Sunday, August 06, 2006
LESSONS.
Lesson Number One:
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?"
The crow answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Lesson:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Lesson Number Two:
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy." "Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the first branch of the tree.The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.
Finally after a fortnight, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.
Lesson:
Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there.
Lesson Number Three:
When the Body was first made, all the Parts wanted to be Boss. The Brain said, "I should be Boss because I control the whole Body's responses and functions." The Feet said, "We should be Boss as we carry the Brain about and get him to where he wants to go." The Hands said,"We should be the Boss because we do all the work and earn all the money." And so it went on and on with the Heart, the Lungs and the Eyes until
Finally the Asshole spoke up. All the parts laughed at the idea of the asshole being the Boss. So the Asshole went on strike, blocked itself up and refused to work. Within a short time the Eyes became crossed, the hands clenched, the feet twitched, the Heart and Lungs began to panic and the Brain fevered. Eventually they all decided that the Asshole should be the Boss, so the motion was passed. All the other Parts did all the work while the Boss just sat and passed out the shit!
Lesson:
You don't need brains to be a Boss - any asshole will do.
Lesson Number Four:
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!
Lesson:
1) Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
2)Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut!
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Sunday, July 23, 2006
even my classmates are complaining that i dance too much. SORRY LA! i know its not that fantastic but haiyo, just pardon me lor. =X
recently, its the never-ending tutorials and the all time classic "projects" that have been occupying my time. BUT, dancing will make the blues of the fore-mentioned go away! YAYNESS( i kope this from jo. hope she doesnt find out. =X)
but that doesnt mean that i have already given up on my basketball, my taekwondo nor my gym. just lesser time on them. hehe. AND, i got to go for a small shopping trip today with my cousins! not bad la, bought a tee at a good price. WOOT!
think im gonna change my blogskin because i saw a blog on a lappy today with the same blogskin as mine. lol.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
in fact, i would definately wanna hit the 3. gpa this term!
something for the record, i went to sentosa for 2 consecutive weeks! sia la, but din turn golden. =( guess other then that my life's been pretty normal these days.
dance dance dance!
Saturday, July 01, 2006
now my wish of getting an above 3 GPA is gonna be H-A-R-D. zzz. this calls for a intensive-study-till-you-drop solution.
yea right, like i give a fuck.
haha.
this week i only went for 3 days of school! din go school today, mainly due to a illness called "the-lack-of-sleep". AND, i have a MEDICAL CERTIFICATE TO PROVE THAT I AM UNFIT FOR SCHOOL THAT DAY!
call me pro. =)
haha, today i saw one granny, she was damn funny. when the train reach bugis, by right we should let those passengers alight first right? she, on the other hand, din gave a fuck to anyone and barge in, and was shouting "get out of my way!" in malay,see? here's the thing, i think she was shouting that, but i din noe what exactly she was talking about but who cares? its the scence of her barging in that was hilarious. =)
and, the passenger alighting din even dared to tell the granny that she should let the passengers alight first, and when i saw her happy face of getting to the sit first, kinda reminded me of how selfish one can really get.
yea, reality check guys, have you guys did something for ur own good and because of that caused some trouble to other peeps? i think most of your ans would be yes, including me.
haix, evil me.
forgive me.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
50 dollar aunt.
wanna know why i used "herself" ? its not that i have issues with women, in fact, im perfectly fine with women. BUT, my aunt doesnt seem to be a woman that i can get along with.
when i say the she is too full of herself, it kinda feels like whatever that comes out of those lips, she think of it like its the ultimate truth or something.
need a example? okay, picture this.
imagine u asked your " favourite " aunt for a ride to choa chu kang MRT from CCK sports complex. the time to reach is prolly less then three minutes counting all the traffic lights and stuff.
she somehow manage to squeeze topics ranging from my dressing and issues on my family and cousin within that three minutes. WTH, can you even believe that? i know aunties can get naggy but what my aunt is capable of is far, far, FAR worst then nagging.
firstly she say, "AIYO, why you wear until lidat? so sloppy, how many times muz i tell you, whenever your go out, make sure you look neat and tidy right? SEE? u din even gel up your hair? everytime i see you ur hair is always spiky spiky, like gangster like that."
truth is, i was head towards the gym, so i was in a casual tee and basketball shorts and shoes. TO THINK THAT SHE SAY THAT WAS SLOPPY! screw her. its as if she wants me to go into the gym with a suit on or something.
second, WHO THE HELL GEL UP THEIR HAIR WHEN THEY HIT THE GOD-DAMN GYM?! i dun think theres any sane person would wan those beads of sweat cum gel to roll down ur handsome/pretty faces right? it would cause a eruption of pimples, not that i mind but ya, its just to uncomfortable. but heres the thing, who even uses gel now? i think guys our era uses hair wax then gel. gel is like so yesterday, right? haha.
thirdly, my aunt actually expects me to go out with the 70s kinda look, mean the hair is gel-ed to stick to ur head the the hair is seperated on a 70-30 ratio. okay, if u dun get me, it simply means wearing things that make you look a some fucked up clown with a head of gel-ed up hair and walk down orchard. WTF? even picturing that thought is a sin man. lol.
but with all the cons said, like always, theres always a blessing after a curse. what happens is when she reaches the destination, she reaches out to her purse and YES. she flashes me with a 50 dollar bill. telling me the "bla-bla-bla" (you know, the usual stuff, haha) and i would picture it as "man, i would have blew if it aint for the bill." haha. think im gonna call her the "50 dollar aunt". nice huh? it kinda has a ring to it ya?
LOL.
Monday, June 19, 2006
the holidays have been great so far. i think im gonna hit the gym when term starts. the common test took my gym time away, damn it.
i have come to learn that i seriously need to master a life skill, which is,
*drum rolls*
TIME MANAGEMENT.
now, i need to devote myself to studies, nra, gym, bball and of course, taekwondo. WOOT.
BUT DUN WORRY MY FRIENDS, i will still be around for outings and stuff, so better dun pang seh me arbo u all get it. =P
Saturday, June 17, 2006
friends.
