORE!

u are 25. LOL. u half-fuck clubber. all the best man. :D

wtfisthis,itsgonnabe6amandyouarestillawake, uarescrewed, ron.

practice at convention center is gonna happen in 4hours and 10 mins more.

the best part is im still awake. gosu.

i want my coming weekends to be full of rest time. note, its not HOPE, but WANT.

so yea.

theres too many things to do, but there is too little time.

my brain is overloading with a whole lot of nothing. wtf. :/

blues.

i don't feel good now. im feeling weird.

i don't even know how to explain this.

i don't know how to name this feeling, empty? thats the closest thing i can come to.

but yet, i've good friends. REAL friends. :)

so what is it i'm feeling?

someone, gimme an answer.

please.

its sucks.

i'm sorry i gotten all emo and shit.

the only defence statement i got for myself is

im only human.

review for balls of fury.

MAGGIE Q IS GORGEOUS.

man, she is pretty!

pretty like real PRETTY kind. damn.

i love maggie q man. haha.

SEE?

haha, i know im over-reacting. but u gotta give it to her, she is one pretty girl. lol. the best part is i don't even know why am i so taken away by her. haha.

guess its just one of those days you get to see girls that blow your mind. ok, random.

days go by, and still i think of you.

finally i got a days rest. i even slept 12 hours straight! undisturbed!

damn shiok.

i wanna chill for the moment. and enjoy dance like how it was back then till the end of holidays. lol.

work, dance, friends.

man, nth more i can ask for right now.

and YES! JJ! WE FINALLY GOT OUR PSP AR! GOSU!

:D

HAPPY ZHONG CHIU JIE!

miss ya! :DDD

trippin.

Ain't nobody ever prove their love when

Things were all good

And two people are smiling

Love is found way down in the trenches

When he's throwin a fit

And she is sittin there crying

We tear it up

To patch it up

Break up

To make up

The show goes round and round

And that how we get down

We go back and forth

And anyone who goes through this should know

That what i am saying is for real

Real love is meant this way

We say things that we don't mean

And that's the way love works out sometimes

He's trippin

She's trippin

And we both be trippin and

That's the way love works out sometimes

Cause when it's on it's on

And your no longer stressin'

And life teaches a lesson

That love is still a blessin

Cause when it's all said and done

Were back at square one

And that's the way love works out sometimes

What you know about screamin' yellin' cuzin' pushin', and rumblin' and arguing

Like it's 12 rounds up inside the garden

I say where the hell you going

And you say I'm getting up out of here

And I say you ain't going no where

Then I follow you down the stairs,Get in front of you and then I scream

Times like this I know you're

Still the one

And the truth is this is really love

And ooooh yeah

When I feel like going off

I brush my shoulders off

And you know...

And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes

You wont believe it until you see it

How much you need somebody

(need somebody)

And you'll never know how far you'll go

When you love somebody

(love somebody)

Ooohooh

Sometime we say the craziest things!

We say things that we don't mean

And that's the way love works out sometimes

He's trippin

She's trippin

And we both be trippin and

That's the way love works out sometimes

Cause when it's on it's on

And your no longer stressin'

And life teaches a lesson

That love is still a blessin

Cause when it's all said and done

Were back at square one

And that's the way love works out sometimes

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not heartbroken, but i thought i should share a nice song. well, for people going through a rough time, read.

haha, maybe i lied in this post. well. anyway for life's good no matter how shitty things get.

i still don't plan to break the promise about never dropping tears.

i don't have a title today.

firstly.

CONGRATS TO NRA!

we all made it. none of us backed out, we kept at it till the end. that alone is a feat.

everyone was on point that day, everyone showed how much the grew through this.

for that alone, everyone is a winner.

we all come a long way, from gathering groups, to the ' no studio ' shit, to last-minute-hunting-costume-like-crazy.

its been a lovely experience. one that i will never forget.

everyone knows i always have stone fac when i dance. but what changed me, was a comment given by a very matured dancer.

"when you dance, don't dance for yourself, don't dance to show how good you are. its never about that. dance for each other, your teammates, to show your love for dance."

seriously, think back, i kinda lose that. i was always complaining how incapable i am, i never show appreciation to people around me who put up with all my bullshit.

but when i heard that particular sentence, i realized how shallow i am. i have almost forgotten my true purpose of dancing. from passion, its slowly became competition. im glad i got kick in the but and realize how fucked up i am.

i really want to thank alot of people. 8 steps, Ann. everyone that even bothered to comment when they see our item. because it shows they care.

dance for me now, its really from a different perspective. this is just the beginning, theres alot more to learn. but with the people around me now, i think that journey is gonna be pretty fun.

