well. life's a bitch.

this is the moral of the day.

well, no more attachment.

dance and school.

probably gonna a rejuvenating break.

not blogging anytime soon!

IM GOING FOR ATTACHMENT NEXT WEEK.

but im not really up for it.

as in, kinda suck eh, everyday 8.30 to 6.

I WANT PROJECT.

THEN CAN


DANCE

lol. attachment briefing tml. T_T

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

congrats on getting older! LOLOLOLOLOL.

man, why am i not sleeping? because im shou-sui-ing. lol, call me superstitious but i wan the best for my family so ya.

WELL, tv is surprising interesting during new year's eve. 5566 act as SHE wives, miss asian 2006. LOL show, i swear the girls there are god-damn fake. lol.

their tiara keep dropping. LOLOL, then still act classy. damn.

well, reunion dinner was fun i guess. and i saw a sight from the future, its my cousin's bald head, NS!

zzz.

well, guess its angbaos, goodies and angbaos and goodies and angbao and goodies and angbaos and goodies and angbaos and goodies and angbao and goodies.

....

ITS 6.21 AM.

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

its pronouced as ' WHAT THE ' then u drag the fuck like...
















FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK


well, BED TIME! =D
i kinda still dislike my 2 weeks holiday. T_T

EXAMS ARE OVER!

WAHAHAHAHAHAA. what a relief man. NOW IS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS.

well, first up is new year shopping. then, is bubble tea. LOL. TML DANCE! lol.

YAYNESS, im so happy right now, i can eat a cow.

hmmm, i use wrong way right? lol. but im year 3 now.. omg! talk about being old.

ZZZ.

still im happy!

HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY


but wait.












my holidays is only 2 weeks.







FUCK.

recently i keep dreaming of the same person.

over and over.

i can see her face.

she smiled at me.

she looks like she is happy, from the inside.

she holds my hand.

i felt like happiness.

like her, smiling form the inside.

you, thank you for brightening up my days.

you made me a happier person. :)

2 more papers!

STUDY.
valentines


i just wanna be happy.

hearing things and seeing things are so different.

hearing something lets me imagine what my friend is trying to tell me, if its something bad, i will just imagine it to be not so bad, to lessen the sadness that i will feel. well, its self-decieving but sometimes i choose to run away from the truth and drown myself in false illusions.

but, i guess that fate wanted to teach me a lesson by showing me what life really is and theres no point running away, and fate just screw me up good yesterday. when i saw people across the streets,

they are my gang of basketball friends

i really cherished them as friends, and i still do. i see them as my brothers, and i still do so now.

i haven seen them in like 2 years?

but, i ran into them yesterday, not all but some, and they were smoking and hanging out. i asked them what they were doing, they said they just finish playing cards.

what is this man, you guys are gambling now? smoking?

remember the times that we are eating together and complaining about smokers?

WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TO YOU GUYS.

doing something know thats bad for you guys. yes i know, people change, but doesnt means that you have to change for the worst? did you guys if think of the consequences when u do whatever you are doing now? or is life just something u wanna waste away.

and i didnt just disappear and forget you guys, im just doing something that i love so much, i thought u guys will understand.

it hurts so much to see you guys like that. really.

what happen to stormers?

what happened? :(

DAMMIT.

Funka training

COORDINATION PROBLEM.

seriously man. BUCK UP!!!!

but, first thing first, EXAM.

EXAM
EXAM
EXAM
EXAM

FUCK EXAMS. XD

lol. its gonna be valentines soon people. haha.

im bored.

i guess having a day off is not such a bad idea after all.

rejuvenates the soul!

i miss so many things.


maybe the world is beautiful.

you and me are like


YOU



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apart



me.



talk about distance between people man.

is it you?
is it me?

or is it us?

wait.


there is no 'us' to start with.


EMPTINESS IN THE HEART

JANUARY CAN NEVER BE A GOOD MONTH.

never.

i cant do anything to make the pain go.

numb.

i miss you. but i guess seeing you is no longer possible.

i can only pray that you are happy now.

groove.

feel.

technique.

this 3 words makes me feel damn shitass noob.

well, to start off, can someone tell me how exactly to train groove? lol.

FEEL. even worst. takes years. WOOO! which i dont have. =(

technique, the most possible area to improve faster on, but i damn sucks can. the turns are driving me crazy!!! posture, correct pointing, spotting, accent, the list goes on forever.

HAHAAA. definately aint easy to master all that.

I SALUATE TO ALL THE DANCERS OUT THERE!

who said dance was easy? =)

GO NRA. GOGOGO!

2 more weeks till exams!

well, im gonna have attachment, PROVIDED i pass all my modules.

like abit sian. attachment sounds stressful. maybe the word is LONG, so it has more weight. OMG.

IM FUCKING LAME!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

WOO! im working tml!

EASY MONEY!!!!

i guess staying home the whole can make u type lame shit like this. =/

sigh.

its been 8 months.

i have seen how i change, but for better or worst, i dont know.

im trying hard.

i feel like a retard.

i feel unconfident.

i realise how weak i am.

i realise how small i am.

i realise im not improving like i thought i am.

maybe im just not talented enough.

maybe trying hard is not enough.

but i still love..











..dance.

I CANT WAKE UP ON TIME!

either too early or too late.

AND I FELT I KILLING PEOPLE YESTERDAY MORNING.

THE WEATHER WAS SO NICE TO SLEEP IN BUT I HAD TO WAKE UP AT FREAKING 6AM.

HAO JI LE! lol.

damn. lets find a world with just dance!

WOOTS.

WRECKING CREW ORCHESTRA!

WOOOOOOOO.

DOPENESS!

DANCE
DANCE
DANCE
DANCE
DANCE
DANCE
DANCE
DANCE
DANCE
DANCE

XD

kinda tired. its been a long day and we all deserve a good rest!

so now, i take my time to blog while waiting for hair to dry. lol.

CANNOT SLEEP WITH WET HAIR. will headache.

just now eve do the survey, saying i may lose my passion as my life goes on. and i already saw it happen once.

and also, i might be something great now if i started my passion earlier.

WELL, its a computer generated result, but its kinda interesting to think what if i started dance earlier eh? maybe i might be abit better?

WAHAHAHA, random. =.=

but i actually regret dancing so late. WHYYYY. haha.

therefore, NUMBER ONE RESOLUTION FOR YEAR 2007 :

DANCE BETTER!

and love. =p

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

well, its 2007!

NEW RESOLUTIONS!
NEW HOPES!
FRESH START!


but same old ronnie. =\

well, all the best to everyone out there!

p.s: thumbs up to addictors and in da house. =)

WOO. I UPGRADE TO NEW BLOGGER SIAAAAAAAAA.

lol. but fuck, i cant sleep.

i wonder why i keep having sleepless nights lately.

even when i sleep i keep having weird dreams.

AND LATER GOT TECHNIQUE CLASS BUT I CANT SLEEP.

damn. I SHALL SLEEP.

hohohoho.

maybe its a mistake.

maybe i should not have do things that i did.

but i know i cant rewind life.
but, i assure u that my feelings are true.
sorry.