SO SAD DIN GO CHANGKAT. din get to see my "eye-candy" =(
haven been contacting my buddies, and its like so long since i get back to them and have them update me on how they are doing. sigh.
sorry guys!
seriously, i come home at 10pm everyday. when i reach home, i bath then go to sleep. the next day, i wake up forgetting what i did the day before. man, its is BAD. i mean, its like im just wasting time away. ALAMAK! okay, whats done is done, now the main focus of the remaining of my holidays would be meeting all my FRIENDS!!!! =)
Thursday, June 15, 2006
wee, im back!!
after camp, after common test. god, now im finally able to catch my breath from all that tutorials and assignments. XD
question :
how do you seperate between interest and passion?
easy, interest will only last you a few months but a passion will last you for the many years to come. agree?
anyways, i headed to eve's house for a movie marathon after coming back from camp. saw xiang and jo too.
jo was damn funny, she was so occupied with homework that she couldnt really watch any shows. then she say she 3 days straight never sleep. OMG, 3 DAYS!! its like wtf. somemore its during our break period.
haha, but the good thing is she finish the story-telling journal la. WELL DONE! *gives a round of applause*
kk, enuff of jo, later she hao lian kena featured like dat. =X
xiang also another, watch soccer then "GOAL" so loud, i was like falling asleep then when he shouted, my eyes went from garfield to some big eyed cartoon character. lol. the cycle continued from a considerable amount of times though. LOL. then xiang introduced this "hao shao wen" show, 1 thing i dun get it is why do i keep seeing the small guy's ass. its not like he's some guy with hot ass mah. in fact, he was a fat kid. LOL. imagine the amount of meat there, gosh, can open up a store and sell. hehe.
so we slept after eve and jo went to their rooms and to my suprise, EVE MADE BREADFAST! i din even noe she can cook. lol. and i was multi-tasking, guess wad task was running "sleeping" and "eating". PRO RIGHT? even eve cant believe i could do something as dope as that. LOL.
well, that pretty much sums up wad i did for the weekends bah. OH YA, WORLD CUP!!!!! BRAZIL WILL TRIUMPH AGAIN!!!
P.S. - I LOVE YOU XD
Sunday, June 04, 2006
a woman in her thirties jumped down from the fifth floor, breaking all her limbs.
gosh, i have suddenly come to realise how fragile life is. its so easy to end a life and yet a life can hold so many precious moments. its like putting everything valuable into titanic and hope it wun sink. even though at the end of the story, it still will sink.
life could end in so many ways.
you could be dead because you have cancer, or be shot by a killer, or have someone robbing you but ends up killing you to silence u up. the list goes on..
kinda nostlangic if you think about it. some people cherish life too much that the fear death, some welcome death with open arms. some choose death due to a bad life.
so, am i actually having a life that i cherish? or am i just waiting for my time to die? or do i wanna die deep inside but its just i haven realise?
people, cherish your lives, and if time comes, choose to end it your way.
- pardon me -
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Friday, May 26, 2006
alright, couple days ago, i had this weird ass dream where i migrated to korea. then i was alone, so i kinda need a place to live right? here's the weird thing, i actually dream of me renting a room from boa's mansion. weird huh?
and after like living there for 1 week or so, i was getting along with boa and one day i came back and saw her crying at the dinner table, so i was like 'what-happened?' she said her whole family is migrating to denver(dun ask me why issit denver, even i dunno.) so i kinda began consolling her,
so i console...
console somemore,
console even more,
and DAMN, i woke up. snapped back to reality. i woke up feeling in a mood for love. *shrugs*
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Monday, May 22, 2006
this post is dedicated to STORMERS.
okay, here's the big thing that has taken place during the weekends.
STORMERS WON 2 MATCHES IN A ROW, ON THE SAME DAY.
beat that man, we totally rocks. every single stormer played well, GREAT JOB GUYS. lets see,
daryl - you played well even though u are sick. *thumbs up*
darren - ur defence is stifling and us position as point guard is WOOT!
bert - dun worry about being not hard enuff when offence and defence, takes time la. work hard and you will suceed. =)
wang jie - blardy hell run so fast, all ur 1 man fast break points are indeed a big advantage for us.
chris - dominated the board and play hard in the paint. no wonder you are named "white dragon".
sebas - even an injured leg cant slow u down huh?
long - after training still can score in match? NOT BAD.
jia wah - i saw you huslting for the ball, all you need is agression, but in a good way.
yan an - hope you learn what you need to improve during the game. lets improve together.
jun hao - your chopper says all.
overall, we played hard, played unselfishly. a deserving win. lets continue this streak alrights?
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
hehe, like i will. =P
lets see, i have 2 undone tutorials, 1 assigment that i havent even started on. gosh, im so dead.
WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING TODAY?!!
ans : playing kingdom hearts 2. =/
i cant believe im hooked to that game. SHIT, this is BAD news. can somebody come up with a method to help me get away from the PS2? haha.
i guess im just to darn lazy to be doing my tutorials and assignments. ARGH, screw them.
btw,
mab, hope u get well soon. =)
Monday, May 15, 2006
Sunday, May 14, 2006
i shower you with kindness, but had your coldness as return.
i open up my heart to you, you take it as bullshit.
i willingly took up the responsibility, you took that for granted.
when i messed up, the first to you do is blame.
i asked you about your views on people, you brand them as sluts and bastard in an instant.
i took your questions seriously, you treat mine like jokes.
i want to help you whenever i can, but all you feel is i am annoying.
i really wan to be your friend, is it the other way round too?
your once said we were buddies, does it still stand now?
tell me then, what to do to truly be your friend?
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
gym : 1 week strength, 1 week endurance. - alternating.
food intake : 6 small meals per day. small meal meaning like a sandwich for a meal. reduced carbs and increased protein.
cardio : 3 times a week, on days without gym sessions.