ITS ALL LOVE. :)


well, dance aside, i just come to realize, sometimes being able to accept things just makes you move on faster.

guess what.

i actually got it from the movie 'ratatouille'

i've come to accept alot of things today.

i have accepted that sucks in handling relationships of any kind.

today is one of the few days i can really feel light hearted, and smile from within. even though the truth hurts, but accepting it makes the scar smaller.

well, advice of the day for myself

Accept life as it is, and make the best out of every other moment.

haha.

tomorrow.

finals is tomorrow.

haha. don't expect much.

just having fun, cause its we are too lucky to even get into finals.

thank you 8 steps for giving such a good time. and im sorry that i fucked up quite a fair amount of times.

to farid : thanks man, for being there, reminding me of the FACE. theres just so many things ar, thanks man. appreciate it. :D

to ore : lets try a 720 locker suicide next time! ahahhaa. i like the fact that we are always reminding each other to practise and stop slacking when we see each other goofing off. haha.

to alex : thank you for being the loud speaker at times. lol, i know you gonna be good in bboying. but don't forget dance as a whole man. cause theres always sushi around.

to JJ : lol, dude, thanks for letting me stayover the other night. i seriously will get stitch it i walked home. thanks for letting me stone when we on bus. haha. :D

to bao wen : seriously, i don't mean all the 'fuck you's i said to you. LOL. but sometimes you really random. but i guess thats whats makes you, you. LOL. seriously buy shoes the correct size next time. :D

to wei jie : dude, go get yourself a girl. don't ask me why, you just got that face man. hahaa. i see one coming straight at ya. HAHA. keep it up man, its the finals already. i know attachment is tiring but get through saturday and you are good. :D

to sophan : firstly, i seriously din like you the first time i saw you, being strict and stuff. but now i appreciate how responsible you are. thanks joining 8 steps. thank you for being with us freshies, for the song, for the choreo. haha. thanks balls. :D

theres so many things that i wanna write down but i think these things are already in the heart already so i guess i will just skip it.

thanks 8 steps. lets have fun this saturday. :DD

walking away.

Im walking away from the troubles in my life
Im walking away oh to find a better day
Im walking away from the troubles in my life
Im walking away oh to find a better day
Im walking away

Sometimes some people get me wrong
When its something Ive said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun
Thats why you turn and run
But now I truly realise
Some people dont wanna compromise
Well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
And well I dont wanna live my life too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights
Im sorry to say lady

Im walking away from the troubles in my life
Im walking away oh to find a better day
Im walking away from the troubles in my life
Im walking away oh to find a better day
Im walking away

Well Im so tired baby
Things you say youre driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby
Dont listen to the games they play
Girl I thought youd realiseIm not like them other guys
Cause I saw them with my own eyes
You shouldve been more wise
And well I dont wanna live my life too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights Im sorry to say lady

Im walking away from the troubles in my life
Im walking away oh to find a better day
Im walking away from the troubles in my life
Im walking away oh to find a better day
Im walking away

im not hungry, but im eating.
im tired, but im not sleeping.

why am i always doing the wrong thing?

tell me.

sometimes, walking away makes everything so much easier, even though its a bad way to end things.

and sometimes, i really wanna walk away.

but why can't i do it?

huge stone of my chest.

tell me how i should feel.

well, at least dance made me smile. :D

after 2 weeks.

its 1 week to SUNTEC!

and we got alot to do! hoho.

everyone gonna be tired.

well, GO GO GO! even though its tiring, but dancing everyday is not something we can do for the rest of our lives!

so we must enjoy this time fully!

hope no one gets injured too.



but i tell you,


i am fucking tired,


but i love it. LOL.

Suntec dance 2007

GO NRA!

GO POSH BITES!

GO IN BASS!

GO ROUGH ADDICTS!

GO F-BEATX!

last but not least,

GO 8 STEPS!

win or lose, we gonna take it all with us! :D

by physicist Willy Karen:

Everything that humans can imagine, Is a possibilty in reality.


woo, love this phrase.

and i still can't believe i got it out of a comic book.