report writing kills.

ok, within the next 2 weeks, i have to fnish writing my report. which my lecturer expects a good job to be done.

yet, im slacking and finding ways to kill time other the writing the damn report. lol.

i really don't know what i wanna blog about. haha.

i wanna change blog i think.

SIAN la.

everyone! lets jia you for later performance!

SHOWMANSHIP! hoho.

good luck to everyone. :D

do THE sequence.

ok, im nearing the project's dateline.

and fortunately, its still not that bad. WOO, amazing huh?

well, dance classes gonna stop for a WHOLE FREAKING MONTH after this week, luckily we have performance practise and suntec.

if not im really gonna die man.

woot, today is a good day as i achieved what i planned to do today. WOO. :)

advice:

take your time.

i came to school just for 20mins and im dismissed.

so, what to do now?

sleep. i wanna rest so i wun slack at the studio later. lol.

why am i such a slacker. LOL.

full of dancing.

i just danced.

im gonna dance tomorrow.

im dancing now.

im dancing for the whole of this week.

YAY. im loving it.

but i really need sleep. if not im gonna get shitty health. :D

p.s ok, is this even counted as an update? MUAHAHA. :X

lets take a look at lovely people in my life.

sushi for life.
PPPPP for life.

<3

somehow, i feel blessed, through the curse of bad love, i found you guys.

talk about blessing in disguise man. hoho. :D

super tired.

i need to get my freaking rest.

really.

if not, my body is gonna break before i accomplish anything.

so, nights people.


p.s sorry yen. really din mean it. slap me if you need. =/

Generals

IM FINALLY COMPLETED CHINA MISSION 7.

man that took long enough.

ok, you guys prolly think im turning into game freak. but NO!

its just a way to relax after dancing. keeps my mind of negative thoughts.

hoho.

MEETING WITH LECTURER TML!

after that, prolly relac one corner. hoho.

this is a screwed post.

it feels like you are never going to get good.

it feels like you are fragile, getting injured over things that din affect you this much last time.

it feels like you are taking a wrong step at times.

it feels suffocating because its no longer how it is, its tied down with alot more issues. PEOPLE, for instances.

i tell myself, take a break, and you wil be fine. but i complain about breaks when i get them. worrying about being rusty.

WHY THE FUCK do i feel this way.

why cant i just love dance, and dance.

inferiority, eating me up.

im working hard, but im not believing myself.

because i ask myself, is my ' hard ' enough? or is it im just not cut out for this.

i dun want to be a burden to people. i dun wan to drag myself down also.

fuck, im one self-centered asshole.

i no longer know what im capable of doing.

things are happening so fast.

i just feel suffocated enough when i think of how late i joined dance.

i look at my friends.

i question myself, why am i going in circles? what have i been doing till now?

i got so many questions. questions with answers that i feel hard to face and live with.

im just a weakling with a bad personality. damnit.

take it from here.

Sometimes, sometimes the world gets hard

Oh na na na

I'm gonna take it from there girl

Don't you worry

I wanna be your lake, for your bay

And any problems that you have

I wanna wash 'em away

I wanna be your sky

So blue and high

And everytime you think of me

I wanna blow your mind

I wanna be your air

So sweet and fair

So when you feel that you can't breathe

Ma, I'll be there

I wanna be your answer, all the time

When you see how I put your life before mine

With no question

When all the love feels gone

And you can't carry on

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

I wanna hold your hands

Review all your plans

I wanna make sure everyone of your dreams will stand

I wanna be your broadway show on review(Why)

So I can act out how God was when he made you

I wanna be your lighthouse when you get lost

I'll light a bright and shining path to help you across

I wanna be your mother, wait

See what I see

And when you see that can't nobody hold you like me

Cause I love you

When all the love feels gone

And you can't carry on

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here(Take it from here, baby)

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime

Don't worry, girl (no no)

I'ma take it from here

And when there's no one there to hold

And you realize the world is cold

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

That's what I'm gonna do

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime(Don't you worry, baby girl, baby girl)

Don't worry, girl(Baby girl)

I'ma take it from here(I'll take you whereever you want)

Give me one reason why we should not be leaving

This world is so deceiving, the time is now

Let's fly away speeding

Through the Garden of Eden

Where all the sweet breathing of love surrounds

When all the love feels gone

And you can't carry on

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime

Don't worry, girl (no no)I'ma take it from here

Give me one reason

Why we should not be leaving

This world is so deceiving

The time is now

Lets fly away speeding(We'll fly away)

Through the Garden of Eden

Where all the sweet and breathing

Of love surrounds(Lets get away)

When all the love feels gone

And you can't carry on

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here

Just as sure as the sun will shine

Every morning, everytime

Don't worry, girl

I'ma take it from here(I got somethin' I wanna tell ya baby)

Love ain't always the way they write in books(No, no)

See there's the good guys

And also heartbreak crooks

Your hearts the real book

Just take a look inside

'Cause it's a colorful illustrated guide

So there you go

Don't worry

I'll be the one

To help you weather the storm

I'll be there mami

No matter what time

No matter what place

You can always count on me

I'll take it from here

stay home day.

haha. i slept at 8am today. then, i woke up at 3.17. because i dream of a gigantic SUBWAY sandwich.



a sandwich the size of Optimus Prime.


man. talk about cravings. haha.

tranformers.

yea, finished the perf ytd. GOOD JOB PEOPLE.

i know we still have too much to work on, but i dare say its a good effort at least. hoho.

personally, i failed to reach what i expect for myself. =/

after that was TRANSFORMERS! omg, thats dope shit man. i think the artist spend like 20 hours doing the CG and stuff. the graphics is insane man.

plus theres a hot chick, but alex doubt she is 100% real. LOL.

tip of the day :

eat apples and pao chi pills if you got the runs. if doesnt work, hope that victoria is taking mc and she told the doc she got diarehhia. diareia. DIE-RE-YER. screw the spelling man.



p.s: i just realize i have been spelling breakfast wrongly for the past 18 years of my life. MUAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

genius man. :D

weird change.

infront of me, is a bunch of people playing UNO.

and, im doing PROJECT.