I HAVE PASSED 1 WEEK OF THE TRAINING! YAY!
okay, now lets blog on life. recently, din do much. ARGH, is this a hint to tell me that i seriously need to get a life? i wonder. finally able to settle down and study. but damn, why do modules like PCS and DB is included? whenever i look at the notes, its like looking alien wordings disguising as english words. totally annoying. =/
but then, in another part of life. things seems to be doing great. wonder why it din went this way the last time. guess the bottom line is i've changed, haven i?
wadever the case, i definately hope that im changing for the better. =D
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
but for the sake of good grades, gotta bear with it i guess. i think if i can really pass all my assignments, i can be superman already. the workload is totally ALOT. call me lazy, wadever.
so after school, i quickly rush home, washed up, changed into bball attire and rush down to sv, for wad u said? basketball! played some 2 on 2 and some shooting games, and i din know my 3pt% was 50%. must be damn lucky today. lol, after that, we ran suicides. darren puked, wtf? his face went so damn pale afterwards. wj more funny, keep trying to make himself puke. LOL. so darren, me and spidey had dinner, or rather, I had dinner, those 2 just got drinks. -.- pang seh me eat alone.
so now, here i am, lying on my bed half-naked, blogging, chatting, strawberry yogurt and nodding to the beats of my music. i know this aint much but yea, im enjoying it. XD
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
my plans for this flat :
paint it pale green, im tired of rose white but mum she doesnt want white again.
get it all tidied up.
aaron went to school with me, im amazed that i can get to bp from woodlands within 20mins! record time!
hmm, about sch, i think there's nth to blog about. since today is I&E module and i got dismiss at 9 when lessons are surppose to be ending at 12. -.- even purposely msg jo to say i dismiss liao. LOL, bo liao.
i have been talking to a person lately. visions of the past are projected in my mind when we chat, i smiled upon the visions. is it a clue? are you trying to tell me something? or is ronnie just been thinking too much?
TELL ME.
Monday, May 01, 2006
i think my sunday is like any other sunday, nth special to blog about. saturday was fun though. MAN, I LOVE CLARKE QUAY. so nice, one day im gonna go try out the G-max ride. WOOT! hmm, saturday was great cause the company, though we din do much but its also like veri fun. LOL.
love the boat ride too, din realise singapore's night view can be this nice too. WEEEEE.
Friday, April 28, 2006
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
rain rain go away
come again another day
if u really can
dont ever come unless i request for it
gonna work hard for my goals in this semester. BUCK UP!
*loud cheering*
p.s i read my horoscope today.
" Nobody knows better than you that there is no easy way to deal with life's varied problems. Yet now that the Sun is so tough and the Moon so gentle, you must see that events are moving your way. Indeed, what once seemed to be an insurmountable problem may now appear to be a scource of encouragement. "
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
my target today was 20 laps. okay, i noe its kinda noob but im new to swimming mah. but i did 25 laps. hehe. after swimming we went into the jacuzzi and chill. damn relaxing. totally refreshed when im out of the pool. XD
tml is gym! after school, prolly with spidey and vc.
oh ya, i saw xing and aaron today. and they were jealous because i already have no more lessons when i met them -.-
did my tutorials too. wads left?
my beauty sleep~ *drools*
Sunday, April 23, 2006
well school is starting tml, no more love crap. just studies. even if she's there, even if i have feelings. i cant do anything. okay. STOP. i said no more love crap rite? no more whining, go to bed.
Friday, April 21, 2006
Thursday, April 20, 2006
then i came back at 7+ , instead of 5. i promised my cousin to ball with them somemore. =X then i went back, shower. go bball! till almost 12 midnight. woot! we went back, bathed, chit-chat. damn aaron, his problems with girls are ARGH! his just revolving around the same topic and is making matters worst for himself by thinking too much. aaron ar, just take a hiatus from love and u will be fine.
so we got hungry - figures. went down 302 to eat, MEEPOK! FABULOUS! haha, ok. maybe fabulous is too good a word to use, but u know when one is hungry, even bread is tasty? hahaa..
came back, i listen to aaron and javis talk about secondary school life. even though i am not a feng yun ren wu when i was in regent, but i still have my fair share of memories that i cherish when i was there. so we chatted...
and chatted.....
and chatted.....
suddenly it was 7 am. =/ so i slept. waking up just 5 hours ago. haha. school starting soon! work hard ar ronnie. =)
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
well, me nam aaron and javis were planning to hit the pool today BUT,
it had to rain. )@#)(!@*($&!)*#$)(!@#.
but luckily, my aunt was kind enuff to come to cck stadium and offer us a ride home to prevent us from getting wet due to the friggin rain. tot i would pass the day so easily? no way.
aaron call me to "play" with nam's dumbbell, and when he say play, its normally something bad. within 1 hour, that ass made my hands turn into jelly. WTH. NVM, IM FIT. wadeva shit he throw at me i oso can endure. muahaha..
went down and shoot some basket today. learn y my ball is always being tapped away le. haha, u all die liao. i hot le. man, my plan is to dunk by the end of this year, can i make it in my current state? hope so.. >.<
Monday, April 17, 2006
countdown to school
GREAT HOLIDAY!! met lotsa new individuals. catch up with my old pals. the sentosa, the ubin trip. even gym sessions was fun when its with buddies.
i wanted to get a buff bod in this holiday but i everyday slack slack. jia lat. FAT. guess thats back into the gym when sch start. I SWEAR. haha.
im seriously disappointed with my GPA, 2.7. i must break the 3 barrier by this sem cause i wanna get into UNI!!
goals for next sem :
3++ for gpa
become fit- seriously
be a better basketball player
get a job, so i can study and work at the same time.
hmm, i think these goals shud be enuff to keep me bz le bah. =D
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Friday, April 14, 2006
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
alrights, today i when to the gym wit spidey. then went to jp to find gloves for gym. cuz our hands are like blistering till cannot le. ronnie is getting fat! haha, i guess thats wad we kinda did today bah. no more le.
so much for enjoying the holidays. =/
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
BUT,
yew tee so damn big. i saw so many schools. i saw regent sec, yew tee pri, unity pri, unity sec, de la salle pri, kranji sec. WOOT, so many schools. and i cant imagine i was running for 1 full hour. damn fun!
after that, i went to the sinseh, got my foot bandaged again. -.- the sinseh say "must use strength then ur blood clot will disperse." and he literally used the strength to kill a cow to rub my already hurting ankle. T_T that shit went on for 30mins somemore. haha. other then that, i guess i din do much.
BORING DAY =/
Monday, April 10, 2006
wadeva the case, im someone who doesnt have a strong opinion on someone, easily influenced. tell me whether its good or bad?
BUCK UP, BUCK UP.
i heard daryl's theory today, man are yin and woman are yang. why? because in stormers lingo, ladies that we are interested are given the name sheep. but not only that, ' yang ' ALSO means "tai yang". meaning the sunshine in our hearts. so when we finally find the true "yang" we would be happily ever after. agree?
recent blog entries abit hot, hmm. ponder about it alot, conclusion? friendship is the way to go. because its always the friends who gets u thru all ur shitty times, listen to u screaming about ur pimple ( e.g daryl? HAHA ), tahan all ur bullshit and still be able to laugh, do extremely stupid things with. haha, enuff said. u guys prolly will be able to noe wad im goin at..
we are only 18-19 teenagers, we just need to sit back, relax and enjoy the ride. =D
so if ur friends are drifting away ( which i hope it doesnt happen ) , GRAB'EM BEFORE THEY ARE GONE!!!
COME ON, GO GO GO.
wee, hope all friendship last till the end of time.
heres some "depressing-but-somewhat-have-some-lighit-in" song lyrics which i like listening to Dido sing'em :
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all.
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all.
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall,
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
Saturday, April 08, 2006
WE NEED TO BUCK UP GUYS!
lets see. im planning to go see the sinseh again, cuz my ankle still has a lingering pain that just refuse to go away, argh.
issit really that hard to juggle 2 sports at the same time? because there is no way im giving up either taekwondo or basketball. think i just need to organise my time and work REAL hard when im training. haha, easiler said then done. nvm, i will prove that i can juggle 2 sports. WEE.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
then nvm, ownself do lor, did my deltiods, tricep and CHEST! haha. i wan be fit fit de. den zai. =X call me shallow.
then dota dota dota with chin nam, haha. even though i sweared not to touch that game ever again, i did. well too bad. im kinda missing the days that my internet connection is stable and fast. not like this wireless, keep crapping up on me. haha, nvm lor, but i hope someone in msn will at least miss toking to me. LOL.
i like life now. FINALLY.
P.S, i recommend a great way to cheer urself up.

see how happy i am? HAHA, just kidding. but pokka green is nice, especially when u are drinking it at 4am.=P
Monday, April 03, 2006
hmm, we had a great time at seoul garden, safari.. in fact we had a great time everywhere la. its the company that makes it great. but damn, they have to let me witness a guy kissing another. *shudders*
heres a fun fact, eve and daryl both have their faces as red as the baboon's ass just by drinking something with just 5% of alcohol? haha, damn funny la, seeing 2 tomato smiling and going around taking pictures.
then i watched ultravoilet, lol, is it that boring that xiang can sleep watching it? not bad leh, that girl can actually kill 700 soldiers within 30 mins. i think the show was a attempt to show wads gun-kata capable of la. kinda cheesy ending but still, worth the time if its great company? haha.
GREAT DAY!
ahaha, xiang 18 liao, he sounds damn old. =x
OLD but oso decent. HAHA.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
is it that hard to just put everything down and just enjoy life?
maybe this sounds inresponsible of me, but cant i heck everything for even one darn moment?
cant my nose stop bleeding?
argh, hate me. hate life.
but still, happy birthday grandma.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
alrights, my thoughts on moving house.
1) everyone in woodlands is a stranger to me. so that means, i will definately feel lonely there. but wait, i am already lonely at upper bukit timah road. my only pals there would probably be the bodhi tree outside my house and those pets of my neighbours. funny thing, i rather talk to the animals then talk to the neighbour? hmm, maybe they suck, thats why. haha.
2) i have spend my late-primary school years and my secondary years in that house. i have to admit, that house definately holds alot alot ALOT ( get this into ur head ) memories. lucky i wont be there to see the apartment being demolished infront of my eyes, otherwise i might just cry?
haha, nah.. IM STRONG. but damn, did they HAVE to tear down the house? cant they just go in and get on with life? *grrrr*
3) THERE IS ONE PARTICULAR MEMORY I THAT MAKES THAT PLACE DAMN SPECIAL, my 17th birthday. im telling you, even though there are a whole lot of shitty things all over me that night, i really appreciate what you guys did, and to top it off, even mom was there. being with all my buddies and family, its definately the best feeling in the world man. come to think of it, it still feels like yesterday. AWWWWW.. XD
4) these aint exactly a point but yup, i definately share some good times with her in the place. GOOD TIMES meaning quality chats, mind you. haha, thing of the past though. =/
oh damn, this list ain gon stop. i know im boring you guys by saying all these but those ARE the things im gonna miss. haha, i guess moving from this place is something like flipping a page of my book of " memories ". haha, im getting emotional, damn i might as well go cry now. HAHA.
this entry is in memory of my old house. * place a rose *
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
.. mum said " where do you think you are going? ". UH-OH. mums probably said that because he knew i slept at 5am or something, and kept saying i need my sleep and stuff. so yea, mum din allow me to go swim, i went back to sleep though. THEN IT RAIN. LUCKY ME. otherwise the swimming session would have been disasterous.
guys, have you ever walk pass a girl u like and act like u totally dont giv a damn to them? thinking its cool to do that? and thinking that the girl will stare at how cool u are?
if you did, haha. u're screwed. because most probably if the girl is stupid enuff, she might think that u are THAT cool, thus, she will be afraid to talk to u. and yea, there goes your chance. but for average girls, they will definately see thru ur acting and u might probably be branded as a guy that is just trying to be cool. meaning, u left a bad impressions and her impression points on you are definately taking a BIG DIP. haha.