DO YOU KNOW HOW SERIOUS THAT IS!

I, RONNIE. DOING PROJECT. wtf man. gayness. the best part is im actually enthu about it and wan to do a good job and shit.

maybe, this is how i take break off dance. everyone gets tired of dance at some point of time. and suddenly something you dislike so much in your life can suddenly be your favorite past time.

haha. but, i still love dance. maybe im just so tired, im blaming dance for it. =/

i think i concluded why i like to do project already.

maybe its because i just installed office 2007 and everything looks cool and i suddenly feel that my laptop and been injected with new life. when actually the scratches are still there, and still a fugly laptop im using. HAHA.

i know this is random, but this is me. ai seh.

quote of the night :

" wear your knee support and chiong! "

:)

finally, the rain.

lol. pls let me finsih my project in time. so i can keep on dancing.

please be hardowrking ronnie. dun screw urself up.

HOHO.

status : 80% recovered.

YEA!

day well spend.

yesterday. I danced from 10 till 4.

YAY. ultimate nice day. i don't feel tired at all until the end of the day.

but today, my whole body aching. -.-

6 weeks till the end of my PROJECT!

time to bring of the nerdy ronnie and ACE THE PROJECT.

ai seh. talk like good lidat.

OKAY! off to do work then. :D

to eve:

i know you are a strong girl, and i have to be strong too.

but seeing you go like that, it still pains me to have be seperated from a friend.

thank you for letting me have a friend like you.

thank you for calling me to practise after dance classes with you.

thank you for pushing me, making me do stretching with you.

thank you for showing me how to do turnings.

thank you for showing me the thing i thought i nv could have done.

thank you for stealing my green tea and drink.

thank you for letting me piggy back you.

thank you for calling me to morning call you.

thank you for inviting me to your birthday party last year.

thank you for letting me throw you into the pool at your party too.

thank you for all the cab rides we took.

thank you for singing with me at the KTV

thank you for all the jokes we shared.

thank you for shouting across the canteen to tell me you have reached.

thank you for cracking my back for me.

thank you for all the heart to heart talks.

thank you for dancing with me in danzation.

thank you for being my first ' wife '

thank you for having faith in me when i lost mine.

thank you eve.

im counting down to the number of days till you come back.

i miss you. :D

<3

untitled

back to dance.

disappointment.

its been 13 months of dancing.

i had so much time to train.

still. im walking on the spot.

going nowhere.

zero groove.

zero technique.

zero feel.

and i still dare to call myself a " dancer "

im no where near it, nor will i be in the near future.

dun fucking blame your back problem ronnie.

dun blame it on your 6 week break.

you got only yourself to blame.

and you know the only solution.

take it or leave it.

damned.

cool breadfast. haa

ytd was DOPENESS. WCOWCOWCOWCOWCOWCO!


they all are too insane already. too good. really too damn good.

i took picture with only 7 of them! where did bon go. :(

yokoi is really insipriring. so is the rest of them.

and i got the best sit for the concert! thats what terence said. lol.

spend the night outside, watched the men in white.

its either the director has no talent, or i am a sucker for jokes.

but anyway, heres the most interesting part of this blog post.

*weijie and me discussing what to eat*

Mac auntie : hey guys, what would like yea?

weijie *abit shocked* : eh, ron, you order first.

me *also abit shocked* : oh ok, auntie, i wan a hotcakes with sausage meal, change my drink to a big ice milo. thanks.

Mac auntie : oh yea, so your order is hotcakes with sausage meal drink cahnge to ice milo yea?

me : erm, ya.

Mac auntie : oh yea, what would you like sir? yea?

weijie : do you have student meal for this?

Mac auntie : yea yea.

Weijie : can i have a student meal, change my

Mac auntie : oh yea. yea. yea.

*Weijie trying to control his laughter and straing at me*

Weijie : change my drink to a big ice milo. thanks

*auntie goes and take out items*

me : oh YEA weijie, the auntie so yea yea man.

Weijie : the auntie abit weird.

*auntie comes back*

Me : can i have some gralic chilli, pepper, and jam?

Mac auntie : YEA, of course. how many packs you like? yea. yea.

Me: just a few will do. thanks.

*walks off*

MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA. the auntie keep yea-ing. looks like she is desperate of air or something. -.-

if you din laugh at this, probably its because i din laugh at her too.

..........................................................

laugh out loud

was looking thru DANZATION pictures.

i found this pic by chance.

WOO. quite cool eh. LOL.

that aside, i still dunno why am i up at this hour when im suppose to sleep!

tml is gonna be slack day too! hoho. so fast my one week break is ending. man. that suck.

TBG coming up! WCO! NRA! OSCHOOL!

its going to be insane man. can't wait. :D

objective for now.

quick update!

1st: to recover my back

2nd: DANCE

3rd: get a part time job

4th: do good for my project.


ok, i pretty much have broken down my upcoming task to be done.

hoho. good luck to people having exams!

nth much to blog about. but im loving life now! hoho. hope people around me can be happy too. :D

COMMON TEST SUCKS

even though im not taking it.

EVERYONE IS STUDYING.

but im slacking.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

this is going to be week full of slacking. LOL.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me recover FAST.

because,

I WANT TO DANCE.

hohoho.