serves you right.
anyway,
i was like that too. =P
but hell, hu cares.
just had a lil chat wit xing, and to all worrying folks, she is fine now. yea, the lil issue is over so lets not harp about it too. xing is da girl man, she rules BIG TIME. you go, girl. =D
now jo said "love is suppose to be fair" but, how do u actually consider a fair relationship? normally, the guy likes that girl, they chat. but due to the guy's impulsive nature, he neglect his friends advices to hold it and confesses to the girl. valiant effort, i must say, but the girl is like "damn, i dun even know this guy well and he is asking me to be his girl? he is crazy man." . this is what i think that is goin thru the girl's brain. might not be true but its the only most reasonable conclusion that i can come to. but having said this, there are 2 possible outcomes.
first, the 2 continue to be good friends, and the girls starts to take notice of the guy, all flows well, the guy muster the courage to ask the question again and they either end up happily ever after or they end up breaking up. then the vicious cycle continues itself.
secondly, the 2 dun tok at all, the feel awkward when either party see the other 1 sign in from msn, saw him/her at some weird place. normally, girls move on. but if the guy cant move on, his mind start thinking about stupid stuff. he ask people whether he shud PM that girl anot. and he tells u how contridicting he feels, and all u can say is " actually, its ur choice" . so people, when u feel like that, actually its best to just do wad you wan. u wanna PM, then PM. dun go around and bla bla bla. because u know at the end of the day, u know its still up to you to make that choice.
but then, wad if the other party nv reply? then he will think, "damn, she's avoiding me." or probably " haix, as i expected. " . but guys, have u ever thought that she might be busy? because there ARE people who are on ' online ' status but they end up doin some things. take looking at themselves at the mirror per se. but no, the guys refuse to think that way, he insist that the girl hates him but he doesnt give up, and so, one faithful day, the girl replied. the boy went bonkers because of that. but yea, this will also probably lead back to the first case. haha, all i can say is dun mess wit fate.
here's another problem, girls and guys, do you actually still try to mantain the friendship with someone who rejected u? if u do, is it genuine?
for me, i do mantain that friendship, but if i tok long enuff. sometimes i find that girl a bother. and i sincerely believe this happens to alot of gentlemen out there, but my friends say "no, thats not the way, guys should always mantain the feng du. ". haha, seriously, it takes alot to even tok to someone who have rejected u, not to say a relationship. agree?
well, too bad if u don't. i couldnt care less.
now my case, there is this girl, we knew each other for some time now. we seldom chat, but that one particular day, i PM her, feeling that we would just tok about normal stuff which we probably forget the next day. so we chatted, and for some unknown reason, i felt the urge to PM her again, feeling that the last chat was great and wanting to continue feeling this good. so we chat, chat and still chat. now here comes the funny part, one fine day, i happen to have time to sit down and think, so i think about me and the girl fallin in love and doing sweet stuff, u know. the usual stuff. firstly, this might just be spur of a moment thing, so yea, might as well just make the best of it. so i think and think and think, i suddenly have this feeling and asked myself
" what if all over this came true? "
and my answer for that,
" i would definately want that to come true. "
and wit that in mind, its official that i like her. BUT one more thing, do i just like her because of her looks? or do i like her for who she is? so i think and think, and felt, it i am smitten by her looks ,why issit till now then i get this feeling? but i had to confirm wad i felt, so i continued chatting with her, the more i chat, the more im in love. so i asked my buddies for opinions, and being buddies, they wun say stuff like " give up la, she is too good for you". haha, of course they wun, they are ur buddies, they wun wan to shatter my miserable hope. but upon hearing these stuff, my confidence grew, and then that 1 day, someone had to tell me there is someone that is woo-ing her too. haha, one moment i was feeling good and confident, the next moment fate shovels shit in my face. but nvm, i take that by my stride and still talk to that girl, go out for movies and stuff. but suddenly, a buddy of mine talk to her. so in the beginning, i wasnt thinking much but as time pass, a thought came. "what if my buddy is woo-ing her too ?" . because i do talk to this buddy about me and her. so if he IS woo-ing her, then its kinda weird isint it?
so, i asked him " are u woo-ing her? " and he replied " no. ". i felt happy because i din wanted to lose a buddy like him because of a girl. as to me, relationship and friendship holds equal importance to me. but damn, im still seeing my buddy go out with her and stuff. so in short, i was kinda insecured. i know its not like she belong to me or something but damn, when u like someone, u just cant help feeling uneasy when she is goin out with other guys right? so there was this one time, i almost spill the beans. but damn lucky i did not. as i knew it will be a rejection in my face and i knew being friends with her is no longer a possibility. i am thinking " i cherish this friendship too much to take this risk " but im also feeling " im sure i like her and i know i wanted to be more then friends. "
so i came to one conclusion, and it is, i will wait. wait for her, wait for time to wash this feelings im having away. i will just wait. since i had waited for 2 years before, y cant i wait now? call me desperate, whatever u want. but my feelings for her and that strong, and there aint a thing i can do about it.
with all this said, i think im pretty satisfied now, just needed some method of relieve myself from all this shit and giv my fingers the excercise they are yearning. haha.
nice crapping there ronnie, well done. u really screw up now.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
damn, i dun have an answer. but looking at the way things are going, it doesnt matter how i think, she aint giving me the chance and thats all to it. dun think so much ronnie, cheer up. =
HAHA.
that means i have to wake up damn early everyday.
that means alot of things that i dun wan it to happen yet.
yea, will miss all my cck and bukit batok friends. ( do i sound like im gonna be dead anytime soon? =P )
AND yea, guys. do miss me. haha.
Monday, March 27, 2006
we are only 17 or 18 teenage guys and girls. so why hurry into a relationship? alright, i know people might not agree with me but im just voicing out. dun mind me. haha. but, there are fun times at the chalet too of course. firstly, i got to meet ex-regenites which i haven seen in ages. kinda reminisce abit and definately bashing up tim. poor tim, u have my condolences. sarah is still so small size, looks like a doll. in a good way of course. and of all people, i talked to tian yi, which is what i least expected la. but we sought of have a little click bah. maybe becourse we are cousins?
and that jo was bored to death, i still tot that they were having fun. LOL, in fact eve,amanda were looking like corpses as well. and i heard amanda still have to work at 5, wad the... got to know that ray guy, ahaha, i think everything that go in his mind is dirty stuff. he showed me this keychain of 2 guys humping a girl from the front and the back, try see something like that when u din sleep for the last 2 days, i was like, WTF. ahaha cool guy anyway. so end of the day, took the cab home. freaking hell, so cold. *burrrrrr*
she is just a 18 year old , she aint superwoman. cut her some slack guys. =/
Sunday, March 26, 2006
hmm, actually mummy forget to go pay the bills la. so cannot online recently. so yea, im blogging thru my cousin's lappy.hmmm, din went to changkat ytd. ZZZ. BORED LA, funny thing though, i din feel weird even if i couldnt come online. maybe im juz not leashed to my com? NOT LIKE THE REST OF U. =X ahahha, just kidding~~
TML IS XING's CHALET!!! wooot! can get to meet all my classmates and stuff. SONG MAN. haven seen them in ages! TML is gonna be one fun day! ahahhaa.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
hmm, din do much i guess, went to bp plaza for dinner ALONE. i came back and i juz realise i downloaded usher's 8701 concert. O.O it was nice i guess. HE DANCE SO NICE! lol, can i be like him? =X
watch hitch after that, he said "no matter what, no matter who, no matter when, any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet. just need the right broom." HMMMM, maybe its true. so to those singles out there, WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR?! =P
``you don't have to call
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
bert me and spidey were discussing about xing's present. hmmmm, maybe my idea could really work! then benefit will all go to chris then =P chris will owe me, BIG TIME! ahaha. looking forward to having fun at xing's birthday!
one last thing guys, dun assume its a girl's birthday, so there is no birthday bash. WRONG, ABSOLUTELY WRONG! BIRTHDAY BASH IS STILL ON >.<
\\\weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Sunday, March 19, 2006
AND YES, today is bball session. and by using 1 word to describe it, SUCK is the word. my form was totally not there, that damn ankle of mine keep having this pain when im running. den i was suppose to be rebounder and GUESS wad, i played in ur face D instead, which i sucked at. make me run around. screw the ankle! faster recover la... i dun wan to retrain my jumping and dribbling.
NOW, i need to learn how to love the contact below the hoop, learn COURT VISION! and learn shake move. LOL, sebas promised he will teach me. hehs. HOT LIAO.
i will reject ur shot time and again. noob.
i was having a good sleep, till aaron came in. then woke up feeling half dead. long came over today then we went town. eat and meet up wit xiang daryl bert and junhao. go walk walk abit, AND its really abit, then go home. WTF.
after that was to lot 1, joining aaron, dor, nam and leen for movie. AND YES, i watched date movie again. LOL. but this time the ticket was sponsored, so nvm. =X but for some strange reason, i think is my hands itchy or wad, i asked aaron if he wanted to go to the court and shoot some hoops. its was 11pm then, no lights. but we still go, played 2 on 2 wit aaron's dad somemore. HAHAHA.. tml, hmm. bball somemore i guess? haha.
- reaches for the hoop once more -
Saturday, March 18, 2006
i never really tried posting a title before.
then, aunt dragged my sorry ass to beauty world and had lunch. opps, it was brunch instead. then i went over to nam's house, thinking that my buddies will go to changkat today, BUT GUESS WHAT! kangwei is sicked, sinyu going NPTKD agm, sheng go his aunt chris house camp. left yanshun as me wanna go, WTF. i sprained my ankle, i was too damn tired to think. so yea, screw everything and i went to sleep on my cousin's bed =P woke up at 6, mess around and went home.
so much for a friday. life suck when u dun have things to do.
ps. my leg is getting better and im lovin it. LOL.
Friday, March 17, 2006
today is our jumpman, wang jie's birthday. SURPRISINGLY, his birthday is on the same date as his mum! cool~
our original plan to bash him up was COMPLETE FAILURE! zzz. b4 we reach, all was toking about how were they gonna do this and that. later, go liao, for some reason i feel like i was the only 1 giving him the punishment lor. NOOB la u all, having said this. im prolly gonna die on my birthday. T_T
THEN, i went over to join mum, granny and my 2 lil cute cousins for PIZZA! so long since i had pizza, still so rox! then the 2 lil cousins was so spastic. AHAHA.
GREAT DAY! - i guess.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i love my mum. XD
Monday, March 13, 2006
monday blues
SHOULD RONNIE CUT HIS HAIR OR NOT?
HMM, for the pass few days, mum has been asking me to cut my hair. reason is becuz my fringe is covering my forehead and she say this will bring me bad luck. -.- and this reason is seriously not good enuff to make me go all the way to cut the damn hair. zzz.
alright, maybe its a little long but the bad luck part is really wth lor. LOL, mum will kill me if she sees this. =X but other then bad luck, there isn't anything wrong about my hair wad, well at least I think nothing is wrong about it la. but if i go and cut, i also dunno wad to cut and 90% chance that i will screw up. any style advice any1?
and the other thing is i have been looking forward to this holiday so much, but now im disappointing myself becuz I AINT ENJOYING LIFE ENUFF!!
today so lifeless, wake up, sleep, wake up, sleep THEN WAKE UP AND GUESS WAD?!
i went straight back to sleep again. zzz.
but i sleep not because im pig or wad, its because theres nth on that day and im DAMN BORED. wan go gym, no money. muz wait for mum's dinner somemore. LOL. but i get to mess around with mummy! lol, she so cute la..then we look at the campus superstar contestants dance. like robot? =P
im not good myself so i dun comment bah. LOL. so much for monday i guess?
hmm, i have decided, im too lazy to get a haircut. and i need a life.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
SATURDAY 'S beach outing!!
introducing the cast :

the rest of the cast :

and the REST of the cast =P :

so yea, it was pretty much the same old gang. BUT WAIT, it doesnt means same old gang then the outing wouldnt be fun! =)
for a moment, i actually tot i was quiet for that day, as i only slept 1 hour and was kinda tired. but guess wad! i chatted with xiang and fiona and daryl. chat as in REAL chatting, matters of the heart that kind. LOL
then i also like freaking zi lian lidat, keep taking pictures! lOL
PROVE

LOL, i feel like im acting shuai lidat.WHO CARES! i shuang jiu ok liao. but the specs like not bad rite? dunno why ppl say i look tiko in that specs. zzzz
then we mess around, tok tok tok, then suddenly it was like 4pm. lol, all of us were getting burnt one by one. so, we decided to call it a day and went to marina for steamboat! ahaa, chat chat chat again, had a mug of beer. all mans tok! LOL, i feel older somehow.hehe. xiang is like so diff from wad i used to think of him. lol
sorry xiang! i misunderstood u. LOL.
hmm, but i spent the whole sunday sleeping till an hour ago then i wake up. LOL.
ps. dun brand me as a pervert becuz i post my half-naked pic here, its juz for the fun of it. AND, its becuz of xin wei that i try out posting pics, cuz he say my blog boring. DAMN HIM. LOL.. just kidding. XD
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
ahaa. weeeee.... we won a match today. =) and i got a feel of how does a point guard play like. OMG, i wanna train to be a point guard cuz our team seriously need 1. hope i will able to step it up. blech, only scored 2 points. this means that i seriously need to buck up though, BUT, hehe, we controlled the boards and created turnovers and convert fast-breaks chances into points. XD
score?
81 - 29
POINT GUARD! work hard and i will succeed.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Monday, February 27, 2006
my idol is a finacial consultant. can u imagine that? =.=
SHES DOPE MAN!
ALL THE BEST FOR MY IDOL AND SILLY. hehe.
- study -
Thursday, February 23, 2006
wadeva the reason. i shall work hard then. since the studying mood is hard to come by, might as well make full use of it.
\\ going to lala land with my textbooks.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
btw, its joanna birthday? haha.. happy birthday silly. =)
Monday, February 20, 2006
i din go for tkd training last friday, cause i have something on. hahaa.
SAT was shitty, i dunno wad got over me to stay up till like 7am?! wad the hell is wrong with me man, slept for 2 hours, wake up, watch THE ALL-STAR WEEKEND. DAMN SHIT MAN, NATE ROBINSON IS SOOOOOOO FREAKING POWER. HE JUMPED OVER SPUD WEBB, which is as the same height as him, in other words, nate robinson jump above 1.6m n dunked the ball infront of 18,000 viewers. no doubt about it, he IS the dunk champion. then after the tv and stuff, went to move stuffs to 4th aunt house, went home and go out for bball again. WOOT, so damn tired now. lighty re-sprained my ankle again. tml have OS tuition, alrightss! 1 more week of studying n im year2 ! hhahaa..
best wishes to all taking papers. XD
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
SERIOUSLY, the thought of joining NRA is really appealing man.. cant get dancing out of my head. hahaa.. silly me.
jia wah found out hu i like le.. its like so many people noe le.. haiyo. =X
Monday, February 13, 2006
hehe.. lets see what i get for goin back home, firstly, i get to sleep till late late and still be punctual for class. secondly, I can do my aa3 without disturbing people. thirdly, i can have all the house to myself. this list goes on and on... ohhh.. and high speed net connection. XD
now that ronnie is back in his home. THE WORLD IS NOW AT PEACE. haha. =P
Sunday, February 12, 2006
SPORTS AND WELLNESS NRA ATTACTMENT REPORT
when i got there, i was not late cuz we ended up doing push-ups for those who are considered late. =X ann thought us a couple of moves and then we were off to our groups to come up with a dance that muz be at least 1 min long. then my group had,SK,YQ, me, miao xin, jun xuan, an indian guy, and 2 other girls. LOL, SK is COOL man, the way he dance is some what like ann, maybe he have hip hop in his blood. *jealous* so we came up with the steps, AND THE SINGAPORE WORKOUT PART WAS DOPE MAN! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
firstly, i thought that we will lose like crap. cuz when i saw the other groups, they were really good and then the actions are really THERE. haha, but when it came to the real thing, i guess those peeps were shy and din really dare to dance it out. SAD CASE. =X BUT THE MOST MESSED UP part is i saw FERONZ? i was like WTF u doing here? haha, so first up was peiling, hehe, she did pretty good la, compare to the first lesson. then came serene and feronz, serene was cool but feronz cock up on a couple of occasions.some how in a scarastic manner, it was kinda fun to see feronz dance la. XD next, was jake, b4 his turn, he say he FORGOT the steps?! -.- haha, but he did good though, can follow but juz a lil bit too stiff? in fact all of us were a lil stiff. LOL
THEN IT WAS MY TURN! =.= hehe, cant exactly say i did good but when i saw SK doing his thing, i was kinda infected by him and think im finally about to let go n DANCE! haha, the last part so diao! after the ending pose then there was cheers for our group! hehe, soooooo happy XD
and when ann say that winner is choosen by crowd reponse, they all shouted like mad for their own group. BUT, GROUP 6 WON! LOL all the credits prolly go to yq and sk la. they are the 1 who came up wit the steps in the first place. haha!! the whole thing ended in a fun way. BUT this lead to another qns,
should i go for NRA audition after the holidays? hmm.. =X
Thursday, February 09, 2006
hmm, y did i wan to join NRA? i like hip hop too much? i love to see ann dance to much? haha, wadever the reason, just go and see lor. its fun anyway. =X
AND i customized my lappy desktop theme! TOTALLY ROX! tml hu see liao say not nice then u betta watch out. =) ooohhh, my shoes are spoiled and water goes in easily on rainly days. but im too lazy to buy a new pair and cant afford 1 anyway. Oh hell, hmm would god please drop me a pair of brand new sneakers so that good old ronnie can go to school without suffering from wet feet during rainly days in school? =X
after this weekend, i will be moving back to my OLD house! haha, and till now then i realise how much i love that house, miss the big bed, the grass, EVERYTHING! haha.
-dozing off while thinking of silly-
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
during OS, i was really listening on the page count thing. the formula is :
FRAME*(PAGE*1024)
correct rite?
see???? i got listen. XD. gotta hand up PSP assignment, copy OS that is due on fri, MOL too. DAMN, got too much shit on my plate. then ellen jie likie angry with me? come on, it was just a small lil lie, im sorwie~~T.T when home with jeremy, tok about stuffs, haha. DAMN JEREMY, what we tok about was wicked man! WE ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! \m/
bandage taken off-
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
later still got CM retest and need to do correction =( BUT lets hope this time i can pass my CM. cos its a sub i think that scoring is actually possible. hehe, jia you bah ronnie! work hard on your studies and nth else!! XD
Friday, February 03, 2006
*heal faster pls*
OHHH YA!! thx 1f02 for your winnings. im definately looking forward to the next winning session. LOL
Friday, January 27, 2006
BUT NVM! ronnie is FIT.. recover in no time.. soon i will be alive n kicking again! juz giving bball tkd gym a chance to rest! THE DEVIL WILL BE BACK!! hehe... JIA YOU BAH~~~
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
hehe, go do work le. WEI WO JIA YOU BAH.
*serious levitation*
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Thursday, January 19, 2006
\\bored
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
haha, on the happier note, im brought my new year clothes!! and the best things is that i got a jacket! so happy.. and i dont know wad got over me to buy the V-neck tee. O.O got a cargo pants, thats how the sales person name it, i dont really know wads name is that, couldnt care less too. haha. i wanna go shopping again some time, feels fun. =D
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Friday, January 06, 2006
- i wanna dunk this year.
- i wanna get good results.
- i wanna get a buff bod.
- i wanna get a MP3.
- i wanna kick faster.
- i wanna run faster.
- i wanna buy a jacket cuz it damn cold in np.
- i wanna sleep more.
- i wanna be more disciplined.
- i wanna to know more jokes.
- i wanna be free of worries.
- i wanna get 3rd job advancement.
- i wanna work more in 2006.
- i wanna more money to spend.
- i wanna spend more time with my buddies.
and the list go on and on....=D
cool huh?
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Sunday, December 25, 2005
CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN 2005 cool huh?
ok..good old me woke up at 2 plus n made the effort to go bath so that my hair has ample time to dry so that i can try styling it..since i haven styled it in ages n it is christmas people... its a special occasion.. and i realise someting.. my tee shirt juz seems to be that few i brought like in 2004. O.o? issit time for another shopping spree? and i realise i only own 1 pair of jeans.. can u believe it? weird huh? haha..
so after i bathed, with a towel around my waist, i went to iron my clothes got ready.... and my hair was good for styling! guess wad? went i came out of the house, damn it has to drizzle.. my hair was like ARGH... but nvm la... maybe im not fated to style my hair la...haha..but i was lucky, the moment i got to the bus stop, the bus came. WOOT. hehe..
ok. the peeps came. kw brought val along. O.o? shes so tall? she kinda makes sin yu look short. haha. we took the train going through woodlands to orchard wit the thought of tt train having seats, but we were standing the whole journey. ironic huh? we reach town and went for dinner, first stop, billy bombers. 14 people went in, 14 people went out without ordering anything..haha, kinda ex la.. then some peeps din bring enuff $$.. nvm then. we will hav chance to eat it next time. we went pastamania, sy say tt suddenly he feel that pastamania feel so cheap. -.-? that shu hui ar. walao eh.. i was ordering and she hav to poke me from behind.. first feeling is like WTF. hu the heel did that, then i saw shu hui my jaw almost reach the ground. =X she originally was surppose to come with us but she went out with her boyfriend instead. understandable la...love mah. took neo prints after we ate.. we din wanted it actually.. so weili and gang go in n take..but after that yt say wanna take wit us gang.. then we oso ok lor..haha people ask liao where can reject. =D
kk.. here comes the fun part, we went to party world ktv. and i think we were the noisiest of all the rooms. At the start, people where shy to take up the mic.. so the girls kinda sing first...then there was this song, they push the mic to me..im like "die.. i cant sing, still gimme mic...shit"...but i played along and sing la..even though i suck at it.. who cares? its christmas eve, i would be such a turn off if i rejected the mic..we kinda make the atmosphere damn high.. WOOT...courtesy of ronnie kangwei sin yu and zhi yong. cool rite? damn..i kinda pick a song thinking that my friends know how to sing it too.. but only i noe tt song in the end..O.O then i solo! haha.. kinda like opening my own concert with only 13 audience..they were good audience la.. but i sucked when i sang that.. so b4 we go, i rapped jump 2003 to make it up to them first... its kinda like the climax of that night bah..=P then after that, went home that journey was freaky.. those peeps with those cans of foam are just beside me and i kept picturing wad i would do if they really did spray on me.
in 181M, i was telling yue ting and lixian about my trip to thailand, and jenny was kinda giddy...she had the yun che zeng ar..so we all got down to see if she is ok.. then came sarah WOO, haha.. she keep speaking english make me feel so weird. we went to the fitness corner and did all sorts of stun. haha. we did the spin move on the highest chin up bar? woots, zhi yong din hav the guts to do it.. lol.. but its kinda like the same thing only that it is higher mah.we kinda play till we were too tired to eat so i took a cab home. wahhaa... wonderful xmas huh? i noe...
lastly,
~MERRY CHRISTMAS~
Saturday, December 17, 2005
- my eye candy -
Thursday, December 15, 2005
' luv ya baby-
Sunday, December 04, 2005
`things are not going well.
Friday, December 02, 2005
i really really love u alot.